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Saturday, December 14, 2002

ok i'm mad now, this is the 3rd time i'm rewriting this cause i erased it twice i'm sooo pissed. So i'm babysitting right now and i'm kinda just doing nothing cause the people put the little boy to asleep before they left, but he is the cutest little thing. I've been watching the Trading Spaces/While You Were Out marathon cause Chrissie and Sarah convinced me i would be hooked after one watching, and i must admit, i am. GIGA was good today, except we were missing Meggie, Taylor, Bren, Jessie and Noelle cause they were at Lake Champion. In other words i didn't have my peeing partner, "overactive-bladder Meggie", to come to the bathroom with me!! haha (sorry Megs, i had to put that in) So it was just me, Chrissie, Sarah, Caroline and Christine Tormey came for her first time. Catherine Elliot was MIA...hmm. I'm really excited for this upcoming week, cause everyone prayed that i would have a great, God-filled week and i just know it's gonna be awesome. Thanks girls!!! I LOVE Y'ALL. So now i'm kinda just hanging here, don't know when the parents are coming home. And i really kinda wanna do a moonpool extravaganza again tonight, but i know it'll probably be too late. hah whatev. sorry i talk about this moonpool so much, it's just such an exciting thing hehe. Well, i'm gonna go see how the shows are doing, the first people liked their rooms a lot. So what's up next?? i don't know. mwa mwa

i just got back from the funeral party thingy, it was ok, kinda fun with some good food. The funeral itself was pretty sad, i felt bad for my aunt and her brothers, but i know they're gonna be strong. by the way, the funeral was for my aunt's father, but it's my aunt who's married to my mom's brother, so it wasn't MY grandpa, you know what i mean? so, ya, last night was the wake and today the funeral. but anyway, I need some chocolate right now and to read Matthew for GIGA, then i'm off to there and then to babysit, what fun?? NOT. well hopefully it will be ok, i wanna do something tonight, but another moonpool rendezvous (this time with the girls) is outta the question, because it's all wet and rainy out, frickin' A. Yo L, what up. baha. mwa mwa. we'll just pretend that rhymed, haha.

Friday, December 13, 2002

I've just returned home from a really fun night with the fam...haha a surprise yes. Cause i usually don't have that much fun with my family, but i was with my aunt and uncle too and it was soo great. I haven't laughed as hard as i did in a while, i choked on my sushi, literally. The last time i literally choked on my sushi was two Tuesdays ago when Chadi came over and we watched Jerry Springer and the lady said "It ain't over till the fat lady sings, want me to sing?" and the lesbian said "You ain't got a toungue like a hurricane, like me" and the weird lady said "He bought me a lizard and he won't let me play with it" and the doofus said "I was just kidding, i didn't mean those things i said, you can play with the lizard. I'm so glad to be here today, Jerry..." bahaha yes those were great times, but tonight was great too. Then we danced in the rain for awhile in the outback parking lot, cause we ate at Plum Trees haha. It was interesting, people at the outback thought we were freaks. but wait we are, it's all good. So anyway, tomorrow...funeral, but i'll deal. Partay afterwards hehe. LYLAB (it's supposed to LYLAS (love ya like a sister) but i made it LYLAB (love ya like a blog)) mwa mwa

Ok, last night has to have been the most daring and bad ass night of my life. Alright here goes, this is a really good story. I went to practice, the usual, except we started stunting and then everyone just kinda stopped after awhile, because Meg was acting very silly (wonder why...) and so we all just kinda tumbled, girl talked (Wes haha) or played with Nala, well that would be me. After like an hour, Meghan was like um u guyz can go home if u want, so me and Wes were like rock on we're going to club. So we head to the car, and then Alex Lay, mother permitting, decides to join us...so we go Stamford Financial Center, because according to Wes it's all county. We get there and the security guard is like what the hell, ur arrested...but no so then we're like um ok, they're not here and me and Alex try to kill Wes, but he gets away and we head to the depot. When we get there, all we find is a Dougie Fresh, who tells us that YL is at the Yacht club, well none of us knows how to get there, and it's 8:00 by then, so we assume they'll be done in half hour and we'll just drive a little and then head to Duchess. So we do a little driving, stop at Dunkin Donuts, where we see Kim and Ryan, they're so cute. Then we're freezing so we get back in the car and go to turn around in the train station. Wes informs us about this cat lady, who lives in the boonies of Tokeneke and has like a million cats who live in her run down car or something and it's really scary cause you can see their eyes glowing and such. So we wanna go see it, but he doesn't know where it is, so then I bring up the moonpool. Now for u who don't live around here, the moonpool is like this legendary man made pond that everyone goes to, and u have to run through people's backyards to get to it and stuff and it's all cool and beautiful and people like to hook up in it haha. So i'm like ok we're going, but no one has been there, except Alex who's been like halfway there, so we're not exactly sure who's backyards we have to run through... So we pull over on the side of the road across from the house where it is, but no one gets out, Alex is like uhh i don't wanna go, so i'm like fine, Wes, we'll go lata after Duchess. So we go to Duchess, sit in the parking lot for awhile deciding whether or not to steal a "ramp closed" sign we see in the bushes, Wes almost does, but then realizes it's a lost cause and so we go inside, I get my beloved grilled cheese, scarf it down, say hi to my peeps. Wes eats some really gross cheese fries, drenched in fake, orange cheese. Then Wes and I decide that Alex looks like a stuffed animal kangaroo, haha and she gets mad at us. I don't like how i'm talking in like present tense, but whatev....so then Alex has to be home by 9 and it's like 8:50, and the YL peeps are nowhere to be found, so we're like screw it, we'll drive Alex home and then come back and wait for them. So we go to Alex's house, drop her off and then head back to Duchess, we arrive there at 9:28. By this time, Wes and i have realized that club started at 8 since it was all county and so they'll be a half hour later then expected. So we sit in the Duchess parking lot for bout 20 min, but not before i have stopped at Walgreens to pick up my mix of M&M's (peanut butter plus crispy, the best!!) So we sit there, it's real fun haha, Wes and Sarah bonding time bahaha, and we listen to some interesting music, then at like 9:45 we see Bren's lil jeep (Lucy, is it?) finally arrive. But Wes decides to just honk the horn and i flash the brights inside the restaurant until they realize we're sitting the parking lot, but no one sees us. So we're sittin there flashing and beeping for about 7 min and finally Wes calls Bren's cell and is like uhh ur so dumb, so they see us and we go inside and hang for a little while and i discover that boyz are a lot like girls. By the way if this is getting boring the good part is coming up so keep reading. So because like everyone has left except for some freshman peeps over there and me, Wes, George, Tony, Kevin and B-buckle haha (why they call him that, i don't know) so they're all sitting there with me the only girl and Wes is naming all the girls he's hooked up with and i'm like cringing in the corner as they discuss some interesting boy things, i'd rather not say. So i'm like ok guyz I think it's time to go, Wes has already snagged a ride home with me and then i'm asked by Tony, George and B-buckle for a ride home too, what can i say? i 'm a nice kid, so i was like ya sure. So they pile in and Wes reminds me that we were suppposed to go back to the moonpool and fulfill our mission. So i'm like "hey have any of u ever been to the moonpool", cause we had no idea how to get there, running through people's yards and all. Ff course none of them have. "Ok, we're going" i say and we thug it up on the way listening to gangsta's paradise. So we get there, I park on the side of the road and i'm like "AHHH, i'm a little scared, i dont wanna get arrested for tresspassing, but i really wanna go." Tony and Wes are all for it, and Brian and George have a bad feeling about it. So i'm like "no, guyz we cant give up", but not before Wes tinkles on the side of the road. So there's this huge mansiony kinda house and we run through their driveway, by the way about every light in the house is on, and so i'm like oh great, so we run past the side and we're in the backyard and we're full throttle when all of a sudden the back porch light comes on and Tony does that scream that he always does. We stop, turn and RUN back up the side of the house and across the streeet. I start to like wet my pants and the Brian goes to pee i think, or was it George?? Well anyway, so i'm like "wait we can't give up" and then Brian and George head back to the car and i'm torn between them and the car or Wes and Tony who are running towards the house again. So i decide to go with Wes and Tony and Brian and George soon follow. We're halfway thorough their backyard, but we see a fence at the end, running all the way across the backyard. So we run back and across the road again. By this time I'm way out of breath and on the verge of tears, but I won't give up. So we go to the other side of the house cause there's no lights on that side, which was my idea in the first place but no one listened to me. We make it all the way down this little brick path, make that ice covered brick path and through some shrubs and we're to the fence that's alll the way at the end of these people's huge backyard. Wes looks up at the house and comments on the lady in the kitchen, ok that scares me just a little, since she can just look out the window and see us. Then i look to the left and hear some rushing water and see this huge fountain looking thing, so i'm like "guyz, there it is", but i find out lata that that's not really it hahah, how would I know? We realized that jumping the fence would not work, so we run back up the icy path, through the shrubs, being careful not to let the lady in the kitchen see us. ok so we're back to the car, and Brian is like crying, "i had to be home 49 minutes ago" and i'm like uhhh. So before we leave, me and Wes go to this other house, that's kinda like a barn and i'm like "this is where Alex said it was", and he's like "she don't know what's she talking bout", but i had a feeling she was right, so i was like "no it's right behind here i know it." But i had to bring Brian home and George wanted to go too, so we leave. Drop off those two, and at Brian's house after he gets out I say to Wes and Tony, "alright, we're going back" i would not give up, i'm just not a giver-upper. So we head back , and Tony calls his dad saying he'll be home in 15 min hah, riiiight. Wes calls his mom and is like "mom, i'm not gonna lie to you, we're on a mission. We have to get to the moonpool and we can't give up till we do." "can u be home in 5 min?" his mom says. " def. not" he replies "ok, Wes, i love you" she says and he's like "rock on mom" and we're off. So we're back, parked across from the barnish house and i'm like "ok guyz, this is it". I spot a gravel driveway to the right of the house and i'm like "this is the way i know it", cause if we didn't go that way, we'd have to go Wes's way, which was opening someone's gate and like walking through their courtyard thingy haha. So we start running down the GRAVEL haha and we're making all this noise, so we're like 'get on the grass" da dumb duamduahdhda dudha (that was supposed to be like mission impossible music) So then we cross the gravel to this huge field-hill and run down it, and I ran into some tree branches and HUGE muddy grass spots, that sucked, and we come to this fountain, with a huge rock in the middle and a little waterfall. "Is this it?" we all say "cause if so it sucks and no one could even fit in there" But that fountain thingy happened to be what i had seen before and thought that was it. haha so we continue running down the hill and then we see it!!! This huge pondy, pool looking thing, covered with ice and it's really pretty and the moon is reflecting off the waterish ice, hence the moonpool. So we check it out a little. I, being the stupid one, think that the ice is a pool cover, but Tony thinks that by spitting a loogy on it and then pissing on it, he can prove it's ice. whatev, i believed him anyway. So, then we walk around it a little, see all these beautiful little water falls and stuff, and see how very man made it is, cause it's soo perfect looking and we can feel something like hollow beneath our feet. So we're like "ya guyz, we did it" and we run back up through mud and trees and gravel driveway to the car. We hop in the car and i'm like "guyz, we could've just driven down the driveway and seen it." So we're like that would be soo badass, so of course i can't just not do something adventurous and so we drive down the gravel driveway in the silent night, DOWN THE GRAVEL DRIVEWAY IN THE SILENT NIGHT, a lot more noise then running down it haha. And we're like "ya we're soo cool, bahah", and we turn around in the mooonpool people's driveway and we're like haha George and Brian are gonna be so mad they didn't come. So then we're like "right on we did it." By this time it's about 11:14 and tony is supposed to be home by 11:20. He's like there's no way, and i'm like "Tony, i can get u there by 11:20", five mintutes lata (11:19), we pull into Tony's driveway, hah and I didn't even speed. oh wait, I didn't pull into his driveway and never will haha, because...well... bad memories. $500 worth of bad memories. So anyway, i'm like "rock on brotha" and i go on to Wes's house, after dropping them both off and feeling so invigorated I go on to my house and go upstairs and to bed and thank God for the funnest night of my life in a while haha. And that is my story, I hope you all enjoyed it. By the way, we tricked George and Brian into thinking that we got caught by the cops last night haha, but then Tony like said he was lying or something i don't know, but the joke was ruined, whatev it was funny anyway. So now i have to go to do some family biz, what fun. But it's the weekend and i'm happy and then it's Christmas break. I love you, Mr. Blog and all my readers. You are my.....i don't know, i couldn't think of a word. mwa mwa.

Thursday, December 12, 2002

hi everyone, i'm home from school and quite excited, because me and Natalia had a great idea today, even though it was her idea haha. We made up a blog that all the cheerleaders could go to and post at, it's soo cool!! I love it. I'm kinda sad that i'm missing club tonight, but i'll deal, just as long as i go to Duchess, i cannot live without my grilled cheese, i need it atleast one night of the week!! But oh wait, who has no money?? Good thing i'm babysitting on saturday night, cause Vermont is canceled darn, family crisis though so it's ok. If any of u care to give me a call when i'm babysitting it would be great, thanx y'all. mwa mwa, love to everyone out there. and if you haven't seen the musical episode of Even Stevens: Influenza, see it!!! cause the songs from it have been in my head alllll day long if u haven't noticed!!
"We went to the moon in 1969, that's when we made a landing that was lunar"
"We're the masters, we're the masters, we're the masters of the gym"
"I always find a way"
"And that's what's the matter, what's the matter, with Rennnnnnnahhh (ren)"
"It's just an award"
"Sixth period, sixth period"
All you Disney channel watchers will know what i'm talking about...haha

it is the end of my first free, and now i have my next free oh yippie. Sarah and i were just having an interesting conversation about cannibalism, because she was reading about the Oregon trail and people dying on the way and eating each other. Our conversation included Silence of the Lambs, the Donner party, and Mr. Duncan, the librarian, telling us about how you eat the muscle of people and not the skin (but u can eat the skin if u want). He also recomended the liver haha, what a silly man. Then Sarah proceeded to tell me all the gross and disgusting parts of Silence of Lambs, which were very enjoyable NOT!!! J.Ma says hi to the blog.

Sarah Maddox has just informed me that my blog is filled with nothing, and that it is soo stupid that she felt dumber after she read it...i was very hurt by that. She's trying to say she's joking, but no i won't take it. so i just slapped her haha, i am the masta, I'm the masta, I'm the masta of the gym. Melida Burgos was just sitting next to me and she was having trouble spelling her own name, which made me laugh a lot, because she couldn't sign on the comp. cause she needed to know how to spell her name. Today i have two frees in a row hooray. I love Melida, but i don't love Sarah, she's a poo face, hating on the blog. I can write no more, i'm in too much pain from her horrible phrases towards me...

"Going to the Chapel and we're gonna get married, gee i really love you and we're gonna get married, going to the chapel of love!!" -Pochet Island Memories

Wednesday, December 11, 2002

i'm back from practice, well have been for awhile haha. it wasn't as bad as yesterday, even though we did some more interesting running drills. but it wasn't so bad, until dear Meg decided to tell us that they would soon be timed, just shoot me. Then we tried to play some running game, but nobody got it, and we had to run in a square. Until now i've never realized how hard it is to run in a square...a circle maybe, but a square??? uh uh. So then we all partied hardy and then we went home. Oh and i got my Hooters sweatshirt today haha, which was quite an excitement, might i say. I just wrote my lit thing due on Friday and it was nice cause i got to reminesce about Pochet Island, which made me sad and happy. I wanna go back there soo bad, but it'll never happen and plus nothing could ever beat the first time, sadly. I looked at pictures too, it's such a gorgeous place. So anyway, tomorrow's Thursday, rock the house and i have to miss club, or atleast be late cause of stinking practice. but i can't miss Duchess, i mean what would my good friends there do without me?? Shoutout to Jeanie, Andre, Isnac, Sharon, Sony and any other dudes working there haha, such as MIA Wanda. "chop chop" dan thanx for making me feel sad, it's not her fault she chopped up her husband....

hello y'alls. It's quite freezing in my house. I have returned home from school and i cannot make myself do homework, so i have instead decided to write yet another entry in my new and exciting blog. Otis is curled up in a little ball on the bed and i'm eating my pb cups and soda, which are only making me larger. stupid me. i think i'll go do some sit ups, NOT. (what can i say, i grew up in the 90's)

"Life is a highway, I'm gonna ride it all night long..."

AHH, I'M SO HUNGRY. please give me food. Lambie is hungry too. JEN BENNETT PASSED HER DRIVER'S TEST, ROCK ON SISTA. i'm so proud of my little muffin. there's Bren, i'm gonna wave to her and see if she sees me...she didn't so i'm gonna call her name, quietly cause i'm in the library...oh she finally saw me after like screaming her name 5 mil. times. darn the bell rang, there goes the last of my 3 frees, frickin' A.. haha bring it on.

"Dan Micciche is going to be on Broadway" Do you have anything else to say, Dan? "umm, i'm in love...i'm not really...and umm..and i have to get in to boston conservatory..." thanx dan

Caitlin Maguire is sitting next to me, and has been for the last few minutes. I suddenly feel bad because i realize now that laura has been making so much noise as usual and matt moler has been beating us up and poor caity lin has been trying to work and learn about the gold rush. i'm sorry caitlin please forgive me. "where does this print?" she asks, in response to my apology, HOW RUDE. so i say again. "no" she replies sternly. So i push the hangin laura off my shoulder, then i grab caitlin's head, but she pushes me away asking once again "where does this print", and then she gets off the computer and walks away huffing and puffing "you guys are so annoying" SORRY CAITLIN. by the way caitlin's little sister's middle name is lizzie, in other words DUH, LIZZIE MAGUIRE.!!

i have again returned to speak of my favorite person Matthew Moler Karlan. Yes, his middle name is one of your teeth, but he is quite proud of that. He is working on the physics lab, which i generously tried to help him out with, but he instead shot me down saying mine was all wrong and i was going to get an F. I was quite hurt by that. So, i told him i was gonna type about him in my bloggie bloggie bo bobby banana fanna fo fobbie fee fi mo moggie, bloggie!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH, i just accidentally touched laura's clammy hands, ahhh they attacked me. they are all wet and sweaty. haha. eww. now laura has something to say: "ok well first of all, the hand that was attacking sarah wasn't moist at all!! it was the other one that was on the computer. The hand that was attacking her was as dry as can be for once and so I dont know why she was freakin out, shes just weird like that and as meghan said, my fellow captain as well, a FREAK! well so anyways im going to go back to doing nothing in my 3rd free today, but before i go, i must say that the young man sitting next to me, matt moler karlan was talking to himself, oh look its bryan mcaff! short for mcaffrey, who by the way is a big doofus and a "S.C." but i love him anyways." Thank you laura for overtaking my blog, just like meghan did, i'm sick of all u people, OUT OF MY LIFE NOWWW, foreverrrrrrrr.

I have finally returned after having my computer taken over by captain Meg and then she made me look at cheerleading pictures for hours, and there was a guy with an unusually large head, but Meghan wanted him, FREAK. Then she finally left, but not before putting my hood on and mugging me, but it's ok, because i beat her up with a book i was holding entitled "Odd Girl Out, the hidden culture of aggressions in girls!" what a great reading choice i say. "That's sooo raven, it's the future i can see, that's so raven, it's so mysterious to me..." GO DISNEY CHANNEL!!!!!!!! ROCK ON!!!!!!

hello
my name is meg...yes the man that sarah was talking about, however i'm not really a man at all, sarah is just a wimp!!!!anyway thanks to her nice little post, which i'm sure most people don't care about, she'll be running just a little extra today, and i might even add in a few pushups, to my how do you say "deadly count" so thats all i have to say, id just like to take this oppourtunity to say that first and formost sarah is a big freak, and second that i am not a man, very cute in deed....hehe

hola, I am at school. And this is my first of three frees in a row, what a joy!! "are you serious, i hate you!!" says Katie Bennett, who has graciously agreed to sit next to me on the other computer, cause she wants my hott, and sexy body. just kidding, she wants Chris's hott and sexy body, her bf DUH!! "hello" says Sarah, because she has just returned from the bathroom where she was putting in her contacts so she can see my beautiful face in focus. Oh look, it's dear little Lambie Laura who has just come over to say hi. She has informed me that she has already finished her literature homework which is due on Friday the 13th, i'd better get on that. Laura just told me that i shouldn't say i'd better get on that, but i should say I better get on, and i think i'm right, but she thinks she's right and we just had a big cat fight and i punched her out. she's lying on the ground now oops. enough of this nonsence, goodbye.

Tuesday, December 10, 2002

Hello, tis ur owner once again. i do not know exactly who i'm speaking to, my bloggie or the reader, but whatev. anyway i recently arrived home from the worst practice of my life. let's go in a sequential (meggie's fave word...) order of events. First things started off wonderfully, i was enjoying admiring the scratch on my arm that i got yesterday which really made me happy because i rarely get wounds that are seen and i really wanna show off my cheer ouchies so, i was quite overjoyed at the fact that i had a scratch that had bled haha, that sounds soo weird, ok anyway. We started mounting and we were putting Chadi up in libs, when oh suddenly she falls, oh look there is her arm swinging around toward my face and wham it comes into contact with my lip...i am thrown to the mat and i cover my face. haha i'm cracking myself up here, cause i'm making it sound really bad. so then i'm like it's ok i'm ok, just a few little tears, but then a smile cause oh look i have a 2nd wound to show off, but of course by now my fat lip has gone down, DARN IT. We continue stunting, but then i don't know, we stop and go to spot others. Britta asks me to move back and i'm like whatev how can i catch u if i'm back here, but i just thought that. so i did and then i went to see the little pup Nala and that was some good times. Then i went and did some other stuff, i don't remember and then, the moment of truth. Ashley wants to stunt, so Meg's like Sarah back, and i'm like i'm on it captain, no i didn't say that, but it would be cool if i did. So we get in position, but we need another side. We call Natalia over but she's too short, so we say JESSSSSS get ur assie over here. ok Chadi's going up and it's great, nice pop and everything. then she decides on the next one to pull a scorp. Cool man haha. so she goes up and oh baby nice scorp and oh baby now she's falling to the ground and there she goes over to the side where i cannot catch her, and shoulder meets ground and tears meet cheeks and we all go get water. GREAT. ok then she's dead, well not really and we all go do a cruel and unusual amount of pushups, on Meg's count, which if u know, Meg's count can be deadly. Since Meg herself is a man, don't worry Meg, i still love u, man or not. After that, Meg's glorious volleyball past came out and we did some suicides which were quite fun followed by someother stuff, i don't even know what it was. Then i went and passed out by the water fountain, and the janitor had to wake me up and carry me back to the gym, BAHAHAH no that didn't happen, but it woulda been great. ok that's enough, i can type no more. i need chocolate and chapstick and my little dog otis. ohhhhhh what a world what a world...ya wicked witch!!

hello, this is my first lovely blog posting. I am at the moment enjoying a faboulous episode of Boy Meets World, my all time favorite show. But i should be going to get ready for cheerleading practice, where i go everyday to enjoy getting thuggish wounds and buffing up and of course getting sweaty and looking hott as usual. And now a quote from my wedding song, which i will one day be dancing to...."From this moment life has begun, from this moment you are the one, right beside you is where i belong, from this moment on..." Grand!