i'm sad and depressed but in a way happy at the same time. i'm sad and depressed cause i haven't gotten enough sleep lately, and because tonight was the last eastgate and that's sad and then i'm going off to college and i'll miss everyone so much gosh darn it. and other reasons as well and trevie broke my keychain gosh darn that husband of mine. and then just other plain old stinkin stuff. and then i'm happy cause i dont have to really go to school tomorrow and i guess some things are going alright. i don't know i'm just confuzzled. and i just wish it could be summer forever, no college. no no no no no. i never didn't want to go to college this bad before. i'm scaring myself. digle.