HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

hooray everyone the day of fatness has arrived. we lost the turkey bowl. me and laura fell down in the mud. no fun. now i have to rewash all my clothes and if it doesn't come out i'll be very pissed. i saw a lot of old peeps today but no brian ceglarski, casey knechtel or peter goodwin, my old loves. but we did see andrew "missy misdameanor" elliot and he lost his flip flop. and christian helies whom we waved to and laughed histarically as he stared at us. good times. and charles benzyk was looking hott, but that was about it. sadly. and as i said before we lost, sadly and badly. we scored one touchdown near the end but it waslike 20 to 6 or something and the worst part of all WE MISSED HALFTIME. the whole reason i was going to the frickin' game. being an ex cheerleader and all i like to see how bad they have gotten since i was last there, but no such luck. so there you have it, my morning. now i'm headed off to maryellen and david's to see the fam and be exceptionally bored. goodbye lover muffins. xoxo

gurgle

i just felt like making that sound. today is a depressing, rainy sunday like usual. and i have to write a paper. but atleast thanksgiving is in 4 days and i get to go home in oneish. oh my goodness i have to pack. this weekend was silly. but kind of fun. we had our first game. and then we had 2 other ones, so i was jam packed with watching sweaty fools around the court all day. except i did get to see my hott person. man, he is sooo hott. then carolyn and leah's friends came up and we hung around with them for some times and it was fun and then they left and came back and blah blah blah. i'm really bored right now even though i have stuff to do. i also have nothing productive or good to say so whatev. peace.

WE GOT ROOM KEYS!

yeah, listening to the cruise mix. i am very bored. i'm waiting for my dearest lobe to get ready so we can go eat breakfast. there better be brunch left for me when we get there or i will be piznissed. today is going to be very very boring. i have to do work allllll day. this weekend went by fast but i guess it was fun. i went home friday afternoon with nicki and mike and showed them around my town and watched a movie. we left saturday morningish cause i had to be back for cheerleading. soo stupid, we had to babysit kids last night for a dumb fundraiser, it was soo boring and we barely made any profit. oh well. i can't believe tomorrow is already freakin' monday. but atleast it's closer to next friday and the tournaments! yay. i can't wait for thanksgiving. only 11 more days. and only 9 more days until dad comes to get me! well i am bored now and i'm going to dance around the room to pass some time. it really does help to pass the time, let me tell you. i miss my otis. he loved nicki and mike, it was so wonderful cause he didn't want to bite them and they got along so well. but i miss him, my little muffin.

i don't really feel like stopping actually. but i have no more to say. last night before cheerleading, me, nicki and mike went out to pizzza hut. it was soo wonderful. there were some dumb kids in the booth behind us and they kept staring at us, so everytime they did nicki and mike did the signal and i whipped my head around and stared back at them. they go so weirded out. it was hilarious. they were little biotches though. i miss my asian megan, and abbish higgs and good times laughing about htb and dancing at cheer practice. i miss my auntie lou lou too. i cannot wait to see her at thanksgiving and then go to her wonderful vermont abode afterwards. and maybe squeeze in some shopping there bhah. well i really will stop now cause i seriously have absolutely nothing to say. i just wallow in despair. last night i listened to my sad dixie chicks mix while i looked at my mexico pictures and just cried. i miss those gosh darn times so frickin' much. i was so skinny and tan there too. i'm jealous of myself from 5 monthes ago. and i miss trevie so much and i'm so worried about him. i'm glad for some changes for him cause that will be good i think. but i really don't want him to die or blow himself up, i will be sooooo devestated. and he better be reading this and see how much i loooove him. bahah. well i'm going to stop for real now. goodbye all my little fools. i loveth thou. mwa xoxox

why do i have titles...i never have anything to put for them.

bah. today like the lucky duck i am i got out of journalism early. and i got an 85 on my sociology exam, WORD!!! and my buddy pat from the cruise is talking to me again. turns out it was his bro who was using his screen name and obviously was just being rude and not answering me cause he didn't know who i was. but pat and i cleared it all up and then that made me have to break out the cruise pix and tear up a little. but tis ok. last night i started watching anne of green gables at carolyn's!!! it has been soooo long since i've seen that i am so excited to finish it. i used to watch that all the time with my mama, it is such a classic. i can't wait for this weekend!! nicki and mike are coming home with me for like a day cause that's all the time we have, but it will be soo fun. we are going to brendy's play, that is if it's not sold out. i just got a sudden craving for being in my high school library. i don't know why. i suddenly missed it.

just before this i was cleaning out my email folders and saw all these old letters i wrote and recieved. some were during a fight with this person and it just made me mad all over again. oh well, except that right now it is burning me up inside. but do not fret, i will get over it. it could just be my empty stomach too. i really miss my home sometimes. and i miss the warmer weather. not hott, but just not this freezing cold wintery shiznit. i'm not up for that. although i cannot wait for christmas and new years ahh excitement!! well i think i have about written enough for today. but on a final note:

HAPPY 47TH BIRTHDAY, MY DEAR DADDY. MWA
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, EVAN. it scares me that you can now legally be behind the wheel of a car
HAPPY 18.5TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!! yay it's my half birthday!! well peace mofos.

rocket dogs rule!

yay i got new rocket dog boots that are the best ever! i love them. last night i went on my first date ever AHHAAH. and it wasn't even a real date, well it sorta was, but it was with this nice kid who wanted to help me not be afraid to go on dates. so he took me on like a practice one. and we got sushi and he even bought me flowers. it was so silly of him, but it went well and i think i feel much better about the whole business of dating now. it's all because my little nicki is sooo good at taking initiative and being a good helper. i loooove her. without her i would be very sad. so step one is down. and i'm hizappy. today i spent all day with leah and carolyn and their friends. it was fun we walked around like bums all day. we went to so many random places like starbucks, dunkin donuts, the bagel place, cumberland farms, the music shop. then me and leah went window shopping for a little at colony mill. and i got a worry beads ring. its pretty cool. then we me, leah and andrew went to walmart, shaws and famous footwear. just a wonderful lazy day. and i slept till twelve too, yay!! well i must depart cause i think we are going to this mexican restaurant called armadillos tonight!! peace my fools.

TOMORROW!!!!!!

that's right everyone....tomorrow happens to be the very day of the SEASON PREMIERE OF THE OC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if you haven't noticed i am very excited and i cannot wait. sadly, i get out of practice at 8, when it starts...so i will have to sprint back to my dorm at FULL speed so as not to miss anything. then on friday since my oc countdown will be over, it starts the thanksgiving countdown and it will only be 20 days!!! yay i am very excited for that, cause not only do i miss my immediate family, but i also miss like my aunts and uncles and cousins whom i haven't seen for the longest time! so i am tresssss excited for that and also just to go home and eat food and wear my thanksgiving pants HOLLA and of course after that it means less time to christmas break...and who doesn't love christmas break. i also get to go to church on friday after thanksgiving and i love church and all my church pals. and i get to see miss christina bowen brennan whom i have not seen since the big e!!! which by the way i got very fat at....YESSS i love getting fat. anyway, i have to go watch my speech now and self evaluate myself and then go tanning with jennnnnnn. peace out fool faces! mwa.