sad awakening

i have realized that my blog is not fun nor interesting anymore. it has lost all its humor, sarcasm and joyousness. i do not know why. when it first began i loved it, and of course i still do, but it is different now. throughout the years it became less and less interesting, but still while i was in high school it was good. now that i am here it is nothing. possibly because i miss blogging from the confines of the library in early morning frees and observing the sad, rich kids wander amislessly through not only the library but life itself. perhaps it is because people actually used to read this and exclaim with joyous laughter how funny it was. maybe it is because my other blogs have died and with them has gone the soul of my true original bloggie love of my life. this entry has been so deep, i am not sure what to do with myself. because while it has been deep, it has also been funny in so many ways, i myself am laughing inside. but that my friends is a story for another day. hah, i always wanted to say that.

SKWA!!!!! (NCC)