i am in like total and complete ALISON SUTHERLAND BENTON withdrawl. i don't know what to do with myself when she's not around. i have no one to talk to and laugh with and make fun of myself and her with. i just am sooo.....sooo.....i don't even know the word i am searching for. gosh darn it. what the hell. i am what's the word. oh crap. why does my memory fail me now. i am beside myself.