double poster, ahh the horror!

so apparently that G5 post had already been posted..and now i've become a double poster. albeit years apart, but still! i don't even know what albeit means but i felt like it worked in that situation. am i right? am i right?

happy birthday, bloggie!

p.s. just did the math and i would like to mention that on Dec 10 my blog turned 10!! THAT'S TEN YEARS OLD! who else has a blog that old?! probably a lot of people but it seems really old to me. i was 16 when i started this! anyway now my blog is ten years, one month, 1 week and 6 days old! long live you!

2013

it's been over a year since my last post...i think, if you don't count the one i just posted which was a draft from like 2005. anyway updates are: i'm married! Jake and I wed on July 13, 2012 and it was grand. fabu wedding (credit sborrelli for fabu). MA life is going great. inherited guapo, my little shivers stretchy man! as i've said before, i am no longer clever like my old self. i'm not sure where my cleverness escaped to over the years but i cry a single tear for the loss of it. also, i don't think anyone cares about what i have to say which is basically nothing, so there is good reason for not caring. right now i'm sitting at my desk at work opening mail from 2 days ago. not the most exciting part of my job but kind of relaxing in a repetitive task sort of way. shout out to steve "so nude" minnesotian because he might stop by for a looksy and then run screaming when he sees how unwitty i am! hi steve! i wish i owned a burdick's franchise. i wonder if they're even franchisable? that's not a word. why was blogging in high school all the rage? i'll never know. it was fun while it lasted though. i am now out of ideas for this post. love you blog. who will come see jewel with me? xoxo

G5!

hello, i just found this post saved as a draft and decided to post it even though it's like 5 years old! enjoy! this is the first blog post ever posted from my new computer! it's so exciting i love it! well i have a lot of setting up to do. and such, but i miss being a good blogger, i'm not anymore. i suck. i have nothing good to say. no wit, no glee. i've got nothing. NOTHING. i invented the piano key necktie!

you're not an old lady gardening, or a baby on the beach....

wowza, it's been over a year! i know i haven't been the best blogger, not since high school but i'm glad this thing is still around and I can still pretty easily remember how to find it and even how to log in and post! Well, a lot has changed in my life since Dec 16, 2009! First of all, I moved to Boston and have a new a job, new home and pretty much a new life in a way. Willie tranferred to Berklee so he and i moved to Boston in January 2011. We are roomates! I work at a fabulous company 3957 times better then my previous job. I live 7 minutes from jake! Life is going pretty well here and i'm really enjoying this city much more then i would if i lived in NYC. I can't quite pinpoint all the differences of the two cities but i just like boston so much better! spring is finally beginning to show up a little so i can't wait for more good weather and adventures to ensue! This weekend will be my 3rd spring weekend since graduating from keene. ahhh the good old days. it's always nice to go back and reminisce although it makes me sad at the same time. i'll get to spend some time with leebee and carbear and stay at the brand new hotel downtown holla! also have tough mudder, maine getaway, taylor swift concert, countryfest, grand canyon trip, and a bday party to look forward to for the summer to name a few! i wish i could remember my other old blogs, my cheer one, my one with natalie only, my one about HTB with abbie, i think i even had a hate one for liz haha. good times! well i gotta get back to work now but i'll try and keep in touch more in my little bloggie. it's always fun to look back and see what was going on in my life years ago! xoxo GOD BLESS, LOVE YA!

sup suckaaaa

oh heyyyy. been a while. still work at plaza realty. moved out. first i lived at avalon for about 7 or 8 months and now for the past 4 or so i've lived in stamford walking distance from work which is great. dating jake again for almost 2 months now. might move to boston in a year to be closer to jake where he lives now. ummm. other then that pretty boring life. christmas is almost a week away wooo! wish the olden blog days were back but....sorry, probably not gonna happen. seeee ya!

oh

i guess i should update that i'm still at my same job at plaza realty since june. i like it and the people i work with minus the fact that i did not go to college for four years for it. we'll get to that at some point. today is my parents 25th wedding anniversary. they had a bottle of champagne which i drank most of. my dad got my mom 25 roses, how sweeet! now i'm almost up past my bedtime but i'll sleep well from my champagne, sick! thats it. love you blogggg!

hello, still there?

just makin' sure i still have a blog....53975 years later. miss ya buddy!

bonjour

hi, just thought i would say a quick hello because i just remembered my blog again. i'm back from england thank the good Lord. and starting a job which i hope isn't too boring and i graduated college. thats pretty much it. toodles.

ENGLAND SUCKS!!

well it took a little work to get in here cause i couldn't remember my user name or password at first. but anyway just saying hi, i'm in gay england but i'm going home in 19 days THANK THE GOOD LORD!!! and i cannot wait and i'm almost crippled and nothing about me has really changed all that much except now i'm dating this really gay fool with big muscles and a big head. AHAHAH. but what a cute baby boy he is. ok gay. bye niggles. i'll never forget you my dear blog. xoxo.


"I wanna go home, i'm so done with this place, so over it." - Keryn L. Connelly

hi wow

i haven't blogged in almost a year and besides that my blogging skills since like senior year of hs have gone down the drain. so i'll just continue this random postness because it then reminds me to read old blogs which effing crack me up. bye.

i just really like this song right now and it makes me tear up and i miss my hs blog

I did it for you, and the boys
Because love should teach you joy
And not the imitation
That your momma and daddy tried to show you
I did it for you, and for me
And because I still believe
There's only one thing
You can never give up
Never compromise on
And that's the real thing you need in love

yeeeah k-loggs

mwa sarah

depressedness takes over my life

me and jake broke up. school is sad and lonely. i know, atleast i think i know it's for the best so i just have to wait and see how things go. time will tell. the weekend and pumpkin fest are over. and i'm just pretty depressed. i'll get over it soon enough. love ya.

cheerleading = depressed

hello. my name is sarah. i used to be a cheerleader. i'm depressed.

in high school cheerleading was AMAZING. it was so much fun. it gave me most of the friends i have today. our coach SUCKED every year, well it was the same lady, but because of her we pretty much sucked every year. we got basically last at competition all the time. but we still had so much fun, i still got to compete which is a rush nothing else can ever equal. we did cool stuff like wore our uniforms on game days and had bake sales and decorated together and dressed up for homecoming. and although we never really "went anywhere" as in doing well at competition and stuff i still loved it. cheerleading was like my high school life. it was fun, even when practices sucked and people cried and i got bloody noses. it was fun because the people i did it with made it fun and we tried our best and it was good.

in college i thought i would try cheerleading since i liked it so much in high school. but the tryouts were during the summer and i couldn't make them. i thought oh well, it wasn't meant to be. in september i saw a huge sign for cheerleading tryouts, it was so amazing so i went to them. turns out they didn't have enough people from the summer and needed a bigger team. so i tried out, but i became the alternate. the coach assured me i would not be left out and i would definately have a place on the team and be able to compete if someone got hurt or something happened. i was disappointed but decided it would be ok and i would do it. practices began. they sucked. they were soooo long and sooo boring and i didn't get to do much because i was an alternate....coach lied a bit. the team was pretty much all cliquey already and i just didn't fit in. it wasn't like high school at all where every year when new people joined the team we accepted them and eventually we became a big family. they just wouldn't let me in and so i was always shy and didn't get to come out of my shell and be the crazy person i really am which is why everyone loves me. time passed and i hated cheerleading more and more, not the actual sport but just doing it at keene state. then one night someone fell on me and i sprained my ankle. after that i couldn't do anything. i just sat there. i had to come back from winter break like a week early to practice but i still couldn't do much. it was ridiculous. and then one day when we were about to leave for an away game the coach told me i was no longer on the team (in so many words) i cried a lot but i was also pretty happy since i hated it so much.

today i look back on these two worlds with sadness. unlike the people younger then me in high school who got to have a new coach and really make something of themselves those last two years of highschool i got nothing and have only the happy memories but no fulfilling cheerleading career to look back in. in college i am like a black sheep of the team. everyone pretty much thinks i'm a slacker and they dislike me. the coach obviously dislikes me since she kicked me off the team. so i could never go back to them and even if i wanted to i doubt i would make the team.

i lost my train of thought and i'm still sad so i'm gonna go now. i'm glad i got all that out. don't know how much it helped however. i think i'm gonna go buy a cheerlading handbook.

hahh

this blog is a joke. seriously, i have nothing good to say anymore. i have lost all my wit. and for some reason this just isn't is exciting as it was in highschool. i'm not saying a final goodbye but a maybe i'll write probably not goodbye. before i go...some updates for the road:

-i have a boyfriend
-work at the IC starts in about a month, will be my fifth year working there
-i'm living in a house off campus at school next year which i'm quite excited about
-i'm 20 years old!!!
-i got an ankle operation on my birthday no less about 2 weeks ago and i'm on crutches for 4-6 weeks which sucks especially since i can't drive. but hopefully i'll be able to drive soon even before i'm off crutches
-i will be a junior in college next year, crazy how the time flies
-i recently visited with a few old friends that i haven't seen in foreverrrrr (chadae, kim and coral)
-been hanging out with the other buddies as well (chrissie, sarah and laura)
-also love my school friends (carolyn and leah) and the boys of course....no need to name all them

ok this is sounding reall corny so i'm done now. peace blog...see you in maybe like a year when i turn 21 and have some more exciting news!

this is how bored i am

it sucks because earlier tonight at like 9 i was falling asleep in my bed, i was sooo tired. now i'm awake and i brushed my teeeth and everything and now i'm eating popcorn. i hate when this happens. i like being tired, i want to sleep but now i'm gonna be up all effing night. and i'm watching king kong for the second night in a row because caro and mike want to watch and i watched it last night. well anyway whatever. i need some tylenol goodnites.

hahah

i'm eating nutella again, as usual. i didn't write at all in march. crazy. not really since i don't really write anymore, and when i do i say nothing good. i'm watching the flavor of love reunion. i'm pretty bored, if you can't tell. tonight i'm going to see slither. it will probably be a really weird gross movie. but whatev. i'm in the mood. well ok. bye.

nutella

mmmmm with a knife. i want to rent cruel intentions and the sound of music. i'm watching "mostly true stories" it's kinda gay. ooh a cactus filled with spiders. freeeeeeaky. oh my oh my. spiders can hitch rides on banana boats. ahhhhhh. see what good reasons i have for hating bananas. i gotta bounce. we're watching just like heaven tonight wooo.

ridic

most things are.

we watched flightplan last night. it was good. we watched in her shoes tonight. was also good, but rather long. i have no more.

THE NOOZLES

yes, that's right. i finally discovered the real name of that tv show we all used to watch where the little girl had a koala bear that lived outside her window in a eucalyptus tree. i wish i had that. it would be SICK!!!!!!!!