i miss him. he used to be so hott and then got ugly. at times he is still hott though and that makes me happy and think of fifth grade when i worshipped him and rewrote my fan letter to him everyday until it was perfect and then lost his "address" and so i never got to send it to him.
OHHHH DEVON SAWA


tell me you don't want to bang that...

well, just minus the speedo. icky.


sex now or later?

ow ow


how adorable can you get?


definately have this poster like in my secret devon obsession drawer in my room


how hott is this?


little giants...who could resist?


well i think i be about done now. i should really hit the sack. peace out.

hey fools. i know it seems like saturday morning, but to me it's still friday night. after sadly, but not suprisingly losing our game against mcmahon, i gathered up lizzie and suz and headed to the STR. where i saw phil osgood who was not looking as hott as usual, but well. that's all i say cough. let's just say phil drove liz home cough cough. bhaha. anyway, then me and suz had soo much funness skating and i broke up with jo again cause he was holding some other girls hand and then we were done and wanted some food, but the dumb place closed. so we headed to our most favoritest and specialest place.... PRD!!!! got some deeelish food and my fave pb and c shake which i am finishing up now and then i dropped suz off and came on home. only to find that all the lights were out and both cars were in the driveway and the top lock was mysteriously locked. now being me and being stupid and forgetting how late it was, i figured my parents had been stupid and annoying and locked the top lock and then gone out with like my grandma or like dan or something and not taken their cars. so i left my home, drove to the rink and then was on my way to church calling their cell phones like 10 times each. then i tried my grandma's and my cousin answered. i told him the story and he was like oh maybe their sleeping. then it hit me, wow i'm really dumb. both cars there, all lights out, they always lock the top lock at night. so i was like thanks hah and turned around and called the house. which i was stupid enoug not to think of doing before. my bro answered and came down and opened the door for me. how sweet. then after i had realized all this i found it quite humorous, well before hand i was mad slash on the verge of tears and scared cause i thought maybe they were all dead and the murder locked the top lock and turned the lights out. now that i am thorougly exhausted by that tale, i am going to bed. or atleast not typing any more. mwa

what up hoes. i should be sleeping or doing my hw, but i snuck to the downstairs comp for some chatting, word. tomorrow i have 2 frees in the morn, so i can peaceufully slumber again. hooray. i love all this morning free business. i am just so overjoyed. HOLY CRAP MOTHER OF GOD, tomorrow is freakin friday. how damnnnn exciting is that? yea it is, yea yea. bring it. uhh. oh lookk and then on saturday only ONE WEEK until "the ultimate embarresment" as natalie would put it. tehehe. it saddens me so, however first place in stunt team will be grand and wondrous. but let's not get ahead of ourselves here. hmm, it is soooo coold down here. btw i haven't had a full week of school in like 4 weeks. kinda crazy. i think i need to bizounce. mwa.

jsldkfjl. i am sooooo full. i ate at fugi's tonight with sarah, chrissie, zac and corey. twas fun and now i'm gonna boot EVERYWHERE!!! yay. today of no school was fantastical and i need to do my homework unfortunately. but i three frees first thing tomorrow morning so pisshaww. anyway, my computer upstairs is being a biznatch and not working so i'm down here on the daddies. and my fam is missing by the way. oh well. i'm going out to visit chrissie now, even though i just got home and pooed on the world. just kidding i didn't poo. but i need to go insane and stuff and eat more hershey's kisses so mwa mwa.

hello kids. i am at kendall's right now and yes it is 3:05 in the morning. we had a sleepover and nat and laur are already sleeping, but me and ken being the night owls are raring to go. although i am slowly dying. but i can't sleep until i know we have no school tomorrow, and no notifications are being found anywhere GOSH DARN IT. the snow is up to our freakin knees, they can 't possibly have school, it's just not right.

i finally saw the movie uptown girls, twasn't as good as i had hoped, but good none the less. we also watched the virgin suicides which was depressing and confusing but good i guess. and we ate much too much food, but that's nothing new. aw man, i sooo do not want to have school. but we are so not, so shutup. i'll just keep telling myself that. and then after tomorrow look at that, it's thursday already. gosh, it seems like i haven't been to school in ages. today i went to school for 20 minutes, i'd say that's a record. frees until 10:30, 20 minutes of class, free in which i left and then we had an early dismissal.

well i think i will be departing now!! mwa mwa mwa.

so it turns out that today was actually a G day and not an F day so i did have a free in the morning actually three in a row to be exact, so i didn't miss my new class. so today hmm...i had 3 classes. oh and guess what everyone i got an F on my precalc midterm and so did laura hahaqhahsdjfhjaskdhfa. 93/259 laur.....39% AHAHAH. and for me it was a 127/259 and a 45ish%. to tell you the truth we find it quite hilarious. like we just have laughing fits everytime we think about it. but enough about how much i suck. oh wait...now there's nothing else to talk about...bahah. toodles. tomorrow i have four frees the whole day. oh lucky me.

i accidentally missed my first world lit seminar class today because i thought i had a free/didn't actually know but decided i wanted one anyway69. thank you tansu. complients of her. tansu is my goddess. yay for turkish people! especially ones named tansu akman-duffy!! OH I AM THE MASTER AT SPELLING TURKISH NAMES. word. arcades are fun. we will go there one day, tans. i promise. humanitiesssssss. manatee. tansu is a manatee. no she's not, she's hott. bahahha. well i must go talk to my guidance counselor now because i skipped my class.

final note: we like ottoman people, just like tansu.

today i have practice for 3.5 hours. it wasn't that bad actually. the first hour and half was just stunt team and we got a lot of good things done that i wasn't expecting and i didn't even get that tired. the rest of practice i got like a wave of tiredness over me and just gonna hung around until someone made me do something. so it wasn't too bad. i'm really hoping for a snow day tomorrow, but we are so having one cause i said we are so we're gonnna. today is so wonderful cause i have NO homework, but i don't wanna go back to school to get back all my failing midterm grades. oh well. sarah and suz pictures....on the website baby. mwa

HELLOOO. sarah and suzie here. i am finally seeing her after my emergency stash ran out. bahahah. i am so happy now. well we must go talk to slane and noel now. peace out.

tonight i saw win a date with tad hamilton. it was amazingly sickening and predictable, but damn i loved it. OH THOSE 6 SMILES!!! some guy better use that 6 smiles line on me, i will die right there on the spot. well yes, it was still a very sweet movie and i do recommend it. and then some prd with kendall made my night just perfecto. to top it all off i saw chris young tonight when we lost to wilton and he was strangely hott as usual. oh man. it was almost like last year's game which was so intense, except last year we won. oh well. i need to see suzanna, my emergency stash of her is almost gone. we need some quality time, suz. just you, me and uhh the little red book...or the glowing pen hahaha. peace out mwa.

soo the cove parking lot last night... bAHHAHA. hmmm i learned some new things with window drawings. oh i love you nat. and laur, i love you too and ur make out smell and your niceness to HURT boys that hurt me!!! i love you guys. well i gotta go get ready for my physical therapy for my elbow hahahah. and then i really hope my car is fixed cause it was steaming yesterday and i have a feeling that's not good gosh darnit. mwa.

holla. i am soooooooooo done with my exams. and i am sooooo a second semester senior. WOOOORRRDD. alright so. french today was kinda brutal. i mean she gave us this reading that was deathly. i didn't understand a word of it and it took me an hour just to try. all i got out of it was there a dog that talked and some guy named xavier. then law and gov hmm. i believe i may have done ok, it was really short and easy and i finished in a half hour and mr. balazs let us go, which was nice. so i'm home real early and ready to go on my road trip with laur. hooray. i sure hope i just can atleast like pass this semester or something. bahah what am i talking about.

so the construction on my house has really begun now. they took my front porch off. it's soo cool, cause it was this hideous enclosed porch and yesterday they took the enclosed things off and today they took the whole stinkin thing off. and i just went outside to take pictures of it and the worker guys were like FREAK. and i was like pisshaww i'm supposed to take pictures of the process. and ya haha. no. ok so there's a man on the little roof thing right outside my room and it's kinda scary. peace out.

ok this is all such crap. all my picture websites either run out of time or memory or try and charge me something. so if you wanna see us hotties go here:

http://community.webshots.com/user/sbru8

yay. i finally am done stressing about failing my math midterm cause i failed it today. how exciting. so i got courtney to buy me dinner and 2 bags of hershey's kisses today and she owes me a red bull. except she ran out of money so i basically ended up paying for the chocolate myself but whatev. what a silly freak she is. talk to me you silly little freak AHAH. laur. good times.

if you can't do the math then get out of the equation. i am calling you back this is *69. hahah hilary duff. oh bah. word. tomorrow i am so going to lunch at rosie tomorrow's with laur. aklsdjfdlksadfk i'm so excited. mwa

today i had my world lit. exam. twas pretty easy. then i went to the bank and then the chiropractor for my broken elbow, then to breakfast with laur at prd and then we visited joe for a while then we visited gina at hindley but she made us leave because we didn't sign in. then we saw mrs. mulligan, who i love by the way, then we went to see mrs. hardinge and she gave us some pictures and called us "her little babies" and "her little treasures" which made me feel loved. then we tried BR but brett was working so we peaced out and went to nc BR cause it's cheaper there anyway. so i got ice cream and then we called andrew haha and tried to find him by sneaking around the nc library, but it turned out he had already left there. then we came to my house for like .5 seconds and then me and laur went our seperate ways haha. but we will soon be reuniting at practice OH HOORAY. i love my otis. oh man i totally forgot about my precalc midterm tomorrow. that's basically the only thing i'm scared for. hmm this could be bad. oh well. mwazziles. HAH what a cool word i just made up.

day-o. today was funnish. hmm. i miss suzanna, i want her to move in with me. i am sad, disappointed and jealous. it is no fun being those things, but i'll get over it yay. now i have to re-watch the purple rose of cairo (SUCKY MOVIE) and write down quotes for my english midterm tomorrow. oh joy. the lock-in at church was strange fun last night. for the most part it was enjoyable, although at some parts i may say otherwise. i must admit though that dying suzanna's hair at 3 in the morning was probably the highlight of it...no maybe the highlight was playing with rubber fingertips in the closet...wait actually i think we all would agree that the actual highlight of the night was farting. that's right.

holla suzanna for sleeping bag memories and discussions of the lizzie mcguire movie and even stevens. i can't even remember what else happened. but i love you and you and you and not you.

i'm not usually that big of a snow fan...only when it cancels things...like today!!!! HOLLA. no 3 hour practice for moi. ahahdfkhasdkf i am so excited. i think i shall go sledding with liz. well um peace out then.

hey pooper scoopers. ok so tonight was a complete fate night. not to mention that i saw two deer on the side of the road on the way home, nat. i screamed loud enough for the both of us!!! alright so. me and nat left my number on the back of someone's car and they called me!!! ahahahah. it was grand. his name is andrew and he's from new canaan and he's a junior. oh baby. bahah. i think that is the most hilarious thing of my night ever. and we stopped guys on the road in nc and banged them, right nat? that's what i thought. anyhow. my night was grrrrand. and now i'm home and i have a new pea coat so i'm excited bout that. loving the world mwa. xoxox.

with a taste of your lips i'm on a ride. your toxic tongue slipping mine ohh ohhh. with a taste of the poison paradise, i'm addicted to you don't you know that you're toxic. holla. um. i have nothing to say actually.

ooo barracuda. so i got like 49295485 new clothes from kendall cause she cleaned out her closet. tres exciting. hott stuff. so i'm grounded tonight yay. i have never been grounded before in my life baha, i find it quite funny. my punishment is that i have to watch a movie with my family. AHAH. oh well, i best be off to do that. MWA to y'all. p.s. who ever put me in a good mood tonight...thank you.

i never wanna act my age. what's my age again?

PEACE OUT WORLD.

"have this dolphin penis. will you go to prom with me?" - mr. otterspoor.

p.s today was the last day EVER for botany....waaaa how sad i be. NOT.

well. after crying myself to sleep last night i woke up nice and sort of late with my delay and then headed in for my botany exam. thank goodness that's over with and now i'm home free for this wondrous 3 day weekend. well i guess i'll go....uhh...do something. i can't wait for 2 o'clock because i am going to colony with laura and damn i could use some colony. peace out foos.

bahhhh. no one ever freakin' listens to my side of the story. even when i'm the one to blame and i'm trying to be good and admit it, no one still listens. this was a goodish day...until now.

SNOW DAY SNOW DAY!!!! hoooray hoooray!!!! i cannot contain my excitement!!! lalallallalala.

hello foolies. practice was strangely fun tonight and jac let us out early. GHAHDFJKADSJHFJDKASHJFASHDJFHASDH LAUR....CAMEL TOE DKLVAHSDKHFKASDLJFAKLJ. oh man, i'm not even getting started. britta farted on me. and wafted it towards me, twas unfair. and gross. oh wellie. well water. faaaaaaaaaaaalalalal. peace out.

ooga booga

hiya kids. i have some pictures for you. cause i know you're all wondering what my man dom looks like so i took pictures of him at practice tonight. and if you don't think he's hott, good for you, cause that's all the more dom for me. here ya go chillin's:
the whole team and dom...cept it's after practice so we all look like shiznit

me and dom

laur and dom

me and laur and dom haha

everyone cleaning up mats and dom standing there like a doofus

SKI TRIP!!!

here are some grand pix from the ski trip, which really should've lasted atleast a week. i can't believe it's already over.

chrissie's hair being realllllly staticy

jo on saturday night when he was acting soo weird i swore he had smuggled some booze in or something.

me in my 80's clothes for our little dance party that me, sarah and chrissie started up haha in the kitchen

i look retarded, but it's ok. sarah and chrissie look hott

HOTTIES

dancing and such

me on lizzie's shoulders (holla mullet wig)

uhh...that's not me

me and katy

the whole gang

i will name them for you starting with grace on the left, then ben, jon, lisa, katy, katie, lizzie, caroline, katie. 2nd row left to right bah: evan, jo, me, chrissie, sarah, mark, suzanna, willie, colin. GO ST. PAUL'S YOOOTTTTSSSSSS.

so there's a sani-can in my driveway. yes, that's right. yesterday my father ordered a porta-potty. i found it quite humorous actually and therefore snarfed my breakfast. it is because we are doing construction on our house...finally.

here is my song:
I can’t get out of bed today or get you off my mind
I just can’t seem to find a way to leave the love behind
I ain't trippin, I’m just missin
You know what I’m saying, you know what I mean

You kept me hangin' on a string why you make me cry
I tried to give you everything, but you just gave lies
I ain't trippin, I’m just missin
You know what I’m saying, you know what I mean yeah

Every now and then when I’m all alone
I’ll be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back, but you never do
I feel like such a fool there’s nothin' I can do
I’m such a fool for you

I can’t take it, what am I waiting for?
My heart still breakin', I miss you even more
And I can’t fake it the way I could before
I hate you, but I love you
I can’t stop thinkin' of you
It’s true, I’m stuck on you

lalala. today me and laur ate lunch in my car and blasted the heat cause it's so damn cold in school and we listened to music and that made us feel better about how depressing school is. then we ditched for a bit and i got some ice cream, cause suprisingly i haven't had that in a while. then we played MASH in math class and laura recieved a life she liked very much. then i played myself in french, cause i was sooo bored. and my life turned out ok. then i did it for courtney and i think she liked her life too. MASH is just so fun.

oh my gosh. freak out time. dom is coming tonight. and i already called first dibs on having sex with him, and kendall called second. but then laura got mad that kendall got second cause me and laur have known him longer, but i've known him the longest out of everyone on the team actually. so i told her she could make a threesome with me. dom is this amazing huge hott black man who comes to teach us cheerleading stunts. he is so beautiful and smells sooooo freakin good. oh dear me, i can't contain myself. ahh he's soo hott. AHH. stop it. ok. enough of this crazy talk.

"i want to have your babies, i want to have your babies." - meg. (dangle the arm very slightly in the crotch area while bouncing around...good old times)

I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I had
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
When it come to loving me he's worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure going to give you a try
And if you want I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know

I like that song lots. I still have four classes to go, which doesn't seem like a lot but it is. atleast i have a free during lunch...that's always fun. man, it was freakin insanely hard to get up this morning. and i'm sooo tired, i just wanna go back home and put on my pajamas that have socks on them and that are warrrrm and fuzzzzy and cuddle up in my bed with my real dog otis and my stuffed dog pepper and go to sleep for a loooong time. or i wanna go back on the ski trip for the rest of my life. right, well. toodleoo. mwa.

here is a rap compliments of chrissie.

yo see me run all across the room, dancing and singing with my girl sbru, talking on the phone with the boy evie poo, black glasses and hair thats blonde, makes fun of me when i say depond, we all got the hots for evan, kissing him would be like heaven, although hes like only 11, i wanna marry her bro, hes got a really hot fro, i love his....willie is his name. they dont really look the same, so i wont be put to shame, if i make the boy really tame

I LOVE CHRISTINA BOWEN BRENNAN. and i will never flush her. foreever.

ok here is my idiot story for the day. my dad started my car for me this morning with the spare set of keys and so instead of restarting with my keys i just drove with those. when i got to school i said to myself i'll just leave these spares in here because i have my keys in my purse. then i locked the doors and went to botany. then at lunch time, it suddenly occurred to me that not only had i locked my spare keys in the car but my purse as well. the purse that contained my actual keys. smart move. so aka anyway of getting into my locked car was locked in my car. that would be me for ya. so i ask my darling friend roy if he get it open for me. so he worked on it for like 3 periods and then at the end of the day i went out to leave and my car was gone, so i assumed that was a good thing and it was cause he had gotten it open well making some dents in my car with that dang wedge of his and then i was like yay and drove away. then i looked for my real keys in my purse and what do you know...they weren't there. so then i realized that i was doubly stupid and that i had left my keys at home and roy broke into my car for no reason. thank you for listening and i hope that made everyone laugh. cause after i finished crying at lunch. i cracked up. and then so did laur and then we choked on food. time to go chat with my soul mate named suzanna joy miller. peace.

my lover

the delay today definately helped make my day a lot a lot better. i'm not as depressed as i thought i would be, so that's good. and i just did my botany performance and it didn't suck as much as i had thought it would. and i didn't even have to do any work so it all turned out pretty good actually. now i just have to memorize the last stanza of my french poem and i will be stress free, sort of. um. that's it. so peacing out time. mwa.

DEPRESSION HAS TAKEN OVER. peace.

ok the ski trip was major funness i can't even begin to describe, but of course since we're home and tomorrow is school i'm really depressed and completely screwed for my botany performance tomrrow. thank goodness it's only worth 200 points....you know just like my final exam....AHHHHH. i gotta go cause insanity has taken over my body. MWA.

what up hos. i should be packing now or studying. but hey look i'm doing neither. OH WELL. who's a ho? you're a ho? we're all hos. i'm def. having an allergy attack right now and it sucks balls. i can't count how many times i've sneezed in the last hour. yayyyyyy tomorrow leave for ski trip holla. oh man, i seriously need to get cured of these allergies before tomorrow. faaalal. see ya round mofos.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, SARAH ANN MADDOX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am in the tech lab right now for mon favorit sujet, francais. NOT. it will all be over soon. God, get me through this. only one more class after this...and oh yay that class features my 4.5 page law and gov test. wish me luck. mwa.

AHH TIME FOR PRECALC. but i actually did my homework today so i'm really excited. and it's lunch period and i'm dying of starvation. HELLO LAUR. bahaah. peace out nig.

AHHH. i am overwhelmed with excitement for the ski trip this weekend. i cannot contain myself. i may soon pop a blood vessel. as sarah once said, "i'm acting like ali hilfiger" because she often has sudden bursts of excitement like i am having right now. i'm already packing. YAY. packing is fun. unpacking sucks my butthole. BAHAHHAH.

schmoking weed schmoking weed doing coke drinking beers rolling fatties smoking blunts who smokes the blunts we smoke the blunts...

BAHAAHAHAHAHHAHHAH. oh jay and silent bob, how you crack me up.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

(taken at exactly 12:00 AM January 1, 2004!!!)

THE LAUR AND SUR GALLERY...

why are we so sexy?

aww muffins

she fell in the crack

sucking my cheeks in (bahah)

laur sucking her cheeks in (bahah)

I'M ALIVE I'M ALIVE!!

hello all. i just finished taking a test in health on death. it was not pleasant. but atleast now i have a free for the rest of the period...which is only like 5 min but whatev.

next period i have my seminar for that dang book i FINALLY finished last night. daaaamn that book was long. but i'll admit, it was a good book.

it is so freakin cold in the school i can't explain. i'm shivering right now and wearing my gloves. gosh people, put the heat up.

my new favorite song is cold as ice.
"you're as cold as ice, you're willing to sacrifice our love. you never take advice, someday you'll pay the price, i know."
my two new favorite church songs are show me your glory and you alone!! i think i will go to my car and listen to them now to get me through the rest of this stinkin day. peace out foos.

this is sarah now. i am angered at this darn blog. very very angered.

Liz Here

this is liz mcdonald posting on sarah's blog MUA HA HA! hello to you all and major props to me for making sarah a comment section (free porn!) and TITLES! i love you sarah keen. peazey

"You alone are father and you alone are good. You alone are savior and you alone are God."

I'M ALIVE I'M ALIVE I'M ALIVE I'M ALIVE I'M ALIVE I'M ALIVE I'M ALIVE I'M ALIVE

HEYYYYYYYYYYASDFJASLFDJ. i am on a laptop right now in the lib and it's mad cool. cause i'm sitting like all comfy with tormey and partaying on my laptop. and i did my law and gov hw. i sure am on top of things today, holla. hahah i am confusing katy jacobson right now cause i said this word to her and she's like what word what did you say. but i won't tell her. ahahah i am so sneaky. AHHA. she thinks i'm gonna tell her what it is, but she is oh so wrong. christine tormey says hi. "you're so annoying" - katy. HAHAAHHA. peace out fools. time for murderous precalc. YAY.

i think when i turn 18 i am going to change my name to betty crocker. that is how much i enjoy baking. although i haven't had much time these days so i had to buy store bought brownies for kevin today, when i usually bake my specialty. it's just so stinkin fun though, who can resist? dancing aroudn the kitchen with loud happy music, mixing chocolate and milk and cracking eggs...how much better can life get? i mean really. i am being so good these days. well i'm trying to be. like right now, i'm going to stop typing and go do my botany homework.

tonight we have a game. DIE STAPLES. you cannot "wreck" the "wave" bah.

"Go to hell, dad. and take that skank with you..."
"What are you looking at, skank?"
"Noooo, don't take me home. don't tell my dad. please askglsgda;hdgh sjdhgwes." (look i accidentally typed wes at the end of that. HI WES.)

those are from a grand movie/show called "higher ground" with hott hayden christianson. goodtimesinnjwithlaur.

uhhuh yaaahaaaheee wanna be my lover? what a great song, i must say. alright. so the book reading is coming along pretty good i guess. i'm being a little unproductive right now though. i'm sorry. peace out.

so i'm feeling a bit better about the s word now. after skipping english the day has been going pretty good. suprisingly it's even almost done. court read her whole book yesterday in about 5 hours. so i'm thinking since i've read about a chapter and a half, i can read it all tonight in like 4 or so hours. so i'm hoping that will work out. well it's time to go back to torturous french. mwa.

i suck at life.

"light the fire in my weary soul, fan the flame, make my spirit whole, lord you know just where i've been, so light the fire in my heart again..."

hello. i am so depressed going back to school and not only that but this stupid little mosquito keeps biting me and like TORTURING ME so much i want to rip off my head. and that was a metaphor or something uhh, analogy, i don't know i meant it like the mosquito is a person who is torturing me, but he's like a mosquito becasue....you get it right? anyway, i feel like crying now and stuff, but i'm real excited cause lizzie showed me how to download songs and it is so freakin' amazing, i jumped off walls and stuff and made a cd and wow i think i might die seriously. i have never ever been able to download songs before. it's insane. well anyway, i'm really excited for the ski trip and i just need to get through this week and not kill myself. so peace out. and say a prayer for the world and me.

"You're as cold as ice, you're willing to sacrifice our love. you never take advice, someday you'll pay the price, i know."

i wanted suzanna to say some business because she is saying hi, but she said "I don't think i have anything to say" so FINE THEN. well i'm home from NJ, it was funness. i hope you certain people DIE. and get run over by lots of trucks and mr. c....why would we ever drive all the way to ******* just to see you??? i don't think so honey. get a life. cause i know we have them. PEACE OUT TO ALL OF YOU WHO SUCK AT LIFE AND SUCK EXTRA AT BEING MY FRIENDS. YES THAT'S RIGHT, YOU!!!!

what up fools. i am here in the glorious land of Toms River, NJ!!! holla. HAPPY 2004!!!!! wow, this is kinda scary, that's my graduating year AHH. last night was some good (no i lied, the restaurant was bad) at Basil T's, then partayyy at aunt millie's and then we jetted home at 11:50 for some cheese fondue and celebration. that was grand. champagne!! and i love arbor mist. me and laur have finished like 2 bottles of that already. well i need to go to the mall someday soon and right now it's the new year's day partay and i'm kinda bored, but it's fun. i really really don't wanna go back to school. AHH DON'T MENTION IT. and certainly don't mention the beasts of eld, cause then i'll just pull out the gun and shoot myself. no joke. well peace out mwa mwa mwa mwa xooxoxox. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!