argh. i truly wish i had my own car. i think i will get to work on that right now, because my mom's car is in the shop and she is using my grandpa's car cause he's in colorado and she shouldn't even be using it cause it's leased and i am only allowed to drive my dad's car to work and back and no where else or i can't even drive it to work, but today i did drive to the store to get sushi and brownie mix for Gina's birthday which is saturday or sunday i think. so anyway, i gotta go and call some car peeps mwa mwa.

heyyyyy. just arrived home from my IC camp employee picnic. was actually great fun. haha loved it. i got to go though. because i don't feel like typing much and i'm bored. darn i ate so much food. i think i'm gonna go hop on a scale. peace out mwa.

i don't feel much like blogging. but i just want to say tonight was a very fun BR night and happy bday to Katie Tusch tomorrow and i feel badly about going late to drop off ice cream at joe's house, cause i woke up his dog and his daughter and his wifey person and himself prob too. and i feel so horrible, i hope she do'nt hate me. i feel like the scum of the earth, like a wretched human being, a disgrace to the human race, an insult to woman kind. ooooohhh i'm horrible. alright i have to go. please don't hate me, joe's fiance is that how u spell it? amy i think. oh i'm sorry. i love you all and GINA. mwa mwa.

hello all says laura rosati. she wants to f u. ha just kidding. fuuu. oatie? no. brian? dillhole. no. joe? haha. yes. no. AJ. eww loser. fathead. tj maxx. yesss baby. danny, oh sure. says laura, brian. ohhhh that brian. it alll makes sense to me now, laura. haha. this blog is such a waste of precious carpal tunnel syndrome. bahah. that made laura laugh. i am so good. 176-poo. if that is your liscense plate...you rock. eduardo wants to sue us. OH DARN. we suck....at life.....at driving cars.....at not stopping to put the four wheel drive on. it's all good girl, turn me on to the early morn, let's get it on to the early morn. girl this is tres gay. we must find a partay. see ya.

this is a wang, a what, a wang, a what, a wang OH A WANG!!! i love those times and i miss those times and these times suck. oh darn

right now the only thing that could make me happy would be a big field. with ponies and lambs. and butterflies. and the dog from babe, pig in the city, that almost dies. and babe himself actually. and maybe hearing the sound of music would make me happy as well. i think what would also make me happy would be being Sarah in the newsies, which i am close to being already since we do have the same name, and making out with christian bale. oh well. that day will never come.

i feel like just being reallly random and talking about nothing. but i don't want to bore you people. but i'm in that kind of reflective, sad mood. the kind of mood where i think about when my grandma could walk and we used to sneak up the back way to friendly's and i would eat a conehead ice cream and not tell my mom. the kind of mood where i remember going to camp in mount kisco and practically living with my grandparents, and drinking dimetapp. and sucking my fingers. and getting bribed to go to camp from my grandma. and having back parties at their condo. and picking pussy willows with my grandpa. and learning to ride my bike with my aunt and pat. and singing into the lighter in the car of my aunt's mitsubishi twin turbo. when i couldn't find clothes that fit me. when my aunt and her old bf todd and kay kay and her nieces and me went to play at the discovery zone and went bowling till midnight and i sat in the front seat of the suburban with my aunt and ate healthfood and listened to i swear. when me and chrissie used to make sound of music videos and have adventures. when my grandma could drive. when she bought me the coolest stuff. when i accidentally licked my brother's head. when there was a restaurant called roy rogers, or the cracker barrel or something like the round house or somehting? no that was a show i think. when i used to go to chuck e. cheese's, quite possibly the best restaurant ever. when we went to the rocking horse ranch. when me and my aunt rented like 10 movies from blockbuster and watched one. when we went to pat's house and his dog stole my bagel out of my pocket and i cried and we went to stew leonards. when i used to have camp at my grandpa's health club and we played with the parachute, that was the best. and i used to eat slushies. and everyone was like your vincent's granddaughter, he rocks. when he had to go away and we visited him and he cried and my mom cried and this kid who i thought was hott at the time threw a football at my dad's head, but i was only 9 then, so who knows what my hott standards were. when i used to have lunch bunch with doctor lev. when me and celia did fun stuff and me and katy went to her dad's house and stuck our heads out the window while it was hailing. when i would go to katy's like everyday and have the greatest times ever. when i was jealous of suzanna and amy. when we lived in mount vernon. when we lived in danbury. when that guy let me paint his door. when my mom would walk to come pick me up from school. when i used to know a kid named maurice, who i called maurice the piece of grease. when i went to disney world. when i had a sleepover with kaitlin foshay, nelly and ceceila francisco and kaitlin wet the bed and i accidentally told someone and she hated me for the rest of my life. that sleepover was also like my 8th birthday party, when i had a pinyata? is that how u spell it? when we danced around the room and sang to doug. when i didn't go to bed at 2 in the morning. when i was afraid to sleep over people's houses. when a tree fell on my house. when my best friend was kathy. when those spanish people named nanny and hairo babysat me. when i wore my bathing suit backwards. when i had kesi as a teacher. when i had miss troncone as a teacher before she was mrs. torre and i had mrs. wetter and ms. teare, who went on a saabaticle so i had mrs. richmond and alanna made her cry. when i went to mrs. dadick's room for science. when j.j. had a rat tail. when i called cara delany, cara marie. when i used to have crushes on people like john allen and mike costa...

i could go on forever. but i think i've gone on long enough. goodnight. good morning, whatever.

"Try bottle alley or the harbor...try central park, it's guaranteed. Try any banker, bum or barber. They almost all knows how to read..."

-NEWSIES!!!

HHEEYYY. guess what i just bought. the newsies dvd!!!! yayayaya, i am sooo excited to watch it. i think i am going to do that right now. ok so. i am getting fatter. so i think i'm just gonna eat salads from now on and do 300 situps a night, but maybe i'll start with 100 and work my way up. cause i wanna make some muscles baby. there is this kid at my camp. he's in the boys middle school group and he is sooo adorable. if i was 7 years younger or he was 7 years older, i would have the hugest crush on him. and at first i felt bad for him cause he has 4 sisters and that's it and then i realized it's probably great to be in his sitch in the long run, cause he can get all his sisters friends. and then the other day his sister came to give him money for the snack bar, and she was like gorgeous and had not an ounce of fat on her body and i was like DIE. and i got really jealous and it was bad. and then everyone told me she was a slut, so i was like argh. and she's really dirty, but why does her stomach have to so flat. well anyway. she motivated me to start my diet hahah. alright. i'd bettter stop eating this slim jim then. hehe mwa mwa.

o btw. i forget to tell you, since my dad wasn't coming to vermont with us cause he was gonna stay with gramps in the hospital, we had a family meeting and we all just decided to stay home cause my mom was too tired to drive. i could either way. i like going to vermont, but i don't like all that driving business. so anyway i guess i'm happy we stayed, but i wouldn't have minded if we went either. atleast if we went my mom wouldn't be sulking and i wouldn't be sulking and depressed and getting fat. and let's go do some situps. bye. :(

"For all the girls at 'I ate a pie', stop eating pies..." AHAHAHA that is a direct quote from Wayne on "What not to wear" a classic TLC show. which i enjoyed tonight over a plate of brownies which were my dinner. then i felt fat and unhealthy, so i ate a tomato. i'm a retard.

"Patrick, darling. Since you left me, i am undone. Mother loves you. God save my son..."
"Just give me half a cup...something to fill me up...i gotta find an angle...i gotta sell more papes..."

- NEWSIES!!!!

well today i leave for vermont for the weekend. but that should be fun, cause i love going to my aunt and uncle's house in vermont. it's gorgeous and fabulous and wondrous and soo lovely. and maybe i'll do some outlet shopping holla. everyone say congratulations to Gina cause she got a teaching job at hindley school hoooray. that means she'll be near me, holllla. alright, gotta go pack mwa. peace out.

ok everyone just say a prayer for my grandpa in the hospital. he's not doing well. we thought he was going to die tonight, but they put him on some oxygen stuff so he's doing a lot better. but my grandma was all like freaking out and stuff so just pray thanks. and also give out a prayer for my cheer team, which is slowly dying. and also i'm just said now cause my number one love loves someone else. but i don't really know about this whole love thing, i just know i'm stupid. i don't know what i'm saying or why, i'm just sad and mad right now and envious and it's not good. i need to let God take it all away, cause he's got the blue prints behind this whole thing. oh this is just crazy talk.

"We need a good assasasination. We need an earthquake or a war. How bout a crooked politician? Hey, stupid that ain't news no more"

-NEWSIES!!!

"A pair of new shoes with matching laces, a permanent box at the sheepshead races, a porcelain tub with boilin' water, a saturday night with the mayor's daughter."

- NEWSIES!!!

ohhh i love that movie with a burning passion. well i have to go get my brother. what a dooofus i say. oh this sucks. everything is so messed up. what the hellooo operator. i am so annoyed with my family sometimes. they just don't understand me. "i'm one high-falutin' son of a gun." i have to go get my newsies energy out. mwa. "i'm the king of new york." mwa.

we're cheetah girls, cheetah sisters... ohhhhhh. somehow, i'm not looking forward to see that new disney movie. disney has been going downhill with it's original tv movies. the last good one was like zenon the zequal. foooolish. and of course motocrossed, oh that's always a favorite. poooooool stand chrissie hahah. oh dean is so hott. beautiful. gorgeous. amazingly fabulously wondrously fantastical. oh that guy named bug hall, which is a mad retarded weird name, is soooo cute and adorable. he used to be ugly and nerdy like in little rascals, but he's such a little muffin. with his shaggy hair. oh. so by the way, i'm in love with trent ford now too. he's adorable too. he's not even that good looking, but just seeing him in how to deal is enough to make me fall in love. and his hair is insanely cute. but ashton will always be my number one man. i mean who can resist. if someone asked me what celebrity i want to meet, iwouldn't even have to think about it. i'd just be like uh ashton NOW. and if they asked me what celebrity i would want to make out with it would of course be ashton. he's good for everything and my number one choice for every which celebrity blah blah blah type of question. well enough of this. the kids i'm babysitting are in the bath, don't want them to drown. ha mwa mwa. peace out dawgs.

i've got the magic stick..haha. gina taught me what that really meant today. i was a little apalled, but it's still a fun song to sing. today was a good day and a bad day at camp. but overall it was basically a good day, although i did cry today. but no matter. it was over a silly stupid thing and now i've gotten happier about that thing so it's all good. i feel so sick from eating too much soup. you know how soup gives you that really full feeling ha. not so good. i love you a bushel and a peck. peace.

tonight i saw how to deal. it was very cheesy, sappy and dumb. but somehow i didn't hate it. i didn't love it, but i didn't not like it. i'm pretty sure it was because it was a hopeless romantic type movie, which i am so you know. although some parts were sickening. but the grandma smokes pot in it and that sure is great. "boy, have i got the munchies..." see you round mwa mwa.

here are some more sappy dumb gay movie quotes
"if love beats us up, let's just go beat it up back"
"love is like a big hungry dog that chases us around...i'm not saying love is a dog...i'm just saying..."
"i was just smoking a little marijuana"
the best one of all:
"your first love never really ends..." thanks grandma.

holla, ain't no stopping me. today was the start of the 2nd session. this summer is actually going by quite quick. mad crazy. i really don't want it to end. i really don't feel like being a senior. i'm just retarded, darn it. and college is not somehting i'm looking forward to. well college is, but not the whole college process. anyway. i best be going. love you hugs and kisses. mwa.

so even though i'm still awake like it's sunday night. i'll act like it's really monday morning, which it truly is. last night was truly bad ass and daring. sarah was telling me of her night before when she jumped the fence to the waveny pool and went midnight swimming with ian, sooo we wanted to try it again tonight. we were watching newsies and waiting for the perfect person who would know a good adventure when they saw one. so danny got online and we knew that he would love the adventure so we told him to meet us there in 10 minutes and he did and we well i changeed in my bathing suit and he just wore his boxers and sarah went in her underpants ahha. and we jumped the fence and jumped in the pool and it was soo darn spy like. i loved it. and i conquered many pool fears. first of all, pools in the dark scare me, soo. then the vents are horribly frightening, but i didn't even bother them. and i even jumped off the diving board, which i'm not scared of, but in the dark it was kinda scary. so i'm proud of myself. danny also jumped off and his boxers fell off, twice. and once he lost them at the bottom of the pool. yes that was some interesting times. well i love you blog. you would be the one thing i saved in a fire. ha. mwa mwa. kisses to you oh my darling.

i love trevie. i would just like you all to know. he is my adorable little muffin head. trevie, i love you. today was church. where is my husband? where is my sister? where is my food? crossiants....are good. i need to eat something. dan wants me to sing at church tonight. bah. like i can sing. well whateva. anywho. i just watched the tape from ic camp last year, it's absolutely hilarious, like none other. i died and went to heaven. all dogs go to heaven. what a sad movie. haven't seen that in a really really long while. alright bye now.

well, i've just arrived home from rhode island. it was kinda fun. i did get a little tanner, which is always nice, but i unfortunately have learned of some news that i missed because of my trip. although, i will soon be brought up to date on these things, or some people will DIE. but i love you. and nothing really exciting happened, so i don't really have much to say except i feel like it's sunday night but it's really saturday. well off to do nothing. mwa mwa.

hey all. i am disappointed and happy at the same time. disappointed, cause betsy and i never got to go see pirates of the caribbean, but we did have a fun night and stuff soooo hehe. we went to the game and they lost it was soooooo sad, the little boys even cried, i was like WHYYYY. but they are so cute and we talked afterwards. and then me and betsy went to br and got free stuff where i saw chloe AGAIN and brennan. and then we drove around for a looong while just talking about stuff and people and more stuff etc etc. and we went to garden catering to see if joe's hott brother is there, but he wasn't, sadly. but it's ok, i will see him soon. cept betsy wants him haha, but whatev, i just wanna see him. alright i'm bored now, but i want to watch newsies or something cause we got it from the lib and i wanna see hott christian bale. damn, he's fine. i just remembered how much i wish he wasn't like 30 now, but u know how it is. alright mwa mwa.

today was a hilarious day, but then again i can't remember a single day when i don't laugh at camp...so that's good. but today i have some quotes. this kid named michael johnson (yes, the same name as famous golden shoes guy) was sitting around eating a hulk popsicle and nachos at the snack bar. and he's funny to begin with because he takes a bite of popsicle and then a bite of nachos and back and forth and stuff becuase he doesn't want the popsicle to melt. he also puts a backpack over his head when he doesn't feel like talking to people. so that's funny enough to start off. but today joe yells at these two kids ryan and joe. except he says "JOE AND RYAN..." and they don't answer so he switches to "RYAN AND JOE" and by that time i'm already laughing. well it was hilarious to me, i know it doesn't sound funny now, but just deal. so then michael goes "if you say joe and ryan fast it sounds like jeremiah" BAHHAAH, WHO THINKS OF THINGS LIKE THAT? so then i laughed really really hard and everyone stared at me, but they just didn't understand how funny the moment was. and then we all sang jeremiah was a bullfrog. and it was a grand ol' time. and another story is, joe's jr. counselor fernando is in peru right now for a wedding. and so everyday someone from camp leaves him a message on his machine at home to tell him how much we miss him hah. so today was my day and me and gina did it together. so i was saying how much we miss him and love him and blah blah and then gina pipes in with it's a grand old flag, except she changed it to something like a high flying peruvian flag or something funny like that and then stuff about having fun in peru, and then i said well fernie ride a llama for me and have fun bye. and then we hung up. only to realize that we just left that message on his home phone where his whole family could hear us mocking his homeland. so ya, we're gonna get beat up now. but i just thought it was funnny. well i gotta go, cause i hear otis jumping off beds upstairs, that could only mean one thing.....i have no idea. but will soooon find out. mwa

i freakin' hate allergy attacks. they suck big time. why why why, can't i just breath and stop sneezing. i hope i will be better by tomorrow. i can't deal with more then one day long attacks. i just jump off buildings and stuff by then. plus tomorrow i have a busy schedule and no time to waste blowing my nose and using up box after box of tissues. i think i am going to bed soon. i can't deal with this anymore. my puffy eyes, my stinging nose from all the blowing, my dry mouth from having to breath out of it, I HATE ALLERGIES. and i want ice cream. but that's totally bad for your allergies. wow, a night without br. what an amazment. PLEASE GOD, MAKE THEM GO AWAY. please let me be better tomorrow. amen. well, i'm off. oh btw, joe stuck a pad on me today. it was disgusting and horrible. but i beat him up with a shoe. and stuff. it was good times. then he stuck it on the windshield of the camp director's car. good move, joe. toodles mwa.

"when it comes to relationships, i'm the dumb one, and i don't mean just with girls, i mean with everyone...it's chap sticks, and chapped lips and things like chemistry..." - relient k

AMMMMIIIIIISSSSSHHHHHHHH!!!! wa. wa. waaaaaaaa.

i forgot about some memories that are very important.
31. nathan, noel and lisa relationship
32. "VINCENT PRICE AHAHAHA."
33. noel throwing up cups of rocks in our "backyard"
34. noel just being absolutely hilarious
35. having that night where npc kids came to our campsite and told funny joke
36. juanita....what was that about? i never got it.
ok, i could go on and talk about pochet island, but i won't bore you guys. but i will say that "i am one hott spicy chickonnn..." I LOVE JAN AND JEFF AND THE SUBURBAN, AND THE DRIVE TO POCHET ISLAND. just shutup. tha'ts what i'm saying to myself. i need to shutup. bye.

i am very stupid. i have learned through experience and from my mommy that taking naps during the day does not help ur sleep during the night. stupidly, i knew this and took a nap today and now i am dumb. because i'm so tired and i prob won't go to bed tonight for some dumb reason. i even got into bed saying "Sarah, you know this is a really dumb thing to do, don't take a nap right now...." drifted off. darn myself.

hello friends and family. today was camp. it was good cause it wasn't too hott. and i laughed lots. i like to laugh. tis fun. this week i am going to see pirates of the caribbean with betsy. it's a date. i am tres bored. i think i'll have some soup, it's been a while. i miss the good old youth group times. i would just like to talk about them for a little while and get it off my mind. last night i was discussing fun creation memories with amy and they made me very sad. i even went and found all my pictures and slides from creation, which was only about 10. why i didn't take more pictures? i don' t know. makes me very angry. but anyway, back then i was just so young and carefree, no worries, no drama. no nothing. life was all good. now life is crazy, and so is youth group. it's confusing and dramatic and there are atleast tears from one person every time. it's no more fun. no one understands the way things used to be. it's ok, here are some creation memories if anyone cares to read them.
1. teddy bear
2. signs we made to hold up to other cars
3. the 2 B.J.s.
4. getting B.J.'s number
5. fluffy floaters (crispy m&ms)
6. walking around taking random pictures of boys with amy
7. amy's first jimmy kiss
8. supertones concert
9. lots of candles
10. drifting while walking with sarah
11. COLIN!!
12. our "backyard"
13. our "pond"
14. jimmy falling in the "pond"
15. that weird, new kinda dance colin taught us...don't remember what it's called
16. sponsering marylou. ohhh my little marylou
17. playing on the seats from the van
18. sarah crying cause alex stared at her
19. jimmy hitting me in the face with trumpet thing, not a good memory
20. walking around, just walking and looking
21. sarah saying vasor instead of visor.
22. the cowboy hats
23. watching fireworks in the middle of the road with random kids
24. boys serenading us
25. "WE'RE FOURTEEN!!!"
26. tightie wighties hanging from the clothes line
27. drives there and back
28. brick house
29. colin's wig
30. me and sarah completely losing the whole group and hanging with chip
i think i should stop now though. yes ok. goodbye. mwa.

well today was another adventure in lauraland. aka i picked laura up after church to go see another of sam's games in darien. today he happened to be playing darien, and he whooped our butts, 10-5. holla. after that we went to some house calls haha, and then we went to br and said hi to orill and i got some pb and c. then we decided to stop at nc, and laura (after tasting mine) decided she very much liked my pb and c and got her own in nc. then we were like ok, time to go home. hmm where are the keys? "laura, i seriously don't know where the keys are" oh let's check in the car, OH LOOK THERE THEY ARE, HANGING FROM THE IGNITION. OH LOOK, ALL THE DOORS ARE LOCKED. sweeeeet. yes, you heard it right. with the help of laura, i locked my keys in the car. what happened was, she turned the car off. like literally reached over and turned the keys, so it confused me and my little like checklist in my head. you know like, lights off, music off, air off, put in park, turn keys, take them out of ignition, put them in purse. it all was going well, until laura did the turn keys for me, so the whole take them out and put them in purse thing, just kinda got skipped over. RETARD. so then after we realized, i called my daddy. and guess what he said. "we're at the beach, we'll be home in like two hours or so. so u'll have to figure something out. u could walk home? or find a cop." thanks a lot dad. well the find a cop thing was helpful though. so walking up the streets of nc, we finally found one and like ran out in the road screaming stop mister cop. which he did and then he drove up to the car and we ran on the side of the road and then i had to fill out this report thing and sign in and these kids drove by and pointed and laughed. and then mister cop who by the way was name d. cervone i think. he took out his car jacking tools and showed us how it all worked. it wasn't as cool as i thought it would be. he just wedged open the door and stuck something in to press the unlock button. so ya, i coulda done that myself, if i had a wedge and stick thingy. but it was an experience none the less. then we did another house call/post it HAHA. then dropped laura at church, showered, sped to middlesex club to see hott ryan concannon, who didn't actually look that hott, visited with sarah for like .2 seconds and then sped to sanc. went to uno's with amy and friends, sped home. i am here as of now. toodles.

yo wat up fools. i will recount the events of this weekend. on friday laura came to visit me for the last few hours of camp. then she came over and we really wanted to watch old school, but ian invited us and sarah over to hang. so we went to his house for a few hours, played some pool. then we went to br, got some free ice cream, cause we went to darien. then we came back to ian's and watched a little bit of office space. then laura decided to sleep over my house, so we stopped at video hut on the way home and got old school. we watched till 3 in the morning. i can't say it's the funniest movie i've ever seen, but i did laugh. "you're my boy, blue!!!" BAHH. then all day yesterday i worked at runner's roost's sidewalk sale, it wasn't too bad actually. it was nice to be outside and they even let me leave to go pick up lunch for everyone from wendy's. except i got all nervous and i was at the drive up and they were like yelling at me, so i was freakin out and then when i pulled away i hit the side of the drive through. BAHAH. sorry, that is so not funny though. but i did no damage thankfully. then after work, i went to Katherine's house for our GIGA pool party and movie. we watched the newsies, and it's my new favorite movie. who woulda thunk. christian bale is sooo damn hott, i love him to death and AHH i can't even talk about him cause i get all jumpy and wanna go bang him. what...? after that i went to pick up laura for some fun, but chrissie called and was afraid to go in her house cause she heard weird noises, so me and laura met her at her house and sarah met us too and we bravely approached the brennan home. and the screen on her door was like completely torn off, so her neighbors finally called back and we found that it was only quid who tore open the screen and ran out. but it was mad scary. so then me and laura went to br and hung out there for awhile with AJ, who is a big fat doofus. so we got bored of him and went to try out br in new canaan. but we got there too late and it was closed and we were just driving down the one way street and we saw these 3 guys so we yelled out hi to them and they ran up to the car. and me and laura were all like AHH rape. but then they were like can u please give us a ride home and i was in one of my whatever moods, so i was like hmmm ok. hahahah and we gave three random pretty hott guys rides home. one of them took off his shirt and i kept it HAHA. it smells really good. except they're younger then us. ha. but well, that was my adventure for last night. ALISON SUTHERLAND BENTON, DO NOT LEAVE MY CHURCH. I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH. oh btw, TREVIE IS BAAAAAAAAAACK. but he's turning all ghetto. ah, he wears like matching b-ball outfits with HUGE b-ball shoes and he's like what up g. no he didn't say that, but he did wear that stuff. but he's still my little trevie, i love him. we're getting married. ok bye.

tonight was huge amounts of great fun. Laura is as slow as molassas at telling me what's going on, so waiting on her i eventually missed Sam's game, when she finally sad she couldn't come, i left and just found him and his friends like running around on the field and i knew i would look dumb if i was lik hey sammy boy, i'm here for the game. oh wait it's over, i'm gay. ok bye. so i just drove by. and then i went to kim's house and when she arrived home with food, i realized i really was hungry and i felt stupid because i knew i was about to go buy food and waste more money, like the big fat idiot i am. which is just what i did, went to height's with amy and picked up a nice little pepperoni and mushroom baby. i ate some and then we left, when coral finally got there. and me, coral, kim and eric went mini-golfing, always tres fun. then we tried to make it to baskin robbins in time and we were a little late and they so would of let us in, but jerry the manager was there. cause it was also aj and jj HAAHH. i just realizedd how funny that is. so sarah who was working tonight, oh nobody but AJ and JJ. adfhasdhjfhasdhfhasdsdkfhhahahahahahahhahahhahhhahaahahahaahhahahhaahahahhhahahahahhahaahaahahaahahhah. that is the greatest. so they wouldn't open up. so eric dropped us home and i took kim and coral on a ride to the jess bump, always a blast. and i even burned some rubber, something i had yet to experience, until tonight. now i know the smell of my tires disinegrating. not a good one. then we hung out for a little at kim's and then i headed home. anyway, time for me to go to bed, cause this is another blog that is the wrong day. it says it's friday, but it's really still thursday for me. nighty night. mwa mwa mwa.

today is another one of the little camper, Sam's, b-ball games. i think Laura and i will be attending again. it was fun last time and maybe that major hottie will come again. i mean his bro does play on the team, what can i say? today was a good day. i dressed appropriately for the weather, unlike yesterday. i even wore sneakers, i was very happy. i want a plasma tv. first of all, it's a good tv, second, how cool is it to say..."i have a plasma tv" yes, that's right. it's way cool. plus plasma is a mad cool word, plasma plasma plasma. oooooo. i feel like some pcp. is that a drug? cause if so, i didn't mean the drug, i meant post corner pizza. but anyway, that has nothing to do with anything, cause i always feel like food. oh silly willy me. well i've got to be going. i hope y'all have a great day and i love my blog. MWA. haha. nevermind. sometimes funny things just pop into my head.

well tonight turned out to be a fun filled night. although my mom got home a lot later then when i'd wanted and expected her home, everything worked out and i picked up laura and went to sam's game and i thought we missed it, but it ended up having like a half hour more to go, so it was pretty exciting. and i've decided i pretty much like baseball now, it's quite an interesting sport, but sadly they lost 19-16. they were soo close though, i felt bad for them. me and laura saw the damn hottest guy there EVER. ok maybe not EVER but he sure was hott and his little bro was on the team, soooo we're definately gonna be checking out some more of those games. cough. after that we were gonna stop at br, but there were no hotties at ours so we were gonna head to new canaan. when we got there, who do we see but sarah and caroline walking down the street with ice cream, baha. we think so alike. so we walked around n.c. for like 1.5 hours ish. and then we drove around for like half an hour and looked for hotties and followed some and yelled out the windows, or in the case of caroline's car, yelled out the open spaces where windows should be. and that was a great deal of fun, but it turned out to be a pretty failed mission, cause we timed everything way wrong. and we saw this kid who looked EXACTLY like the devil. seriously, my heart started pounding out of my chest and i was like holy crap, and even caroline thought it too. she was the one who pointed him out. and all these things happened to make it seem like it was def. him but it wasn't him, it was some ghetto nc kid. but like he was totally his twin. it was freakay. then we split up and went our seperate ways home, but me and laura did a few more hottie runs, except we found nothing. so we just went home. but i liked tonight. it was good.

today was unpleasantly hott. i'm just glad the day is over with. i ate my baskin robbins ice cream today from sunday haha. it was dang good. tonight i am going to see a kid named Sam's baseball game. he is in the bms group at the ic camp, he's so cute. haha i love little kids. i can't wait to get married and have my own. well actually, i probably can wait. whatev. i wanna see someone special haha no that sounds gay. that's not what i mean. nevermind. i'm dumb. AH. i miss alison benton. dancing in the moonlight.....waaaa maddie. that song rocks. bah. peace yo.

so tonight turned out to be a kinda boring, stupid, confusing night but whatever. it was kind fun none the less. sparklers are cool, especially in deserted boat shop parking lots in westport. anyway, i think i should head off to bed. "but somehow i'll miss it, i think i'll really miss it one day...." christina rules. tomorrow is tuesday that rules even more. NOT. oooo i have to babysit. holy guacamole. i am sooo missundazstood. bahah. more like disorganized. i have to get to work see ya mwa.

i forgot to tell you all that last night i also learned all about that homeless man in new canaan, the one that i blogged about a while back and i thought he was lying and stuff. well. i got the whole story. turns out the guy was in college and got addicted to crack so he came back broke and like a big druggie. and his parents were like you have two choices go to rehab or get kicked out of the house. so he went to rehab in orgeon and ran away from there, somehow made it back to new canaan and came home and his rents were like seeeee ya. and so now he actually is homeless and he does wear a polo shirt and khakis but it's always the exact same polo shirt and khakis everyday. sooo it's a little weird. and this guy is kinda dumb, he can help himself. he just has to do it. so that's the story on the so called new canaan homeless guy. it rules. toodles.

hello all. the party in nj was fun as usual, but i missed my auntie lou lou. but none the less it was a grand ol time. i learned how to make margeritas and use this really cool margerita spice salt stuff. it was da bomb. today me et ma maman went to the pool in the morn for like an hour and i got a teensy weensy tan and then we headed off to monmouth park for some horse races, always a blast. except when it is 100 degrees out, over-crowded and we sit right near this like shower thing that kids play in for too long and make overflow all over our picnic tables. that was so not cool. but i was kinda bored there and i only bet once on Queen Sandy and she freakin' lost. so i was like whatev, and i didn't feel like wasting anymore money like the rest of my fam. so i sat outside the park with my mom and otis cause it's inhumane to leave him in the car. and we chatted and did some mommy daughter bonding hah. then we were gonna leave early and let my dad drive home with g-ma and g-pa, his parents. so me mom and otis left and made it home totally traffic free. it was an absolute and total blessing from God. PRAISE YOU JESUS. then i got home and left right away to go to sanctuary. which was a blast as usual. after that me, amy, brian, shelby, colin, shanti and mike went out to uno's for some grubbity grub grub. holla. and we enjoyed it and had so much fun with this waiter named Ryan, i called him ry ry and he was just soo nice it was hilar. so that was a lot of fun, then colin left early to go home (btw i made up with him tonight, i was like so are we friends again, cause i'm really sorry blah blah, i just decided to be the nice one...whatev.) so that wasn't that awkward and then amy and brian had to jet on outta there. so me, shelby, shanti and mike are left being like let's do something. so danny calls and is like lets do somehting, so we decide to go to his house to watch a movie and he's bringing us ice cream, cause him and mike both work at baskin robbins. (oh BTW, MIKE HAS THE FREAKIN' KEY TO BR.....HOW EXCITING IS THAT? holy crap i freaked out when i heard) sooo we're like ok. and then shelby dad calls and is like i want u home now, so it's kinda sad and we have to drop shelb and shanti off (shanti is shelby's friend from chicago who is visiting) sooo finally we drove to new canaan on 95 no less, me following mike getting compleltey freaked out when a 500 million wheeler pulls in front of me and blocks my view of where he is. but whatev, i kept on it and made it to br to pick up danny where i got my ice cream and drove to danny's house with only like 10 min left, so we sat and ate and hung and talked and then i left and was very proud that i made it home by myself, out of the boonies. and by curfew time. but it is very past bed time right now, so i must be going. p.s. this is another late night blog, so it should be under sunday night, as usual...not monday. love ya, blog. mwa mwa. ppeeaaccee.

heylo. today i basically did nothing all day and then i went to the fireworks with my fam and eventually met laura and sarah there. and we hung out with thom and his friends ian and sean, shaun, shawn...choose spelling which so correctly fits. we saw mike and danny there, and they are very nice. i like friendly people haha. and then we went out to friendly's with sarah, thom and ian and me and it was great fun and we got ice cream, cept thomas got potato skins and i ate one and it was actually quite good. then we drove the whole gang home and i am feeling quite tired now. tomorrow we head off to nj. oh hooray. we have gone there 3 weekends in a row and i can't even remember the last time i went to GIGA, it makes me very sad. alright. off to see the wizard. mwa mwa. (p.s. this was written when it was still friday night to me...)

hiya. i just got home from amy's house, it was a fun night. when sarah, suzanna and i got there it was weird though, no one talked. amy, brian, abby and shelby were already there so we just kinda sat around for awhile. amy wanted to watch a movie but it was too early so we just kinda did nothing, then we tried to play charades, except everyone kept talking, so we made it into talking charades and that was dumb. so finally we were like okkkk, we'll watch the movie except it was like only like 8 o'clock. then these two friends of shelby's, danny and mike arrived and they finished watching dumb and dumber with us, then we kinda hung out for a little while. and then at 11 we walked them out to the car where i was barefoot and stepped in dog poo on the way out. it was soooooo disgusting. absolutely horrible. and then amy came out and she did it too, barefoot hahaha. so i didn't feel as bad. then they left and brian left too. and then we girls went back inside and like sat around and then i just got real tired and i really wanted to watch tuck everlasting, but i knew i couldn't make it. so i just went to sleep and everyone else sorta did too. and then we woke up this morn and sarah had to be home at 11 so we got ready and stuff and came home and here i am. tonight we are going to nc fireworks cause we have none, but i go to nc fireworks anyway, cause my daddy is in the band. hehe. he has to wear a funny band hat and a white collared shirt on this hot and humid day. poor guy. except we're going really early at like 4 cause friends are coming with us and stuff. and then we're staying till like 10:30 bah. oh oh OHHH. that was from "walk away" a christina song. sorry. on the radio on the way home, they played summer girls and me and sarah got soo freaked out cause we haven't heard that song since like 8th grade and it was just sooo weird. and then i realized how dumb that song really is. seriously, i don't know how it ever became popular, it sucks. to end off this post i have a quote from suzanna. it's a good one, one of her best...

"one time me and amy selled lemonade at this corner." (nice grammer, suz...)

today was red, white and blue day at camp and i looked so stylin'. we played games and stuff like sack race and limbo and i was the limbo master. the kids were like dude, ur too tall how do u do it. it's just cause i got skillz. but anyway, it was a fun day even though it was kinda misting a lot and stuff but whatev, i'm glad it just wasn't brutally hott. so i'm getting fatter by the minute cause i just can't stop putting stuff in my mouth, edible stuff i mean, like food...duh. and so ya that's gonna be a problem. maybe if i grew a little taller i'd get a little more streched out, that'd be cool. pup. i like that word. peace out and have a happy fourth of july, i know i will. nothing can beat an nj party. nada. food, wine, pool, sparklers and the good old fam. i wouldn't trade it for the world, mate. tonight i am having a fest at amish's and i'm sleeping over with sarah, suzie and shelby, well that's as much as i know right now. mwa mwa.

the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon. i heard that song on the radio and it made me really happy. so tonight after babysitting i saw legally blonde 2, and can i just say that it is the best sequel to an already fabulous movie that i've ever seen. so it's totally recommended. and if i didn't make it clear enough in my first blog today, elle woods is my hero and I LOVE HER and want to be her. so now it's definetly clear. and i love ali benton hehe. and i just would like anyone who reads my blog to please say a prayer for my cousin thom. just ask God to be with him please. thanks guys. love ya mwa mwa

bruises fade father...haha good song. this girl in my group named Sam is soo hilarous. i died laughin like 10 times today because of her. she sings all the time and she's horrible and it's sooo funny and she picked up some grass and said this "would you like a fresh herb?" i'm sorry, it just cracked me up. so anyway, camp is always fun as usual. and i'm soo glad it's a lot cooler otherwise i'd be very unhappy. today i am going to see legally blonde 2 hollaaa. i'm sooo excited, i want to be elle. that is my life long dream. and uhh i'm babysitting. so that should be some goodtimes. peace out mwa.

what? am i not supposed to have an opinion, should i be quiet just because i'm a woman...nobody can hold us down, never can, never will!! holla. cruel cruel world. fallalalalal. la la la la la lalala lalala la la la la. that was to the tune of ding dong the witch is dead from wizard of oz. what a great classic movie. sometimes i wish i was what's her name...dorothy, that's right. what's her name in real life? uh liza minelli is her daughter...JUDY GARLAND!!!! WOW, i love when things just come to me like that. why not? take a crazy chance? i don't know why not...i mean it's not like i've got anything to lose. why not? do a crazy dance? well now, that's not even a why not question because i do crazy dances all the time. i don't even ask why not questions, i just ask...well i just don't ask nothing. anyway, this has become a lalala very stupid lalala blog, but i was kinda lalalla bored so i was just like lalala whatever i'll blog. i love ali benton. she is a wonderful, hilarious girl. and once she said "who would ever name their kid ratso. hi this is my dad, you can call him ratso..." thanks for the laughs lalala. mwa mwa.

today was nice because it wasn't too hott, hooray. and although it was not greatly needed, the other counselor(s) and i had a water fight. only i was fighting and they were just winning. joe got me with a water gun, a hose and one of those detachable shower hoses out of the boy's bathroom. and fernando was such a traitor, he set me up like 10 times. then the stupid fagen kid wouldn't leave me alone and he joined in too, but it wasn't his game it was me and joe and then stupid traitor fernando and that was enough, but this kid poured like glasses of water on me. and like an hour later, after i was all dry he poured a cup of ice water on me, i was like hey that's cool. the game ended like an hour ago and u were never part of it anyway. so i was a little annoyed by the end of the day. but this kid named anthony sold me his sweat band for a dollar, which i willingly accepted because it's real cool, it's blue and has a nike sign. i'm sure it was more then a dollar when he bought it. so i got off cheap. anyway, i should babysit today but i can't. darn everything is getting messed up. because if i don't babysit today, then i will have to tomorrow and i don't want to tomorrow because oh nevermind. i just thought of a solution. i'm so good. i'm tres hungry, but there's never much to eat in this ol house. oh well. maybe i'll have some soup. yes i'm the kind of person who eats soup in the summer and ice cream all winter. oh silly me. mwa mwa. peace out. east side east side n***** WAHHHHAAT.