chapped stick and chapped lips AND RELIENT K SUCKS

i'm just kidding, i love them. but i'm pissed off at them and i can't even begin to think about it again cause it will piss me off all over again. maybe later. i'm going to vermont today. i was supposed to drive with loulou and we were gonna leave at TWELVE, THAT'S NOOOON O'CLOCK. yeah right like anything would EVER EVEN COME CLOSE TO HAPPENING with my aunt who has a serious being late disorder. it's 1:30 right now and she said she won't be ready till 2:30. AHH i'm so bored and i want to leave and now we can't go shopping when we get there cause it will be too late. UGH. oh well. i'm just a little annoyed, but i'll get over it. i'm also really freezing right now, thinking of changing into long sleeves.

yesterday me and suz rode the superman ride 5 times in a row because there was no line at like 10 at night and i was doing great, but suz got sick and she couldn't like walk and her head almost rolled off her shoulders and we had to stop on the way home and she had to wear sunglasses cause bright lights were hurting her eyes and headache. but eventually she felt better. so i guess only some people can handle multiple rides on superman. i sure can. I WANT MORE. well anyway i'm freezing as i said before so i have to go put more clothes on and warm up and pack for the old green mountain state and sing loudly to frank sinatra. i did it my way, baby.

I heart Alanis

i was listening to old alanis songs today, i love them. they are so grand to sing a long to. today i worked for my auntie loulou, making some moolah. tomorrow work as well, then i'm going to visit suzanna and have a grand adventure on thursday. chrissie comes home from school tonight, whoopie. one time on the OC julie said something about "making whoopie" and kirsten was like "julie, don't say whoopie" it made me laugh. i love that show. thursday is the season finale, AHH. i'm sooooo excited, i better make it back in time for it. anyway, that was a nice little detour. i was bringing my aunt's stereo back to her today and i was carrying a speaker in and balancing my keys on top of it, but i did a bad job and they slid and fell into a hole in the back of it that goes way down into the speaker and it's a skinny hole that you can't stick your hand in. so me and lou lou kept shaking the speaker around as best we could cause it weighed a lot and tried to make the keys fall back out of the hole, but they wouldn't. and a man walked by and was like do you need help? i was like hmm sure whatever. my aunt had gone to get a metal hanger to try and hook it out. so when she came back he had already whipped out his handy dandy screwdriver and started like taking pieces off and stuff, then he used the coathanger and finally he got them out, it was glorious. he was a wondrous man. we thanked him greatly.

this weekend we are going to vermont. i am excited cause i'm driving up on friday with my auntie and we are going to sing loudly to music and such and go birthday shopping when we get there. chuckie and poppy are coming too, and boy do i love them.

my room is so clean now. i just need a new dresser cause i don't have enough drawer space and a computer desk because....MY NEW COMPUTER CAME. actually it came last friday but i have had no desk space or time or patience to set it up, plus my daddy is too busy to help me. but hopefully i can do it soon, cause i'm excited.

my granny is like the nicest, most generous, most spoiling granny ever. she shouldn't buy me all the stuff she does, it makes me feel bad, but it's also kinda fun. she's a silly little spender.

sammy from bob's discount furniture is the man.

I'M 19!!

yay what a boring age. i don't get to do anything exciting or new. and it was stupid. but i think granny is buying me a computer hooooorah. anyway, i'm bored. i think i'll go watch mr. hollands opus, what a grrrand movie. i wish my mom didn't return the notebook, i want to cry. bah.

HOME! :(

ahh coming home was so incredibly sad i can't explain it. although me and leah were never able to shed any tears, which was sad in itself. but the last few nights of college were so boring, but so fun but so sad. the last night was the worst. we had an amazing 2 am trip to cumby's which was the best ever, apparently many others had the same idea because the line was out the door. wow i completely forgot i was typing this like an hour ago, and i don't feel like talking anymore cause i have to go finish unpacking or cluttering up the whole house which is what it really is and i'm too sad, so goodbye.

raw cookie dough

i used to eat it like every weekend in 8th grade. why is raw cookie dough soo much better then an actual cookie? one of these days i'm gonna get salmonella and die. but i will know i died with a delicious taste in my mouth. although i haven't eaten it in a reallllly long time until now. since like sophmore year. this final week is so easy and quick. i only have 2 finals and they're both on the same day.

yesterday me and leah did the most stuff we've ever done all year. we walked everywhere in the town of keene, it was so much fun. we had starbucks, got movies at blockbuster, found a place to get deeeelish egg salad which was very enjoyable. we got tuna fish, which i enjoyed for "breakfast" this morning haha. among many other things that we did that were wondrous. then we were going to pull an all-nighter with the guys downstairs but they pussied out and so we eventually went to bed at like 4, after a cumby's run at 3. it was great. today i'm just doing stupid crap and work and studying all day cause it's reading day and finals start tomorrow. i only have to beat 5 more levels of mario and i will have beaten the whole game!!! i'm tres excited. except for this last one i can't freakin beat it, i have been on the same level for days now and i'm running out of time, cause i have to beat it by the end of school so i can give chris back his gameboy. oh well goodbye.

p.s. i never got to go to elliot street, so disregard the joy of my last entry