FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLS i am in mexico and it is craziness and freakin hott and so much kind of work but today i was being lazy but i was still dying of heat and alex the old leighton was just behind me but he left now. and i am coming home not really soon which is sad but also good cause on friday we leave for SOUTH PADRE in texas and party with NO CLOTHES ON. aHAHHAHAAHHAHA try and stop me now AIM. anyway, i am having fun though sort of, most of the time. i guess. i miss my home though and otis and mum and pop. but atleast i have suz here and htb to keep me occupied bahaha. and my loverly husband, trevie. even though he is a slut bag. oh well love all you fools back in the US. peaceeeeeeeeee mwa.

ah i have been so busy i forget to blog. yesterday was fun i think...what did i do? oh yeahh, i slept real late cause i went to bed at 4:30 the night before from post-grad party. then me and suz went to church to work on our special project, then me, suz, sarah and rachel went out to lunch at friendly's. then i went to my IC meeting and then back to church for a mexico meeting. then me and suz hung out at church till 10:30 and then we dropped willie home and went to stop and shop haha what a fun place.

today i am going to work with lou lou and tonight i'm going WALMART shopping with mama yayyyy. tomorrow i am going to be scurrying around with last minute mexico shite and then all night party begins. and soon after that at around 5 am we'll be on a plane to texasssss. peace fooz.

I AM SOOOOOO OUT OF HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PEACEEEEEEEEEEEE.

baahhahaahhahhahhahaha. overwhelmed.

GRADUATION DAY!!!!!!! oh my goooooooooooooodness. i'm kinda sad. actually that's a lie, i'm really sad. i'm more sad then happy. i'm really just depressed. oh well goodbye.

i'm sad and depressed but in a way happy at the same time. i'm sad and depressed cause i haven't gotten enough sleep lately, and because tonight was the last eastgate and that's sad and then i'm going off to college and i'll miss everyone so much gosh darn it. and other reasons as well and trevie broke my keychain gosh darn that husband of mine. and then just other plain old stinkin stuff. and then i'm happy cause i dont have to really go to school tomorrow and i guess some things are going alright. i don't know i'm just confuzzled. and i just wish it could be summer forever, no college. no no no no no. i never didn't want to go to college this bad before. i'm scaring myself. digle.

"COME OVER HERE THEN"

AHH. i forgot how much stuff i have to tell about. seeing wicked last night was AMAZING. except elphaba wasn't played by idina menzel but some other fool and that was really disappointing, but it turned out alright. the play was soo frickin good and we go kristin chenoweth's autograph she is like a midget. that waas tresssss coooooooool and exciting. then we saw caroline, that wheaty kid (aka her boyfriend) and alex jay on the train home and we chatted with them. today i went shoppping with laur and got my graduation dress and some other exciting oddites. tonight i just got home from my IC meeting and soon i'm leaving for NH for my orienatation, that i really don't want to go to. but oh well. and i come back on saturday. and i don't wanna go. and arrgh. soo goodbye all.

exciting and fun day!! tomorrow is my last and really only exam. i'm really really nervous. cause it's math and i suck at math exams, we won't relive my last F. anyway today was like too much to type but I SAW TREVIE!!!!!!! me and suzanna were the first americans, aside from his grandparents who he is staying with, to see him. hooooooooorah. i love him toodles mwa.

i be home yo. did my whole powerpoint for psych with laura. ate DAMNNN good pizza and cinni sticks from dominos. love that place.

i am sooo very bored today. after presenting my fabulous project on abortion with courtney in journalism, i went to world lit. got my paper back and i got a B and i am very happy bout that cause most papers i write i get C's. i was just reminded that today is June 14 by someone yelling in the library and that reminds me of another good thing, TREVIE IS COMING TODAY!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he might be on a plane right now to be exact. anyway, after world lit. i had two frees the second of which i am in right now. for the first, i wandered and then sat in my car and listened to music, now i am obviously wasting time on the computer. today me and laura have to do our wonderful anorexic/bulimic powerpoint/.// (katy j. just did that andd i,4r89l5 and christine t. just did that. they like to slap their hands about on my keyboard. those rude fools) anyway back to the story. well there was never actually a story. fooooos. well i have to go sign christine's yearbook now, VOLUME 69. byeeeeeee

today was a rather unexpected lovely day. although a bit flustered at church, the day slowly smoothed out and ended quite nicely.

chrissie attended church this morn and it twas nice to see her and sunday school was nice and laid back and we just got to ask dan questions and such, i liked it. then we got to hear the new band, then there was a picnic afterwards and i ate the best hotdog i had ever tasted in my life. then some drama went down, but luckily it blew over in like .5 seconds. and me, sarah, and suz had a fantastic chat with mommyhue. oh i love that woman.

then i went spastic for about half hour, cause 32098453 things went through my head, finally i sorted them out and disappointed, showed up fog horn-less at chrissie's house. there, sarah and i straightened her hair for graduation. then we went to her school and got good seats, saw the ceremony business and then ate really really good cheeeeeeeeese and took some pix.

then i sadly went to staples to find them closed. tis ok though, i'm not fretting. only a little. then we went to her graduation party. it started out slow but by the end of the night it was a grand old time. then i left around 9 and made a quick church stop to hug the birthday boy one more time and talk to suz. twas fabuuuuulous. now i am home and feeling happy.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY JOSIAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MARYKATE AND ASHLEYYYYYYYYYYYYY

I MET RICKY (RAVIV) ULLMAN TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he's so hott. i met this person right here:

i'm really confused, scared and sad all at one time. and there is no one around who can explain things to me therefore diminishing my confusion, fear and sadness. so i shall be these three things until i can find someone who can clarify things for me.

oh grease. thanks to alison sutherland benton i broke out the old grease cd and was happily flooded with 8th gradeish memories. today is friday oh hoorah. i'm slowly catching up on crazy work, but sadly i am not exempt from my math final...the only thing i was actually really working hard for. it makes me very depressed. oh well, i shall get over it. tonight i am going to see the new skate video by robert harris, it is called some weird word like sprezzasomething. and then i am doing something with nat, not sure what, but hopefully watching the premiere of zenon 3. YES THAT'S RIGHT, I SAID ZENON 3!!!!!!!!! who ever would've thought they were coming out with a 3rd one? not i. but praise the lord they did. oh zenon, how i adore you. well i have to get back to my summer loving...peace.

My head is saying fool forget him my heart is saying don't let go. hold on til the end, thats what i intend to do. I know I'm just a fool whos willing to sit around and wait for you.. but baby can't you see theres nothing else for me to do... I'm hopelessly devoted to you.

digle i'm so pissed.

today is chrissie's prommie. awwwness. i helped her get ready and she looked gorge. fortunately this year i am not having post-prom depression, which is good cause last year it was sad and this year it's just silliness. and DAMN it is sOSOASJIDFOSOSOS hott out today. anywhooosies, i am going to work on my personality profile about ABBIE CHRISTINE HIGGS!!! peace figs.

helooooooo. happy day this is. let me explain. i handed in sooooo much psych work, my whole stinkin baby journal crap and everything in there. my take home test which took like 5 days to complete. and my book yay. i also handed in my journalism book so my backpack has grown lighter. as i already stated i handed in my world lit paper yesterday, and i did my whole journalism interview and transcript. so some stress has been lifted, but definately not enough. i got a 71 on my math quiz today w hich i am very very angry on the verge of tears about. i need to get an a- in that class so badly so i can be exempt from the final. i would rather lick the ground then take my precalc final. so let's pray for some more good grades up in thur.

cheer clinics began today. it's kind of sad and unusual that i am here, at home, instead of at school in my blue and white attire trying out for the team. i'm kinda really sad about that. i'm gonna miss those fools and all our good times. i really really am. i stayed after today just to greet everyone and like 2 new people showed. it was dang disappointing. where are those stinkin 8th graders?

THE SARAH SARAH CHRISSIE SWEATSHIRTS HAVE ARRIVED. i am soooo freakin excited i cannot even grasp the concept that they are actually here. i hope they are happy and pertty. i need them to be, or i'll be tres angery. what a smart way to spell angry. angery. I AM SO ANGERY. digle faces. AHDFASDHF. my house is so pretty inside, everybody get ur booties over here for a party. my dad is painting the walls SUEDE today. isn't that weird, they don't feel suede but they look it. and we have our huge wall like thingy done, i forget what it's called. it holds the tv and shelves and drawers. a guy from our church made it and it rules. it's so white and shiny and i want to eat it right up. of course when i go to college then everyone makes the house nice, right? sure sure. figures. well off to relieve some more stress by working my little booty off.

please can you tell me, so i can finally see, where you go when you're gone.

world lit. seminar isn't going well. fortunately i have handed in my paper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so that's one thing off my mind, but i'm still messed up cause we have to have groups and i don't have one and there isn't anyone in my class who is doing a subject remotely like mine, so i am tres in trouble. but oh well, twill work out. now i just have to do some journalism and psych work and the stress will start to dissapate.

I HAVE FINISHED MY SENIOR PAPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well basically. i just have to add a few finishing touches tomorrow morn at the old schoolio, but as of now i am done. now i just have to begin the millions of pounds of other make up work i have to do. digle.

bad bad bad bad boys, they make me feel so good. today was CHS graduation, it was so good, it made me cry. it was a really cute and touching ceremony, i wish my school was small enough to do the things they did. oh btw it's still saturday night, even though it's technically not, because as usual i'm writing after 12. then i went to this girl stephanie's party for a little and then me and suz headed to amy's. it was actually a lot more fun then i expected. i looove their class. they're tres nice and cool and they're all so tight. it saddens me that my class is so seperated and cliquey. like if you had us all at a party we couldn't have fun all together. but since her class is so small they were all practically there like having fun together, but whatever it was good times. me and abby had fun running about and trying to do cheerleading stunts. and i made friends with jarrett, a kid who used to go to my church and who i never knew was so talkative and friendly. but we got tight and made up a handshake so it was all good. on the morrow is church, a bit of ben's grad party, HOMEWORK for as long as possible so i have mounds and mounds of make up work to do and then eastgate and then probably some more work. yeah, i'm real excited about that. so talk to you fools lata. zizz.

oh man, i missed the deadline everyday. so even though it's technically not friday anymore, it is to me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MAMA ON JUNE 3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MARY ON JUNE 4
and now it is june 5 and suzanna and others are graduating today AHH excitement. mwaziles.

home again home again. although sad, this weekend and some plus days have been rather fun. maybe i shall tell about them later. for now, we just arrived home from NJ and i might be hungry i'm not sure and i have to go to school tomorrow, disappointing. so for today, adieu.