word up. in the TTL now. wondering avec aimee if choice A is correct or choice B. i'll explain those later. next week is semaine de francais. madame is talking bout stew leonard's, please spare me. yes, i love stew's. but not madame.

at walgreens they had no normal RED BULL (my drug) so i had to get sugar free. it's kinda weird but not too bad as i expected. just kinda weird aftertaste. oh well. i'll deal.

holy crap, my teacher just said i was the most enthusiastic french student she knows. i'm sorry, what are you smoking? can i have some? she only said that to try and get me to come to some french week dinner next week, when i'd much rather be home resstttiinngg.
any out of school activities concerning french DO NOT, i repeat, DO NOT include me. au revoir.

totipotentiality, bahah. what a cool word! the frickin bell just rang oh darn. we're in the lab for french, maybe we'll be watching madame doubtfire. hooray i hope. today me and christine ditched school and went home and to stop and shop. oh how i love breaking the law. too fly for a white guy. mwa.

boohoo. everyone i was talking to and venting to and such LEFT ME. and now i have no one, but you blogface. but i...i....i can't talk to you because....because....i'm in love with you. toodles. mwa mwa.

i am seriously just gonna go insane. well i already did yesterday. thank the lord i got it out, cause man i had so much energy i danced around in my room for about 2 hours yesterday with the fan on high and the windows wide open and then i turned out all the lights and put on the intense pump up cd i stole from the boy's locker room and did like a bajillion situps. well i tried to haha. i did like 100 in reality but...shutup. anyway. i feel sorta better today. well i did. then after sometime i didn't, but then i did again.

today we wanted to get free bagels. but i was too lazy to go inside and work my magic on all those crazy bagel boys. so i sent everyone else in and me and nat nat we chillin like villians in the car. then they came back with no joke a HUGE bag filled to the brim with bagels and it was only because kendall dazzled them with her tits...oops i mean wits. BAHAHAHAH. see i don't even have to use my titssakdfjks wits i mean to get free bagels. anywho. then at tokeneke we peaced in and inzounced which i found very hilarious. well i guess no one gets that but...no one. haah nat nat, ken ken, lar lar. wallace...she's just too out of it. i once had a limo driver named wallace...come to think of it, that was my prom limo driver. oh prom. good. the limo....not good. well alright i'm sorry wallace we didn't mean to hurt you. but BRIANNA WALLACE i love you to life. AHAHA. so umm catch you on the flip side, blog. what exactly is the flip side? one day i will discover the answer to this question and then i will become famous. FAMOUS.

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THAT IS MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. peace.

i hate the world today. you're so good to me, i know, but i can't change. tried to tell you but you looked at me like maybe i'm an angel underneath...innocent and sweet. yesterday i cried. you must've been relieved to see a softer side. i can understand how'd you be so confused, i don't envy you. i'm a little bit of everything all rolled into one.


(that's a song....btw)

falala. today is boring and sucky. waaaaaaaaaaaa. sarah just confused roman with romaine lettuce and she was like trying to make fun of me liking the name roman so she was like hahah roman lettuce and i was like that would be romaine lettuce stupid face. trying to make fun of me but you just make fun of you so HA. i must go now. goodbye. mwa.

roman
carter
natalie
havannah havana havanah
brittany
corrine corinne

that's it. BAH no one knows what that means. but they don't mean anything. they're just names i like and i don't have a list anymore cause it got deleted so i'm posting them here. i don't have much to say so peace out.

hello there, its the other sarah here...bruster at the moment is trying to fix her contacts here in the library. FYI my ankle still freakin hurts from friday when i fell down the stairs infront of everyone in school during passing time. well the bell rang. so sarah and sarah say FAREWELL. KILL THE DEVILL DIE DIE DIE. you may be hott, but that's only cause you live in HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

GOOD SONG:
(my life story sort of)
You give your hand to me
And then you say hello
And I can hardly speak,
My heart is beating so
And anyone can tell,
You think you know me well
But you don't know me

No, you don't know the one
Who dreams of you at night
Longs to kiss your lips,
Longs to hold you tight

Oh I am just a friend,
That's all I've ever been
Cause you don't know me

I never knew the art of makin' love
Though my heart aches with love for you
Afraid and shy, I let my chance go by,
The chance that you might love me too.

You give your hand to me and then you say goodbye
I watch you walk away beside the lucky girl.
Oh you will never know,
The one who loves you so,
cause, you don't know me

You give your hand to me,
And then you say goodbye
I watch you walk away beside the lucky girl
Oh you will never know,
The one who loves you so,
Cause you don't know me.

everytime i try to talk to you i get tongue tied, everything i say to you comes out wrong, it never comes out right.

i was pretty much just molested by Tony Gous...but then he left me, so that was a little scary. he tried to bite some of my candy necklace but he just breathed all over my neck and eeee it was scary. he was like "what is this weird, what?" and i was like "ya tony, just a little bit." then he made me share a seat with him so we could talk about *e****l. but i can't say that name cause i'm not allowed to. and he made me promise to not tell anyone about what i knew and specially not **i**a or **r***a. so i said i wouldn't tell. he also complained about the big *i**e* that *e****l gave him while he was playing hockey with a hockey puck...right. ok then.

Then i was sitting next to Dustin (the floor) and he showed me this creepy reference book that has a model of man with testicles except he has a uterus and i was like hmm that's interesting. ya, we were a little disturbed by that.

well i didn't know this was lunch period and i just started a new piece of gum and i don't wanna waste it, so i don't know what to do and i need to do my precalc homework and i'm just kinda freakin out...man. mother of god. PEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACE. mwa mwa. xoxo.

i don't cry when my dog runs away, i don't get angry at the bills i have to pay, i don't angry when my mom smokes pot, hahaha cause i think i would laugh a lot. let the lovin, let the lovin come back to me. arrrrraaaarhrhahhahaha. today i spent the day with suzanna and then we went out to dinner with natalie and we hung at church for a little, waiting for the boys to ask them if they wanted to come to dinner but they didn't. so we peaced out and went ourselves and to BR like 5 times. but now i'm peacin out myself so peace out.

so suzie is over and she's watching ten things while i do unnatural amounts of homework and i want to dieee. but oh well. so i have to finish writing this fairy tale crap and do a botany lab and read this HUGE packet about don quixote. and then i have to do math, but i guess i can do that tomorrow. and i want to clean my car and i want to take a shower and i want to go to church today and...and... bah bah. i need more tiimmee. peace.

p.s. i love natalie soo much it's unexpressable.

man, i'm so bored. the rents haven't come home soon. i'm missing bryan's "party." the kids are playing game cube and don't have to go to bed till the baseball game is over. the one that they're not even watching. but that's ok, cause that means the tv channel is up to me and i'm watching the n of course. but degrassi is over and rfr is on and i don't wanna watch it. tis ok though. i'm not even that annoyed that laura and everyone are having fun without me, i'm just mad cause i want ice cream, but baskin robbins will be closed by the time i get outta here. sucks yo. well i'm bizouncing. PLEASE PARENTS COME HOME SOON. I BEG OF YOU. i can't believe tomorrow is freakin' sunday already. i have to do all my freakin' homework, that i could've done tonight but i'm too lazy. and I WANT ICE CREAM SOO BAD. i didn't get any today. that's a first in about....8 monthes. maybe more. ok i really am bizouncing now.

"but spin...it's cause....i can't tell you...spin no...it's not like that...spin...it's cause...I'M GAY!!!" AHAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHAHAHAHAHAH. Nat Nat and Ken Ken, holla. oo i just got a voicemail. peace.

so i'm babysitting right now. and the kids are being really annoying and crazy-like. i already put the baby girl to bed and thank the lord she didn't cry at all. but now the kid has his friend over and since they have each other i guess it's a little better cause they're not bothering me, but they're being bad and wrestling. and they're still kinda annoying me. and they're like freakin like jumping around and breaking stuff. and THEY'RE FREAKIN' RETARDED INSANE. gosh man. anyway, my eye is messed up and i'm kinda really wanting those dang parents to come home soooooon because i need to go get laura and go get boys and have a partay. cause we're going to bryan's house cause it's his bday and he's so silly sooo silly. and i have to pick up nat and kendall and punch them with love. well i'm peacin' out. but i'll talk to you, mr. blog, later. cause i have an undying love for you. MWA MWA. xoxooxox.

is this working?

i am in school. i'm trying out this new "title" thing on my bloggie. but i don't think it's gonna work. i should be doing my precalc homework that's due next period. but i don't get it. and i never do. oh well that's me for ya. the hit list is growing...ha. i'm really just kidding about all this hit list business. don't mind me. well i'm bizouncing. peace y'all. mwa mwa.

I LOVE LIZZIE MAC. she is the bombiest bomb ever. seriously, she kills me. in a good way. to enjoy some of her humor, specially since it's about ME go to nomomsallowed.blogspot.com and read the last post on sunday, october 12, 2003!!!!!! yay i love her. YAY LIZZIE YAY YA Y YAYA. we're gonna have a playdate. everyone get jealous. haahahah. mwa mwa. peace out.

OH I ALMOST FORGOT!!! i improved 200 points on my SATS. i can get into college now!!!! WORD. thank you JESUS!!!! praise the lord and pass the ammunition!!! I LOVE YOU.

i have never been so pissed off in my life...i don't think. these past few days i have been posting very pissed off blogs. but this day is the winner by far. i'm not even kidding. like i could kill people. murder. death. AHHHHHHHH. i can't count how many times i've screamed today. and hit things. and just plain ranted for like 2 hours straight. i just dksjfk;ajl i can't even speak. can't even explain. i just i hav eto go. bye.

i want a von dutch hat. so i went online to look at them and they are like 50 bucks each. and this really cool one i found that has terry cloth on it is 75 freakin dollars. so i guess i won't be getting one of those...ever. and they have clothes too and accessories. the clothes are soo cool. but they won't ever be belonging to me either. i have a make up botany quiz next period. and now kai has just walked over so i must say goodbye. BYE. mwa.

say hello to your friends...babysitter's club...say hello to the people who care...nothin's better then friends...babysitter's club...cause you know that your friends are always there. DOOODDOOODDOO. everyone say I if the babysitter's club show and movie are the best and you watched them all through your youth!! I. YAY. speaking of which, i babysit tonight, made some moolah. then i picked up william at church and was able to catch of a bit of the meeting. then i dropped off kendall's bio book, which has been in the back of my car since friday. and i lost my gloves i'm very sad. i just found them yesterday and sewed the whole in the thumb and now i lost them already.

today was first tokeneke. it wasn't too bad. there are soo many girls this time and they are all soooo little. they're all like first graders. but a lot of them are adorable. except i miss kristen hahaah. WAAA. just kidding.

i didn't really have dinner tonight. let's see...i had a bagel at like 3 which pretty much filled me up and then i had ice cream as usual. AURIL. i love him. he is the bomb diggggity. he is def. my fave EVERRRRR. me, nat and laura had such a fun drive home from practice today. no one understands the power of the threesome. (hitlist...) BAHHAHA. so i guess i'm hungry now...sorta. i had candy corn. i am so unhealthy. catch you on the flip side. PEEEACE. mwa.

i need like a huge punching bag and a padded room and a straight jacket. those are essential to sarah's life.

i'm a little teapot, tall and short of stout? i guess. here is my handle here is my spout. when i get all steamed up, like i am now. tip me over and i'll KILL YOU.

feel free to see how insane i am by reading alison's easyjournal at flyingstarphish.easyjournal.com. today's entry. mwa.

So I say why don't you and I get together, we'll take on the world and be together forever. Heads we will and tails we'll try again So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in.

that song was in my head and still is. maybe cause it was just on the radio. today i did my homework. what an accomplishment!!! YAY FOR SARAH!!! maybe i'm not a lost cause after all. well i need to peace out for a number of reasons. to do college stuff. to find food. to talk to people and to see if natalie updated our blog, although i highly doubt it cause SHE SUCKS MY BUTT. alright then. mwa mwa.

so my LIFE GRADE has been lowered to an offcial F-. that's how bad i suck. we don't need to go into what incident lowered my grade so drastically, but just understand that you shouldn't come near me cause i'm probably bad luck and i shouldn't even go near myself. i should have like armor on so i can't hurt myself and a straight jacket so i can't hurt anyone else. and when i say hurt myself i don't mean like suicidely i mean like cause i'm retarded and would probably walk into a wall or something. so anyway, maybe i'll go sulk now, or uhh ya. that sounds like the best idea to me. peace.

ok, everyone say a prayer that i won't fail life. cause right now i have about a D-. and i'm not getting any better. SO PRAY. i have to go now and do my law and gov homework that's due in two periods and that i have no idea how to do and that is not possible to finish in one period, but i'm going to attempt it. wish me luck. mwa.

you suck, i hope you get run over by a big truck. and then the driver will say oh look my lunch for today. and then i will laugh ha ha ha ha ha and i will cawww, like a bird and then i will say have you heard? you got run over by a truck and the driver's name was chuck and he said YOU SUCK!

that is my song. I HATE YOU.

tonight i went to sancturary, since i missed church this morn. suzie, jo, william and sarah came along with me. after that we had food at friendly's. it was the bomb. i love that place. i had so much food. munchie mania, potato skins. willie and jo got our scraps haha cause they had no money. but oh wait neither did i. but suzie treated me, cause she loves me hehehe. oh well i'm peacin' out cause i should do my law and gov homework. mwa mwa.

BEST SONG EVER if your sad or depressed or anything. it's just the best song ever and you all should just go listen to it because even if i'm sad and this song makes me sadder, i get happy...because that didn't make sense, but shh and just read the lyrics and see how it is the bestest song ever in the whole world. some songs are great yes, but they get old. this song never ever ever gets old...ever.

There is no good reason, I should have to be so alone.
I'm smothered by this emptiness, Lord I wish I was made of stone.
Like a fool I lent my soul to love and it paid me back in change.
God, help me, am I the only one who's ever felt this way?

A heart that's worn and weathered, would know better then to fight.
But I wore mine like a weapon, played out love like a crime.
And it wrung me out and strung me out and it hung years on my face.
God, help me, am i the only one who's ever felt this way?

Now my sense of humor needs a break.
I see a shadow in the mirror and she's laughing through her tears.
One more smile is all I can fake.

There is a wound inside me and it's bleeding like a flood.
There's times when I see a light ahead, hope is not enough.
And another night surrounds me and it pounds me like a wave,
God, help me, am i the only one who's ever felt this way?
God, help me, am i the only one who's ever felt this way?

holla dixie chicks.

i had pancakes for breakfast. they were yummy. now i am going to do my homework and chores. hooray. i missed church today, sorry God, i was tres tired. so i think i might go to sanctuary. man, i can't stop coughing...no fun. i have to read a whole book today. more no fun. so this hott kid, is so hott. and he waved to me yesterday and he ate candy off my neck and i went to his house and it was almost fun, but it wasn't. decorating on friday night was mad fun. we lost anne at nick spillane's house. we were all inside and she was wandering around like on the lawn. it was sooo hilarious. i lost my voice laughing. then after we dropped off all the kids off, we kidnapped Brianna and hung at BR. i love that girl, she cracks me up. "bye bye?? what are we saying bye bye to??" AHAHAHAH. brie cheese, ahahh my little muffin pie.

so i ditched my homecoming dance last night and had more fun then if i was there. so poo on u. i mean i do feel a little bad since it was my last homecoming, but really i'm just like WHATEV. there are more dances to come...i think. well anyway, i'm peacin' out. in the words of my lover Natalie Cailyn Rogers "let's bizounce" holla. mwa mwa

am i sad or not sad? i'm def. not happy. but i'm not sure if i'm sad or indifferent. what does indifferent mean? i think it means like not caring either way, maybe i should go check...ok. i'm correct in my assumption of the definition of indifferent. so i guess i'm sorta indifferent. i might even be mad, a little. no annoyed more i think. annoyed and sad. but more annoyed then sad. just kinda like ugh you're annoying, peace.

dylan and oh man i can't remember the other name...but it was a good one. just remember that.

well, this homecoming has not turned out to be as exciting as hoped and planned. we had a run in with the cops on friday, my car is all messed up, we slept for 2 hours, we had good ideas that were shot down, our sleepover was cancelled, the pep rally sucked, we lost homecoming game...badly. and me and laura forgot to buy tickets to the dance and they're 15 bucks at the door, we will NOT pay, so we're not even going to our last homecoming dance of high school...OH WELL! peace fools. mwa

me and laura have not been having a good adventure or a good day. you can't disguise ur googly eyes, in a miss ugly pagent you'd win first prize. buahaha. there ain't no pill, cause you ain't ill, you ugly. U-G-L-Y!! peace out.

yo, i'm peacin' out to babysit. talk to ya lata. werd. holla. fo shizzle.

ALL OR NOTHING AT ALL. bah. i sing that all the time in law and gov, tis great. i had such good lunch today at post road diner, ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i love that place. tomorrow is pj day at school and i have a free first period, so i can sleep in extra extra long!!! hoorah. i think i'm gonna have some soup to sooooothe my throat. yay, robby said i could have his hat back. heheh. falala. i do that a lot lately, i think i should stop. YAY, FRIDAY IS 2 LITER OF MOUNTAIN DEW DAY!!!!!! holla. peace out. mwa mwa.

I FINISHED MY COLLEGE ESSAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it sucks, and i probably have to write more then one, but I FINISHED ONE OF THEM SO HAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHH ON ALL YOU PEOPLE. even though most of you are like already in college cause you're retarded and smart and do things on time but BAHHA bite me. I'M GOING AWAY NOW. flying flying flying. falalalalallallalallalaallalalalaalala. ALFRED WAS MY TOUR GUIDE. beat that... BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i got humped by a dog more then you, SARAH. BEAT THAT Abby says. AHHHAHAHA 8TH GRADE ENGLISH, CHRISTINA BRENNAN. what was that stinkin' crow's name again? and the man in the pink dress. oh crap, chrissie help me out here. i'm just so overwhelmigly happy. i can't even spellll. fala. ruff. says otis. man, i have such a bad cough. last night, britta showed me this doll she got from mcdonalds, IT WAS THE COOLEST THING EVER. it was a little ring bearer boy and oh my gosh, it was so mad cool i needed one soo baldy. bahah i just wrote baldy instead of badly. oh well. VICTORY, VIC VIC TORY SAY WHAT? i think i'll go to naughty nancy's now AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH, call me if you want to come. cough cough. acutually i really am coughing. i need some cough drops except i cleaned out the stash in my house cause i have been eatin bag after bag of them non stop since saturday. DEAR ME. help i just stepped on a cactus. look at all those cacti. baHAHAHAH. sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sgihgssdfkdsf. IT'S ALMOST HOMECOMING. hoorah. i hope i get better by then. let's pray. dear God, please let sarah be healed by homecoming so she can have a fun time at the dance and the game and the bonfire and the everything else. in the lord's wonderful precious name i pray AMEN. hallllejulah. oh that was good flem cough, ahahha. yummmmmmm muffins. i wish to make some. and then give one to a moose and see what happens. well i think this has gone quite long enough. in the words of wise BRITTA MULDERRIG: "peace nig" BAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHA. and finally in the words of wise MEGHAN GLEASON: "I want to have ur babies, i want to have ur babies" (dom) p.s. dom is coming soon...to a cheerleading practice near you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hendrix. good name. remember it. off to write my college essay!! hoorah.

yo hos. i am nat's house right now. tis fun. we are planning to jump off her roof in a few, so come on over if you want to join. anyway, peace.

lizmcd87: henry is a womanizer and hates me though

this quote has been posted for only 2 reasons. the first is to talk about the word womanizer. womanzier most commonly means either to pursue women lecherously or a man who likes many women and has short sexual relationships with them. just remember that there is no such word as manizer! Either way all womanizers should be hunted down and killed brutally. but that of course does not mean that womanzier is not a cool word, cause that it is. just say it to yourself a couple times and you'll fall in love. i think i will add it to my list of favorite words.

the second reason to post that quote was to have a prompt to turn this blog into one dedicated to Elizabeth Margaret Mcdonald and only that wondrous girl. yes yes, i'll admit. i do have a fancy for her. but who could resist. once long ago we were young lassies, i don't so well remember those times so we'll skip to other times, closer times. times when we went to stamford instead of having sunday school and...was it eric or tien who couldn't find the way back. ah yes. times when we went to pick up the pizza for sunday school with ciara and ben. times when i wasn't there and they were at War. times where we all were in love with trevor. young trevor. times when we saw a really hott guy and stalked him sorta....oh wait, that was last week. times when we had church at the high school and didn't actually go to church. we made up dances? i don't remember that, but liz is trying to convince me it happened. we made up hand movements for church songs. oh what fun we once had. but that will not stop. it will not. i must depart now. but i just want to make it known and clear that i love ELIZABETH MARGARET MCDONALD.










(AND MEGHAN GLEASON, MORE THEN ANYONE IN THE WORD.) but this blog is dedicated to Liz, so just disregard that...

i'm so freakin' sick. and i dont take care of myself, i'm so dumb. so yesterday was such a busy day, i just wanted to pass out. it started out at 7:20 with getting up for those stinkin' SATS. when they were done 3 hours later, it was off to the game at Westhill, where i had just taken the SATs like an hour ago. so the game, blah blha. i was feeling so sick, i didn't even say the cheers. but we won, that was good. then after that it was straight to GIGA and i was late and then after that it was straight to Nat's house for the cheer team bonding sleep over. i'm sure it wasn't a grand idea to stay up till 4 in the morning when ur sick. but when ur surround by cheerleaders that you love and care for....how can u resist. so i finally fell asleep and woke up earlier then i'd hoped. we hung out some and then i went to church late for some fun. and it was boring fun, but it was ok and then i went shopping at the sport's authority with laura and then to friendly's for some potato skins. then i dropped her home and i think i'm gonna go sleep or shower right now, cause i'm dying. peace mwa. kisses and hugs. falala.

i am so bored. i don't wanna go to sleep cause i'm not tired. and i feel like i'll be missing exciting friday night stuff, but hmm. i didn't go out tonight so i could go to bed early and get good rest for the SATS, but i really really don't wanna go to sleep, it's annoying. and i'm hungry again. i want miso soup and ginger salad and cucumber avacado rolls and california rolls and tuna sushi and shrimp sushi and shrimp tempura and basically i just wanna go to kiku sushi. and i think i convinced my rents to give me money to get some food for me, cause they're going out for dinner, cause they're weirdos and go out for dinner at 9:30 at night. oh well. i'm off to get me some eats. peace out fools.

soo today was good school, then good practice. then it wasn't good cause i was attacked by hundreds of little froshie f-ball players. they molested my car, threw a football at my windshield, threw a shoe in my window and knocked me out and robby scratched my face while stealing his hat back from me. it was very mean. and it scared me a lot. and i'm really mad that he took the hat back, cause i really liked that hat. FREAKIN' KID. then i went to the PD and that was good and hilarious. if anyone wants a good laugh, just go watch videos of me and my team at cheer practice. it's sooo great. classic humor, i must say. then i dropped kids off and me and laura went to BR and saw auril and erik. and then we saw like 20000 other people including, bobby, woody, adrienne, their friend, lane kays-henry, KATE (holla cheerleading) and i forget who else, oh ya that new kid jonathan and then we came back to BR and saw AJ. he's leaving for n. carolina soon, how sad. he smelled so darn good. and his smell got on my sweatshirt and i'm never washing it again. i keep smelling my arm and it's soo delicious.

so anyway, i'm completely and totally not at all excited for SATS tomorrow. i just wanna get em over with, like NOW. I'M GOING To bed early tonight. hha sorry bout those caps before. so toodles. MWA.

p.s. i love all my cheerleaders to death. like you might die since i love you so much. XOXOXOXOXOXO.

i think it's funny how many times i have posted today. it's almost like the second day i had my blog and i posted NINE times in one day. like it was insane. today i posted...four times including this. so i'm at the library and the freakin' quick buddy thing won't work. cause my dad had the special comp man our house, so i couldn't go on there and i was all excited that i was smart enough to think about going to the library and look it didn't even work. AHHHHHH, so annoying. what the crap. i have to leave soon for SAT class...the last one bahh. i really really don't wanna take em on uhh what day is that.........oh ya saturday. i'm so so so not looking forward to it AT ALLLLLLL. mwa mwa.

i was just reading some old blogs and i found this one about this great movie we were watching in french last year called jean de florette. and i forget to tell you all we're watching the sequal this year called manon of the spring or something. and it's soo great. manon is the hunchbacks daughter and she like hates the human race cause her father's dead. so anyway, she's a weirdo who runs around the woods naked with a herd of goats and makes annoying noises, but so she tries to get revenge by stopping the flow of water to anywhere in the whole town and it actually works out quite well. but ya...that's about it, cause i don't feel like going into detail to explain what else happens. so bite me. but if you want to read about last years entry on that movie go to the last entry from Thursday May 29, 2003. peace.

this kid i've talked to maybe ONCE in my life named Ted Allen just walked into the library with his class and said to me, "smells like learning, doesn't it Sarah?" i was like sure, FREAK. i mean he's never been like mean to me, well maybe a few times a long time ago, but it was just weird, cause i don't talk to the kid. i didn't even think he remembered my name...oh well, what a surprise.

hello dear madame blog. right now i am in my first free of the day and i strangely have no work to do. well i'm sure i could find something to do, but i'm too lazy. it's actually kinda weird though, i'm bored. so today we started watching Into The Woods in world lit. and can i just say that is the weirdest movie EVER. it's not even a movie, it's a play and it's soo darn weird and insane and it's really really annoying. it's like all these old fairy tales mixed together, but it's not the disney versions, it's the gruesome, not pleasant versions. where icky stuff happens. so anyway little red riding hood is one of the parts of it and the girl who plays LRRH is sooooooo freakin' annoying. i was actually wishing that the wolf would eat her, cause i wanted to kill her myself. her voice was sooo high and she kept singing and i just wanted to strangle her. sorry, you all would understand this if you saw the movie too, but i reccommend NOT seeing it.

the library is very quiet. there are only 2 people i see when i move my eyes but not my head HAHA. i just saw a girl named sarah baldwin walk by and i gave her a hug. track rat. my nat cat was in a bad mood today, it made me sad. i will write in our blog to make her feel better. so i guess this isn't really an exciting blog entry, but shh. i feel like posting a song quote, i haven't done that in a while....let's find a good one.

"Jesus loves the outcasts. He loves the ones the world just loves to hate. And as long as there's a heaven, there'll be a failure to excommunicate..." - Relient K!!! HOORAY!

cabot...good name.

EVAN. i love you too!!! and i want to marry you too, as of right now. but i'm not making any promises, cause the future is unknown. and GOD has a plan. so don't worry. but i still love you very very much (that's hopefully if i'm correctly using the word love, but i'm only a youngin, so i don't know) but anyway and thank you so so sso sososo much for that little journal entry cause i almost cried. you're so cute MWA. love sarah, obviously cause it's my blog.

straighten up and fly right...that song is in my head, but i forget the words now. so SAT class was tres boring, but no it was actually kinda fun, i won't lie. except i'm still gonna fail. oh darn. well i should be doing important stuff right now that make sense but i'm not. so anyway, i went to BR twice tonight. bad bad bad. as much as i have them whipped, they have me whipped. it sucks. church music is good by the way. i was listening to my mom's cd called open the eyes of my heart and it has like 30 songs on it and they're holla good. like good ones, that i even like to sing in church and stuff...did that make sense? oh well. i'm going now. mwa mwa. s.bru? do i usually sign my name? alright i did today. foo.

falala, my blogger friend. i am quite overwhelmed at the moment, and flustered, and distraught. but i hope and pray that it will all work out soon. I AM SOOO DARN HUNGRY and i just want to eat food. but my dear darling mother came home NE PAS FOOD. i don't think that is correct french, but suck it. so then i heated up some dumplings. but i forgot about them so i think i'm gonna go eat them now, cause i haven't eaten food sine 11 AM. that's...let's see here...over 10 hours. ya, that's what i thought. PEACE.

what up yo ho. i am sitting next to katie bennett in the tech lab. she just said my earrings were soo cute. oh how i love her. she is coolest person in the world. good times with mr. burt in 10th grade, holla. so i have to stop writing and watch some stupid oedipus presentations, even though they suck. but it's better then actually having to learn cause we just listen. and plus we're in the tech lab, which rocks cause this place is the coolest. OH MY. i have so many things to do today, i think. peace.

if somone would please like to take out their gun and shoot me it would be greatly appreciated. it's late monday night, even though it says it's tuesday. and i'm trying to do this freakin' french powerpoint, but i hate france and french people and madame so i can't deal with it and nothing is working and i have to stop now. so i'm going to bed. i spent the whole freakin' day at uconn and the only good part was eating chinese food for dinner and ice cream after that, and having a tour guide named alfred. and that i love this kid who i wanna marry. but that's not actually good. SO SHUTUP. ok gooodbye once and fooralll.

today i am going to UCONN for a special tour. i kinda don't really wanna go, but i guess i don't really mind. i just have sooo much homework to do, but i guess i'll be doing that on the ride there and back. it is very cold outside, it's like a pochet island morning. my hands are frrreezing. so i don't know where my family is, but i think we need to leave soon, cause we have to get there about 1ish and it takes almost 2 hours to get there, sooo....i'd better go look for them. peace.

falalalalala. i am at church. it is tres tres fun. i am going to go now. but i wanted to say hi. alright then. toooooooodles.

alright. i just wanted to say the post i just posted and this one too are both on saturday night, it's just after midnight so it's really sunday...but you get me, right?

I'M SO FREAKING BORED. i'm kinda glad to be home, but i'm bored and no one good or exciting is online. except for this one kid who i wish was my boyfriend, unfortunately that would never happen. and it's not fate, by the way. i don't wish fate was my boyfriend. i wish this kid was though. OHHHHHH. anyway, i'm not really sure that i have anything to say, but when i'm bored i just post for no freakin' reason. there are 24 people online. 6 of them are here, 7 of them are idle and 11 of them are away. bang bang. tomorrow there is this blessing of the animals business at my church and we're bringing my pup otis to get blessed. how cute is this. omg, wow. i've never written omg before. that's cause it's gay. so anyway, oh my gosh at nat's house there was the cutest dog everrrr that her fam was babysitting. it's name was riley and it was just soooo adorable and mini. AWWWWW. ok bye.

heya. today was kinda fun till NOW. it went like this. f-ball game which we won with flyinggg colors 21-0. then me, britt, laura and nat went out to starbucks and sat outside for like 2 hours just talking about cheerleading stuff and improvements and stuff for the team. then we took laura home cause she had to babysit and me, nat and britt hung for a bit and then we met up with jackie and dina at BR and we went in their car to drive around. and then we ended up going to fairfield U. and we met their friend and walked around a bit, and some guys called out to us that cheerleaders were hott, cause we were still wearing our uniforms and we thought that was funny. so we left there and decided to come back later after we had beautified ourselves. so we drove back home and split up, planning to meet up again at around 8:15, cause jackie and dina had to make an appearance at jello wrestling at the depot. so me and nat went to her house and ate some food and she got dressed. then we went to my house and i dressed and then we went out. britt said she would call us back in a little while. then she did and said they were at jello wrestling and would call back after they left in like half hour. so me and nat just drove around a little, we went to new canaan to try and get into the dance but there were cops about. we went to jo's house to say hi, then we went to the outback but no one was there and then we tried to visit evan but he said no. then we decided to go to westport to see if ali was there or nat's friend, amanda. and to see if we could find some boys. so we did and we found some weird coincidences but no hotties or anything. so then we went to the bowling alley and no one was there, so then we went to mcdonald's and we saw carmona, brian and augustin and i ate some fries and then i wanted to leave. and nat wouldn't, so i left without her. then she called and was like where are you come get me. so i was like i'm at this gas station come meet me. so they did and she was like ok where are we going, we'll follow you. and i was annoyed that she wasn't getting back in my car, so i just left and they didn't follow and they like got lost or something. so i just went and got my candy and then i came home cause i was annoyed, so here i am. and i still have nat's phone, but thats her loss. oh well. toodles. oh p.s. britt never called us back which was kinda annoying, but oh well. i had a fun night till nat ditched me for some stupid boys. oh and then i saw wes, brian and james at DD. and wes told me how he lit his chest hair on fire today....weirdo. peace.

i'm soo excited because today is friday. and what makes it even better about being friday is that it doesn't feel like friday. so when i remember that it is friday i get even more excited. cause then i remember we probably have short practice today and we have a p.d. i think...i hope. even though we're not decorating now, but we'll talk about that another time and then i have youth group and then who knows what? i think i might go home and watch how to lose a guy in 10 days because i haven't seen that yet and my mama got it from the lib. anyway, i'm off to walk to the office with christine and then i really wanna practice my dance again...parking lot? ok then.

oh i'm overdue. today we ran like 3 miles and yesterday we ran about 5. it was killah. give me some room, i'm coming through. because i need to go to bed soon. tonight was my 2nd to last SAT class and not next sat. but the next is SATs. haha funny. i've paid my dues and i'm in the mood. so i think i really deserve some free ice cream. speaking of which, today auril gave us free ice cream, WHILE THE OWNER WAS THERE. it was soo badbutt. i was like word to my man auril. i really love him, he's just so dang cute to us. and he watches over me and laura like a big bro, it makes me so happy. so me and my girls gonna shake the room. there was a dance the other day and the dj was spinning, show ur hands. x gon give it to ya. TOMORROW IS FRIDAY. NATALIE CAILYN ROGERS AND I ARE GETTING MARRIED. IT'S OFFCIAL. TOMORROW IS YOUTH GROUP AND A P.D. and i'm really excited. let's get dirty, cause it's fun to roll in mud. my dad is talking about lasers to someone on the phone. he's kinda weird like that. oh well, i guess that's where i get it from. UHHHH. i love writing about nothing. it really makes me really really happy. like i feel like i can get out all my insaneness. today me and kendall practiced the ghettoooooooo dance in the parking lot. and mike the narc, stopped to watch us. HE IS SO HOTT. and TALL. tallness turns me on so bad...did i just say that? i didn't mean turns me on exactly, but attracts me. that's what i meant. HEY BOYS, if you're 6'3" or over, you're good in my book. sorry you stumpy kids out there, as bren would say. speaking of her, I MISS BREN ROBERTS SOO BADLY. but i do have to stop my jabbering sometime and the time is........................................................NOW.

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p.s. did you guys like how i snuck in some christina a. lyrics up there. bet u didn't even notice...ha you're so dumb.







PEACE.

heyy baby. katy j just showed me her xanga. XANGAAAA. we're laughing about our 5th grade yearbook. it's hilar. i miss our good old running with titantic days. we don't have to talk about that though, cause then you'll know what a weirdo i was. well i still am. kendall is reading over my shoulder, STOP IT STOP IT. ohHHHH kendallllll. i must go practice the dance now. goodbye love you.