today was interesting. i went on my humanities field trip and walked around NYC for....how long? lemme count... 10 hours, wow, i just realized how long that is...that's not even funny. please feel free to reread the part where i said we WALKED. anyway, it was ok though. there were some interesting parts and the Whitney museum sure was a blast. i can't say too much, cause i'm doing some figuring out with friends. but it was a good day and we missed school hooray, and now i'm stressed,but it's friday tomorrow. so rock on, and i'll talk to you tomorrow mwa!

well hello there. i just ate a nice bowl of salad and it was soooooo good. i think i'm gonna eat salad for every meal, it will be grand. today i had work which went well, even though i had to leave and come back for cheer pictures and then leave again for good for practice. practice didn't even suck today, it was kinda fun at times. tomorrow is my humanities field trip, hip hip hooray. sadly i will miss practice, but they'll survive. anyway, right now i am going to eat an avocado i think.

"mother looking at me, will i ever be free, yes, i've lost my mind..."

well i'm feeling much better now, i've strangely pretty much gotten over my sadness from last night, sort of haha. well i feel better anyway. i am listening to the degrassi theme song right now haha, i love that show soooo much. today i'm actually going to do work, after i finish blogging. i shall not be distracted. and tomorrow is hump day so it's all good. after that it's just downhill, saaaawwweeeetttt. i don't really have too much to say, but here is my song to get through life: (ya ya, it's the degrassi theme song, but still it's fits the purpose)

"Whatever it takes, i know i can make it through. If i hold out, if i do, i know i can make it through. Be the best, the best that i can be, hear what i say to you. Whatever it takes, i can see it, i know i can make it through!!"

sometimes life just sucks, like right now, which is why i'm moving to Manitoba. bah, just kidding. but anyway, i don't feel like explaining it here and now and it would take too long and too much energy to type, so... i am just going to say that i am very angry and sad at the same time. i am also feeling quite paranoid, i don't know who to trust. it's just like the movie anti-trust. i feel like my friends are all going against me and i can't tell who's good and who's bad. soooo that's it for now. thanx for listening. mwa

today is another one of Caroline's hockey games, which i can fortunately go to!!! hooooooray. and she better bring the big ol red sign!! hah. alright well. i have little homework tonight, which is absolutely fantastic, but i still have a little bit of it. it's ok though. on thursday i have a humanities field trip and we don't get back till like 9 at night, AH. and we have another competition on saturday, so we're in like deep doo doo, cause laura's in my class, if we don't get back for practice. love ya mwa wma.

"girl, your booty is so round, let me lick you up and down. Let me take you one more time, i won't stop until your mine, but if i cannot be with you, maybe i could have a taste, put your arms around me, girl and your kisses on my face"

well it has been quite a long time. Vermont was a grand old time, my darling father left my ski's at home, but it's ok cause he has alschimers i suspect. during the week he also left his knee braces at bromley and his ski pants at killington and he thought the walkie talkies were on some random channel, he's going insane. but anyway, so i snowbladed one day, and then finally tried snowboarding cause i've always wanted to, it was quite fun. the stay at the rubenstein home was grand and beautiful. i finally got to see the greek wedding movie and it was hilar. loved it. i also enjoyed some saturday night fever with the fam....that tony manero, what a hottie. bahhahhaa. so now i'm finally home and going insane, seeing that i've done no work what so ever, and as usual i am having trouble making myself do it. hmmm. i'm kinda excited to go back to school, but i just wish we had no work, that would be nice. the french kids are here now, so maybe french will be taken over with talk of them, hopefully. i have to unpack now, great......mwa

"I spend a lot of time on my hair....and then u hit it......u hit my hair." - Tony Manero

cry me a river...ugh i hate that song and the stupid michael jackson wannabe who sings it. ohh it's sooo annoying church was grand i randomly saw vanessa whom i worked with over the summer there, but it was because her bf's mom goes there. that was sooo strange, but kinda funny. in sunday school it was just me, sarah and ben. haha but it was good, we ate a whole box of triscuits and they sure hit the spot. right now i am continuing the chowing down of my huge valentine's bag of candy, yes i'll admit it, i bought the candy myself haha. but i bought it on valentine's day, so it was onsale and i forgave myself for spending soo much money on candy, gosh, i need to be stopped. so i hear the nor easter is coming, we might be leaving for vermont today, which means i won't blog for a week. oh what will i do. hmm? all i know is that "i need some hott stuff, baby this evening, i need some hott stuff, baby tonight!!" bahah mwa

today i worked for 6 hours and it wasn't too bad, but i don't understand why all the customers come at the same time. i think they get together and plan it or something. cause i mean for like 2 hours we just sit there on the stairs playing some kinda card game or the ultimate dot game. and then whoa, in comes like 6 people at once and there's only 4 of us. it's sooo annoying. but it wasn't too bad, u know. i made a few good sales haha. i also beat jamie at the ultimate dot game, but came in last for crazy eights, but whatev. then i went to julie's for a v-day partay and that was great fun, followed by some giga/sas/kings work also a la julies. then we went to chrissie's for trading spaces/19 links for hook ups (something like that on mtv) and it was great. i also ate kiku sushi, oh wait i ate it last night too, oh wait they know me by name now, gosh i'm so embarresed. it's ok. in the past few weeks i have spent all and any money i've ever had on FOOD, mostly sushi and candy. but still i'm such a fattie, i've got to stop. alright, i love you mwa mwa. ugh, that's soo raven is the suckiest show ever, and the end of lizzie mcguire makes me cry.... how can they do this to me. it's ok though, i can see her in the new frankie muniz movie, yeeeeeeeah.

how do u call ur lover boy? come here, lover boy. and if he doesn't answer, OHHH LOVER BOY and if he still doesn't answer i simply say... baha. so anyway, now i'm really bored, so.....i want some kiku sushi, this singles night ROCKS. cool man!!! well goodnight, mwa mwa. i mean good evening.

hip hip hoooray!!! Today was such a dumb practice, we were there for an hour and then went home and we didn't even do anything hehe. THIS IS the worst slacker day ever. it's the friday before vacay tomorrow and i can seriously not make myself do anything, NOTHING. hmmm, that might be a problem considering tomorrow is not a double free day. darn it. whatev. i just wanna say i love you all and specially nebbie. baha. alright, tonight's a definite duchess night, but i don't know if it's gonna work

so ya, we lost the junior/senior b-ball game tonight, the juniors did that is. haha. and we didn't do "our best" when we went out for halftime so we got in trouble, even though i was really into it. just a little embarresed at the end, but whatev. i have done no homework whatsoever today. After school i went straight to work, then straight to see not even the end of caroline's hockey game, but i gave her a good hug instead. Then i stopped home, changed, went to practice, went to the b-ball game and now i am finally home and sooooo not in the mood to do anything, but if i had some chocolate, i would def. be in the mood to eat. YESS, ohhh why did my 5 pounder die?? why why why, i neeeeeed it. well mwa mwa p.s. i love nebbie!! baha

right now i am in french class in the tech lab. great fun, i love the tech lab. we are working on pronoun powerpoints, hooray. NOT. alright, i have to go before i get in trouble. p.s. today sucks. mwa mwa au revoir

i am the biggest fool loser ever. i'll just say that now and get it out of the way. you people who are my friends should know why haha. anyway, we freakin' lost against the stupid rams tonight, NOOOOO. we were supposed to win, it's like the last freakin' game. whatev, i don't care. i just wanna go fly. i'll see y'all lata mwa mwa

who called it?? i did, yes i am home early cause we had a half day, as i predicted. Now i don't know if i have to go to work or not, i wish not, but i shall see. yay, i didn't have to go to physics today!! hiphip hoooray. i wish we would have a delay sometime though, i like delays. anyway. i'll see u lata mwa mwa.

alright so tonight was the third night in a row i ate the exact same thing. of course since i've been eating it soo much i know the exact price that it will be too, $8.75 for my miso soup, ginger salad and california rolls. HOW I LOVE KIKU SUSHI!!!! so anyway, i lied about the chocolate bar b4, there are still like 2 bites left, i couldn't bear to finish it yet. i mean come on, it's been around for almost 2 monthes now. what will i be like without it. the mall was a grand old time. we laughed a lot at some kids falling down steps and this one girl had her pant leg stuck in her boot and it was soooooo annoying, i just wanted to rip it out. but then it finally fell out, phew. so tomorrow we're totally having a half day, i can feel it. but anyway, i just wanted to say that holy ground rocked the house and now i'm as usual doing last minute homework. but i think i'm gonna try and go to bed early tonight. MWA MWA

today is a very sad day, because i am only about 2 bites away from finishing the 5 pound chocolate bar that has been around since new years. i have guarded it dear to my heart every night, nibbling on it from dawn to dusk and now it is about to leave me. the tears shall fall. but for now i am going to the mall and then to holy ground and then to maybe have another bonfire. this time for one of the devil's ex-friends haha. last night was the v-day dance and it had to be the suckiest dance i've ever been to. my little benny didn't even come. ha. just kidding, oh did i just say that out loud? but i did dance with freshman boyz it was great, haha. why do freshman attract me so much? i'll never know. anyway, now to take the last bite of my chocolate. ohhhhhhhhh goodbye FOREVER. mwa mwa

well yesterday was another slightly bad ass night, but not totally. but i'll start from the morning. i awoke with a smile upon my lips and ventured downstairs for some food where i found my dear young brother to be watching the gruesome tale of Sleepy Hollow. I sat down for a bit and enjoyed some, especially the part where she cuts her own sister's head off, or where christina ricci asks, "is he dead?" (about the headless horseman) and johnny depp answers "that's the problem, he was dead to begin with" hahahah oooo sends chills. so then i went over to sarah's house with Christine and Caroline and we got ready to go sledding and we walked over woodway, past a bunch of 6th graders and one frosh on this sucky hill. Then they started following us and we were going to the best hill, cause we knew our way around, cause we're soo cool, and it was kinda annoying that they were following, but we just ignored it. Then we started sledding and they did too and i gave them these horrible dirty looks and they kept swearing, like they were hott stuff, and i was like just shutup. Then this other family came along, like mom, dad, this lady and they're like four or so kids. And they started going down, so then we got annoyed and moved over to the side a bit and started building a jump. then the annoying 6th graders were like can we go down ur jump and we were like helllll no. and then we had a big fight and we were finally like ok, but u have to be nice hah or something like that. so they started using our jump and then all of a sudden the mother of the other family starts yelling at us. and she's like get out of the way, my kids are trying to sled down, and you keep hitting them with your sleds (which we were most def. not doing). Are you guyz members here? of course we didn't lie and she was like well we'll call and get you outta here and all that crap. so then we were like eww whatever. so we kinda wanted to leave. and the other 6th graders were like "biotch" ahhah and we were like ya boyz rock on. so then we became friends. then the dad comes along and is like, listen get out of the way, and we said hey we purposely made the jump over to the side and not right in the center, and he was like no u didn't, you guyz aren't members, so this is my hill and my jump, "no we made it" no, don't talk back to me, i'm gonna call the cops and the club and get you kicked off here. she then we were like fine whatever and we destroyed our jump and left. cause to top it all off the kids of the stupid, mean, immature parents were going down our jump. so on the way out we saw, caroline pugliese, chris bayley, rob patton, andrew hathaway, mark gleason, sarah shok, erin frasca, laura stone, emily mcintyire (sorry about the bad spelling) and tony gous. i think that was it. so then we told them about our fiasco and they didn't understand how bad it was, so we left and went home. then we sat back with some cookie dough, brownies and my 5 pounder and watched about 3 hours of tv, all just waiting for the 7:30 LAST episode of lizzie mcguire. it was soooo good, i cried. at the end, lizzie found out that gordo liked her and in their like ending school picture, you see her kissing him, it was sooooo cute, i def. bawled for like 10 min. and then that was it, HOORRIBLE way to end it, but ok. so then we dropped christine home and picked up some dominos and kiku shuuusi, for me as usual. then we came home ate and then got ready to do some midnight sledding, without retard sticks-up-their-butts woodway members. so we snuck on in. all quiet. we made it to the glorious big hill. and after like 2 runs with my sled, we realized it sucked, so all three of us went on sarah's sled and it was soo great even though we only did about 4 runs, and then we lied in the snow for awhile haha (vagina bones bahahah) and that was great and found some interesting stars and possibly venus. then we went home and narrowly missed gettting caught tresspassing. so it was soo tricky. we like saw people standing around and we made a break for the car and got away, ya baby. now i have to eat breakfast mwa mwa

hip hip hooooray, hip hip hooooray, no schooooool, tooo muchh snooowwww!!! Even though i am tres excited, i am also a little bit saddened cause i did wanna go to Caroline's hockey game and my b-ball game very badly, hehe but i'll live. I just woke up like 5 min ago and i'm even happier cause i didn't do my homework and i had a test today that i barely studied for, but not anymore. Now i need some food, and then i'm going sledding... yaya. love ya mwa mwa

today was tokeneke and boy was it fun. (notice the sarcasm) Then i went to Natalie's with chloe and laura to bake cakes and brownies for our b-ball boys, which was grand. then me and laura stayed for dinner which was even grander. basically everything was grand until we went online and natalie proceeded to tell the guy i liked that i like him. so we're no longer friends (for the moment). that's right, nat. haha. i think i'm going to friendly's now mwa mwa

hello children. so i'm like not doing work right now as usual. today was a mad easy practice and we even got to see parts of the wrestling meet, which rocked the house. and there was the hottest guy i've ever seen in my life there, from westhill named max and i was like "hold me back" haha just kidding. so then i ate more of my 5 pounder, cept before practice and then i felt like throwing up. and then i realized that i'm attracted to ugly people and meg made fun of me. and then jackie got mad at me and laura for talking and sent us into the weight room alone to lift weights. is it just me, or was that like mad dumb. cause all we did was talk in there. although we did do some bench pressing and some other stuff, but i just thought it was hilarious how clueless she is. whatev. mwa mwa bye

right now i am nicely working on my 5lb chocolate bar, it's damn good. Today was a westhill game and i wanted to go sooo badly, but oh wait, we cheered for the girls's game and it lasted soooo loooong!!! But it's ok, i just wanted to see Michael hah, a cheerleader from westhill. he's quite a hilarious dude. i think the boyz lost anyway, but they wouldn't have if we went. so now as usual there's much work to be done, but i'm not doing it. i'm just thinking about my new love haha. we shall not discuss. we got our new skirts today hooray. i cannot wait for more competitions. i had something important to say, but now i forget. whatev. mwa mwa

"well, life has a funny way of sneaking up on you, when you think everything's ok and everythings going right"

SONO was bangin haah. We interviewed some almost hott guyz at Axis Boardsports and this other guy named Ulysess in this bar place who was like a probation officer for sex offenders, that was kinda interesting, he told us all about it. He also told us stuff we didn't need to know, like how he gets the runs when he drinks hot chocolate, we were like cool, that's great...NOT. then we waited like an hour for the 5:55 bus, and it was sooo totally late. but now it's dinner time. lamb chops oooo yummy. buh bye now mwa.

well i'm off to sono for some humanties work, hip hip hoooray no practice today. cool man that rhymed. i've gotta be on my way. Jenny is def. jenny from the block in her frickin' cabrio. rock the house.

every year we get screwed over, no matter who does it or what happens, even though it's usually the same person who screws us deep into the ground. i am soo angry i can't even express it properly. i am soo angry i could brutally hurt someone right now, i don't think i'm angry enough to murder, but i'm def. angry enough to cry, which i've already done. i need some kinda way of letting the anger out, but i don't know what to do. could life get anymore unfair, hmm i highly think that i shouldn't of just said that, since life is now bound to get as unfair and stupid and freakishly miserable as it could possibly be. but then again, tonight was also good because i went with my ya-ya sistahs and we had a really good bonfire and roasted marshmallows off it. what did we burn you ask? ohh mostly the devil and anything and everything that reminds me of him including the rest of "junior's dog" and papers and pictures and even a souvenir or two. p.s. the devil is a codename haha, i don't really know satan personally, i'm not that kinda person, I LOVE THE LORD. hehe.

"mr. play it safe was afraid to fly, he packed his suitcase and kissed his kids goodbye, he waited his whole damn life to take that flight and as the plane crashed down he thought, 'well isn't this nice...?'"

well the love shack is a little old place where we can get together. today is an IHOP day.

i have the worst headache ever, but it's ok. Today was a wondrous day. Mine started at 6:30 when i arose and got ready to get ready haha. I drove over to the hs and entered into a crazy world of gel, hairspry and curling irons, kinda scary actually. After we were all curled and done up, we continued on to FHS, where we did some stuff i don't even remember. then we did other stuff, and idris was a frickin' judge, so i had cheer sex with him. it was good. i love angel from central, he is my main man bahah. oh ya and then we got 2ND PLACE IN STUNT GROUP, HELLL YAAAA. i cried about that and then had some spazms. then i don't really know or understand what we got in team competition, but alyssa and jess won all-fciac. my hair is sooo good, i never took it out and it's still perfect, i'm never gonna take it out, i love it. bah. i'm sooo dead tired and i just babysat for 4 hours. i fell asleep and had a sleeping spazm and the little girl was like umm, what's wrong with you and i tried to explain the nature of sleeping spazms, but she was like uhh no. so bahah it was hilarious.

"let me see ur booty drop, let me see ur booty drop, booty booty booty drop, BHAHAH. DHS!!"