what up fool. Sarah got her psych baby, hehe. she got his name from my list of boy's names, it's Cutter. at first it's cute, but then it's mad annoying. i am babysitting it today while she's at work and for a little while it wouldn't freakin' shutup. but it did phew. last night i slept over suzie's, good times. we talked to computer robots for a while. and ate lunchables and cookie dough in bed. this morn i went to pick up Cutter and ate cinna buns with suz. tonight is a GIGA outing. we're going to see jessie's dance recital and jess vs is in it too and some other kids i think. i think i will now go over the reasons why the new Duchess sucks.
1) it's a really, ugly, pukey weird color.
2) the booth cushions are horribly hard, no softness what so ever
3) the walls around the booths are really high so u can't converse with those around you in other booths
4) the ceilings are all high and airy and it make a really annoying echoie sound.
5) there are these huge wierd pipe kinda things hanging from the ceiling and they're really ugly.
6) on the other side of the booths there are actual tables, with actual chairs that actually move away from the tables...what kind of fast food restuarant is this?
7) behind the tables there is this bar type thing, with freakin' stools. it's just unnatural.
8) They have new management and they didn't rehire Jeannie. but they did rehire Sharon, Andre and Isnac, which is good cause Andre makes my grilled cheese. (if you haven't noticed, i'm good friends with the staff at duchess....or was good friends WAAAAA)
9) the floors are all this weird tileish stuff. it's just so weird. and the floors are soo dang clean, i walked around barefoot. now being clean of course isn't a bad thing, but it's just sooo weird. it's not normal. bah
10) it's just all these huge differences and big changes and I HATE IT. i'm not a big fan of change, if u haven't noticed.

Me and Claire were so pissed at all these horrible things, we made up a song. well more like i made up the song, but she agreed so much so we sang it together. "Kum by yah, this place sucks, kum by yah." and so on, with some verses we made up along the way. alright now. i have to go to make my bed and take care of my nephew cutter. peace dawgs.

THE BLOG ISN'T SUPPOSED TO DO THIS TO ME. the other time it was my fault, but now the internet just "unexpectedly quit" and erased the whole post i just did. and it was a good exciting one. stating the reasons why the new Duchess sucks. AHSADjfhlj. and i don't feel like retyping it now cause i'm pissed. so bye.

"But without my voice, how can I - "

"You'll have your looks!
Your pretty face!
And don't underestimate
The importance of ... body language!
Ha!"
guess the movie!

ok, i just wrote really good blog stuff and then i tried to press number lock, who knows why, and i didn't realize it said clear too and it cleared everything i wrote. AWWAWKEJFLKE. fine. well what i said was. i am feeling a lot less heated then i was during this afternoon's fiasco. although now that i have brought it up again i am thoroughly disgusted at the entire human race. no i'm not, that just sounded smart so i put it in. anyway. tuesday was the reopening of Duchess. but i couldn't go. thankfully tonight is club so i will def. be there. but u all should've known that anyway. duh. ok that's the end of the real bloggin part. now it's on to the quotes. i have a lot of good ones today. hoorah.

yesterday i was having a low self esteem day for lotsa stuff, but one of the reasons cause i'm a big goon, just kidding no. but anyway, that's what i was thinking. so Bren made this great top ten list for me. and u all tall people who hate being tall, just read this, but it's for girls only!

This list is dedicated to our beloved cow, OPIE.

Top Ten Reasons Why It's Good To Be Tall
10) because we have long sexy legs (pssh, of course!)
9) the word "stumpy" comes to mind. and nobody wants to be stumpy!
8) because tall girls look better in bathing suits, it's just a fact of life.
7) because we never get lost in large crowds.
6) because won't have to bend over to kiss you.
5) because every short girl wishes she were taller (hence the reason they all wear high heels)
4) because you have to be atleast 5'9" to be a model (and who doesn't want to be a model, come on now).
3) because all the hott guys are really tall anyway, who wants a stumpy short boyfriend? i sure don't.
2) because your husband is going to absolutely love the fact that you're tall, and he'll love you for YOU!!
1) the best reason of all...because God made you PERFECT in his image, long legs and all. and you wouldn't want to insult God by wishing you were short, would you? of course not, he loves you JUST the way you are!!!!

YAY, THANKS BRENNY. I LOVE YOU.

next for quotes. we were watching a really great movie in french, except it's ending kinda bad, but i never realized how lame it was until today. it's about this guy who wants to grow veggies in the country, but these other guys want his land to grow carnations, so they block his water supply so he can't grow anything and he'll go back to the city. but this guy like WILL NOT give up. so today he was trying to build a well. oh i forgot to mention he's a hunchback with a wife and kid. so then he gets this idea for dynomite. and he blows up some rocks down in the well and then before the explosion even ends and before EVERYTHING COMES BACK TO EARTH (notice the emphasis) he runs down the the well. next scene, he's dying in bed and he says:
"I went to go see the water shoot up, but some rocks were blown sky high and landed on my head." can i just say...DUMB. and the next quote is from one of the guys who was trying to steal his land, but he ended up feeling sorry about what happened. "It's not me that's crying, it's my eyes" i am sorry, i have no words for this. i just....i can't express the stupidity which is found in what this frenchman has said. nothing against the french of course. no that's a lie. i hate france. and i hate the language. and i wish i could just bahh. oh whatever. toodles.

Today the 8th graders from the maroon team came. and yesterday Brennan read this wondrous speech about cheerleading, today we expected her to read it again. BUT NO. then we see Marge Homes and some other freak go up to read it. me and laura are like no wait, it can't be them reading it, they're not even cheerleaders, Not even close to cheerleaders. so we're like HELLLL NO. but then they go up to read it, and Marge completely destroys the speech. She mutilitated the speech like none other, she couldn't even pronounce the word advantageous. she was like "advantage, advantagey ous ?" AHSDLFLv, i want to hurt her now. and then some other girl finishes the speech, and starts cracking up during it and totally demolishes anything left in the whole beautiful speech written by HOTT LINDSEY HECKER. i just i just don't know what to do. can someone please help me? because i seriously believe i need help. SERIOUSLY. alright enough of this blubber. i love you.

"I don't even know what she was doing reading that speech because she is clearly not anywhere good enough to be a cheerleader, CLEARLY. But i'm not one to throw stones...If you see her, tell her i have some beef..." - Captain Meg Gleason on the girl who can't pronounce advantageous.!!! mwa mwa

sorry bout that short post from before. i was in the library during my free and Tansu wanted to be mentioned, and i was gonna write more bout her, but mr. siano came along and i remembered i was supposed to work with him on my thesis, crap. so i did. so today the 8th graders came to tour and stuff. and i met my "little sister" who is the real little sister of Catherine Elliot in GIGA. so i kinda sorta knew her. dang, why do 8th grade guys have to be hott? i'm sure no one wants to hear me talk of how 8th graders are hott, but i mean i can't help it. some of them, i just don't know where they came from. well anyway, enough of my paoedphileness. (sp...) today there is no track practice and i'm tres heureuse, mais Laura Ferrari n'ecrit pas mon lettre. i don't know if that was correct french or not, but my secret Ridgefield friend didn't write me back yet, so i have yet to hear any news on that hottie, "Jason/Jake..."


"Who am I? Petey Pab motherf*cker!" - me and Jen, good times at the track.

i am at school. here is tansu. what a ho. baha. must go bye bye,

holy crap. i just got home from FCIACS for track. wow. it was at ridgefield this year, and the only reason why it beat Wilton (barely) was because me and Laura saw the hottest guy and stalked him and man he was soo fine. we named him jason. but now that i'm home i can look on my list of names and find a hott one that suits him...one moment please...well his name could be cody or bryant or maybe jake. oh i wish i just knew it. when we were leaving well here let me start from the beginning. so i spotted him first and he was with this little kid, who we called his "brother". good things about him 1) good with kids, likes them. so then we kinda followed him around nonchalantly. then he gathered his lacrosse stuff 2) lax is a hott sport and he plays it. and he freakin' left. we were like NOOO down the road. but then we were like awww too bad. so then me and laura are sitting by the door listening to music. in he walks, holy crap, we both like jumped out of seats and screamed and then followed him. 3) he's hott 4) he never sat next to a girl. like he sat with a group of kids, but he sat down next to this boy, hope he's not gay. so then we were all like ahh it's fate he came back for us. so we just kept our eye on him for a while. then we got on the bus to leave and he starts walking up the drive thing past the bus. ok major freakage out on the bus, me and laura jumping around and screaming and we're banging on windows and everytime he turns around we duck. and then we just don't and we wave hahah. and 5) he waves back. then he keeps turning around and it's hilarous. so we're like ahhh, we gotten our wish, we waved and he waved back. we've completed our mission blah blah. but then we turn around like 5 min later and he's walking BACK towards our bus. ok now he's doing it on purpose. and he goes right by my window and i wave and 6) he looked and smiled. and i fainted. then i seriously died. cept he walked back up again. but this time he def. ignored us and we was pissed. haha. then we're about to drive away and whadda ya know. there he is near the fence. so i waved out the window and he looked but did nothing and i was like "what's ur name" but it was too late. we were gone. so now i'm sad i need to find out who he is and his name and such. so i'm gonna go undercover with laura ferrari who attends Ridgefield High, because i think i'm pretty sure he's from Ridgefield. so anyway. time to go cry, cause look at what time it is and i have done NOTHING. mwa mwa.

just to let y'all know. this memorial day sucked big time. it was so depressing and rainy. atleast we have a 4 day week. i have decided to take up guitar. and i found all these really cool ones that i want to get haha. it's gonna be hard, but i can do it. until tomorrow.

http://www.fender.com/gear/gear.php?partno=0138802

just some song and dance: ooo ahh oooo ahhh cool cool kittie. tell us about the boy from new york city.

L-Mac is so damn hott. i saw her at church today, and i was like "fiiiiine" haha. anyway, she didn't lie. i take it back. and yes i did start the blog trend, sorta. well for her anyway. love ya L-mackie. hollla.

i have been lied to today. some dear girl by the name of Elizabeth Marie Mcdonald (haha, i just made up that middle name) told me that she wrote about me in her blog. yet, i looked there and i found nothing having to do with me. i was very hurt that she would make up such a scheme and not even have any props to back it up. therefore i have written about her in the blog of mine and shall tell her i didn't write about her. then she will come looking and find that i did. AHAH. i am not sure how my plan is revengeful, but it is. just work with me here. last night was a kick butt cheerleading sleepover. can i just say what other team has sleepovers together? none other then ours. here is an overview of last night activities. it began when i arrived a little late from GIGA and was greeted with a large ASS belonging to Alicia. what a surprise. then i came inside and we all changed into our bathing suits and waited for the hot tub to heat up. while we were waiting, cassie untied my bathing suit twice, in which case everyone saw my boobs twice. not pleasant. thankfully wes hid his eyes. and i took courtney's large spongebob toy to cover myself. in the hot tub, everyone with ties on their bathing suits were untied atleast once, unless u were Alicia in which case ur whole bathing suit top was removed and thrown in the pool. although that was hilarious i must say. after the hot tub, we got changed except laura and i felt strangely not in a cloth wearing mood. so i walked around in my really cool underwear and she did too. well it was like a bathing suit, u understand. then people arrived to pick up jess vs, so i ran outside in my underwear to greet them. that was fun, let me tell you. before all this though, when peeps were still arriving i joined the mooning club and me britta and leash mooned meg, alyssa and kelly. holla. when everyone had settled down we watched the classic 10 things i hate about you followed by britta's favorite cruel intentions. by the time that had ended it was about 3 and everyone was pretty much out. except me, which is usually the case in sleep overs. so i being the little mother tucked the girls in and turned out the lights and tv off and scampered off into a room, opting not to sleep on the floor or couch, and made myself comfy in a nice queen sized bed. ha, everyone always falls asleep and then i get the bed. so anyway, then i woke up for church and here i am now. peace out.

i am sorry i did not attend track practice today. i am only an alternate for FCIACS and i just was not in the mood today i'm sorry. yesterday was horrible and i need today to get over it. i arrived home just in time to catch the last 20 minutes of Bob Ross and his riveting pieces of art which he makes look sooo easy. i am just fascinated by him. he's like just a touch here and little brushing there and he's got a forest of life like trees. OHHHH. i'm enjoying a nice jar of nutella at the moment and being disappointed that it's a cartoon on the Disney channel and not a good show. i'll have to check over to lifetime haha. peace out foooools. mwa

hellloo. my darling blog, i will marry you, if u twas not a computer. well anyway. today we had track practice in de rain. it twas not fun, no no not fun. u know. i say. tonight is the first young life i am going to in a week or so and i think duchess is open!!!! ahhhh. but i think all my friends there got fired. bah. well gooooodbye.

"I hate you but i love you, i can't stop thinking of you..." - song stuck in my head. hah and isn't it called stuck tooo? BAHH

well, today was our last trip into NYC, darn. the fun is over. tomorrow is thursday atleast. today we went to MLK high school in the upper west side. it was fly baha, we met all these cool ghetto kids, but they were really nice and friendly. my guide's name was Juvaonne. i think. but everyone called him juvi. he was really cool. after that we went to lincoln center and some other interesting places. Curell was in our group so he helped us out a lot. and he cleared up all those rumors about him. 1. he never went to jail in bridgeport 2. the bail was not 10,000 dollars. it was 250 and he bailed himself out 3. he stayed in the darien jail for 2 hours, not overnight. 3. hah i mean 4. well that's about it i think. then we ate at a cool diner place called Jackson Hole where i had a baked potato. laura had a bacon cheeseburger and jen had both our meals haha. it was hilarous. curell said he was full from a hot dog. pssh. then we checked in oh no we did our block study, that was interesting. then we did check in and then we had 2 hours of free time and we found the coolest stores. i need money so i can go back and spend like it's nobody's business. holla. then we took the lovely train home, it was pretty comfy. i need to take a shower from my dirty nyc day and do my thesis statement. woohoo. peace out homies. mwa mwa.

tonight we went to see Suzanna in her concert which was very good. talented bunch of youngins. then we went to the inside scoop which was closed, but we snuck in the back door sorta and got some scoops. twas good. oh btw on the way there, we completely missed exit 48 and ended up off 51. so we had to get back on and then we got sooo lost, sarah made 4 u turns in total and we had to call abby to find out how to get there. it was rough. but we made it and made up our own parking spot. but anyway. so on the way home, i remembered that i had some half baked in the freezer, and so now i'm eating it. only i would go out for ice cream and then come home and eat more. so that's what i'm doing now and kinda stressing about my humanities field trip for tomorrow, which i have to prepare for and i need some money and i have nothing what so ever. i also have some people mad at me and stuff, which is always a plus. NOT. gosh.

"I'm not crazy, i'm just a little impaired..." haha more like A LOT impaired.

today it's back to school and i'm soo tired. except we had a pd and it was one of the best cause it was at the Harmer's and theirs are always sooo good. and i got to see my "daddie", Courtney cause she was home from college, holla. i'm in another mood of no homework. but i've got to do some, poo. sigh.

hey y'all. prom was soooo much fun, the actual prom part was the best. artie was a wonderful date. except he forgot to pull the chair out for me haha, just kidding. everyone looked soo gorgeous, it was so exciting. the limo got messed up and we got jipped and post prom was soo boring, so after the actual prom things kinda went downhill. i went to bed at 4:30, one of the only ones at meggies. haha. all the rest went to watch the "sunrise" at like 5. which was stupid cause it was cloudy, i had a nice sleep. today i went to GIGA and to westport for a little with sarah and caroline. tonight is a dinner at church and my cuz is playing at the outback. so that's my plan today. i am sooo dang tired, it's like insane. i'm kinda sad it's over. darn. post-prom depression. well toodles.

i am sitting here in french class in the tech lab falling asleep. i've always loved the tech lab, but i hate actually having to work in it. it's good to watch movies in and do powerpoing presentations. my eyes are sooo dang itchy i can't stop rubbing them. madame is always in a bad mood. i wish it was the good old day of last year, when french used to be fun sometimes. and madame wasn't always mad. i have a math quiz next, which i'm set to fail. something about asymptonts, is that even a word? tomorrow is prom, ahh. crazy i say. i'm tres excited though. artie is determined to pay and i don't wanna let him cause i feel bad, but i think he's gonna find a way. which i guess isn't a totally bad thing. i'm getting my pedicure done today and skipping track practice, sorry. i am sooo damn stressed out. i went to bed last night at 1 and i could not get myself up this morning, it was horrible. i wanted to sleep forever. bahhh. well i'd better get back to learning about those si clauses. i've decided to fall on the floor off my chair and see if anyone notices. courtney said go for it. oh darn, out of time. mwa mwa

i have been sick and i'm still feeling a little bit yucky. i didn't go to school yesterday to catch up on some work and stuff but i'm still way behind. but i did get my tips on yesterday and it's kinda hard to type with them, but you know. so less then a week until prom, whooooopie. and i'm going with artie now hehe. today i have soo much homework, a p.d and i have to babysit. i love you, peace.

"Why not take a crazy chance? Why not do a crazy dance? If you lose the moment, you may lose a lot, so whyyyy nootttt?" - I love Lizzie Mcguire!!!!

i skipped school today cause i had too much damn work to do, it was absolute crazyness. i tried to work on it today but it didn't work much. poo. well anyway, this weekend we're going to NJ for mother's day. whooopie. tonight is bring a friend night, i have no friends darn. JUST KIDDING, LAURA. well i've got to go now. i love you mr. blog or mrs. i'm sorry i do not know ur sexuality. mwa mwa peace.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!! ha ha i am sorry, i am tooo hyper to type or fix my mistakes bye bye now.

hola, today i did absolutely nothing at track. it was actually kinda funny cause no one even noticed. I was supposed to hand offs and didn't, was supposed to run around the water towers, didn't, was supposed to do 6 goal posts, i did one. and i even managed to play hide and seek in the locker room and practice my gymnastics skills on the pole vault mat. sometimes i just love track and norrie. tonight i have to go babysit and then we're going for my bday dinner, because tomorrow night is the frosh/soph meet and i have to go, so we can't go out, darn it. so we're going tonight to plum trees, WORD. it's been a while since i've had sushi. i have so much work to do and it has to be on the night when i have so many things to do of course, darn it. anyway. peace.

today we had a track meet at wilton. it was kind of a sucky meet, no body did real well and it was really fast. it was fun though, cause we got to go to my favorite place, Picchicone farms. i just love that place. wow, lizzie mcguire just had a major spazm, cause it's the episode where she's Kate's partner for some project. but well....i love her. anyway, i'm out. mwa mwa.

i am here in school, trying to figure out math homework. it's soo crazy cause i have a test today and i'm gonna fail and i don't know what to do, OHHH. hello to ally teatom, she is here. voila. "hi there mr. morning, my favorite time of day..." i've got to be on my way. mwa mwa. two kisses for the sunshines.

hi fool. today was church, great fun. last night i watched swimfan, which wasn't that scary, yet i was very scared during that, i also cried. ok, it wasn't a sad movie...where did i get tears from? i'm soo weird. then to take away from my fear i watched when in rome, with mk and a. and i have to admit lizzie's rome movie beats it anyday. i have to say i was starting to fall asleep during it cause it was pretty boring, and could they have picked uglier guys to play Paulo and Ryan? Seriously, they are soooo ugly, atleast they could be like half hott. Paulo in the lizzie movie is hott, Gordo is hott, Ethan is hott. mk and a have to start taking advice from lizzie. but it was good anyway, even though i wanted to slap those two look alikes several times during the film. so now i'm going shopping with granny and tonight i think i'm going to sanctuary, cause i'm bored and i....'m stopping now. mwa mwa.

"Let's get emotional girls to all wear mood rings, so we'll be tipped off to when they're ticked off...she's so pretty but she doesn't always act that way, her mood's out swinging on the swingset almost everyday...mood ring oh mood ring, oh tell me will you bring the key to unlock this mystery of girls and their emotions, play it back in slow motion so i may understand the complex infrastructure known as the female mind." - Relient K, holla

hello my dear bloggin friend. Today was a busy day. SATs for 3 hours, which weren't as bad as i expected and it went by pretty quick, but i still can't imagine taking them again, which i will have to. Then me and jen drove to the track meet, smooth sailing. There i didn't have any races for say maybe 2.5 hours so i kinda sat around in the sun and read on a blanket. it was soooo relaxing and fun and i just loved it. but then time rolled around for me to do the 4 x 2 and then oh look here comes the 4 x 4. i could handle 200, but Norris just does not understand that i am not a 400 runner. Seriously, i cried at the end. and crawled back to my blankie. I couldn't walk. Anyway, i'm just glad it's over and i pray he will never make me run that again. That was the 2nd time in my 3 yrs of high school so far. and i'm not planning on a 3rd. So anyway, then i caught maybe the last 15 min of GIGA, which was nice. and now here i am at home. ohhh i'm soo tired i can barely walk. p.s. i'm still totally on my lizzie high. seriously, i might say i worship her, but i worship God way more, so i won't. and i'm having some breakage here from mk and a. they're being dragged down, SORRY kids.

alright, first of all. Tonight was opening night for THE LIZZIE MCGUIRE MOVIE and can i just say that it is the best movie ever. EVER. i loved it sooooo much. there were times it was very lame and kind of gay, but i mean it was PG and all, what did you expect. and i was getting a little annoyed with it, but then the ending just made up for everything, but i won't tell you what happened. but holy crap it was soooo good. ok and todays pasta dinner rocked as well. no i can't get off lizzie mcguire subject. ok Ethan is SOOOOO hott and Gordo is hott too, but ethan is tall which makes him hotter. anyway, i've gotta go cause SATs tomorrow. in the words of jen bennett: "sh*tballs" peace.

i feel like i'm gonna puke from drinking half a fribble. and tonight kinda turned out to be a sucky night, although it was good for most of the time. well i love you guys. my friends. and i love lizzie mcguire and she's all i have to look forward to as of right now. i wish i was a millionaire. mwa.

"...and i'm only gonna pierce my left ear and i've been working on this mustache all summer long and my favorite band will always be tears for fears and i'm gonna wear a pink tux to the prom...live without a care...what could possibly go wrong? when you're the president of the breakfast club and you're not hesitant to fall in love. To throw it away to fall in love with the 80's." - Relient K

i feel kinda sorta bad about skipping track practice today, but i can barely breath and i have a lot of work to do. and i was gonna make up my physics test today, but marrash couldn't do it so i thought well i might as well not even go to track. so whatev. sorry norrie. but i really should get started on work now. crap...SATs this weeked...haha that's a joke. i sure am laughing. well anyway, peace out fools. mwa mwa.

"Someone please save us, us college kids...i'm poor, i'm starving, i'm flat broke, i've got no cash to spend...oh no! not for me, not for me. Call it torture, call it university. No! Arts and crafts is all i need. I'll take calligraphy and then i'll make a fake degree...do what will make you happy. Do what you feel is right. Only but one thing matters, learn how to live your life. Do what will make God happy..." - Relient K