FATE!!

last night was a nice fatefilled night with nat and a bit of laur. after my brother's concert, i helped chrissie pack for inside out. that poor helpless girl can't even pack for a 4 day trip bahah, just kidding. but my help is always greatly needed for those who cannot fold their garments of clothing. and then of course nat left me 3 wonderful messages which made my heart yearn to see her. so i went for a visit. and she persuaded me to have a fate drive to new canaan, which we did. we met some cool kids there and saw my cuz. we drove around in the same circle like 7 times and then chatted with some new friends we met and the huge refrigerator box they had found and were playing with. then i got pizza hut and took the natster home. tonight i believe i am seeing the laurster because i haven't seen her in awhile and i only accidentally saw her last night for like a half hour so we need some time. specially since we are both going away this weekend. and foolish betsy ditched me tonight for some broadway play or crap like that baha. but i forgive her and we are hanging out next week. well fools that's all for now. but i love you.

so stressed

gahhh i'm finally at babysitting after practically going mentally insane. if my cousin doesn't finish that system though, the insanity will not be able to held inside. last night me and chrissie did something wicked to evan's room, i hope he reads this and wonders his little head off about it until he gets home. although evil, i'm sure he will greatly enjoy it. i know mary will. i love eating babysitting food, but sometimes the kids get mad at me for eating too much of it haha. i need some of my soup. i shall get some i believe. jo and mark are back!!! hoorah. and trevie is leaving oh too soon. camp is going better these days, less depressing. this rain rules also haha. i'm so dumb, i watered the plants today and look at this pouringness. oh well. goodbye.

the system

the cousin took my car to put the new system in. last time he said that my car came back with a bunch of speakers and wires floating around the back seat. so he better do it this time or die. i have to go water the donohue's house and then bring my bro somewhere and then babysit and then i wanna see a late night napoleon dynamite. anyway, that prob won't work out. yeah, skip the late night movie. peace fools. mwa.

metrosexual

i am at chrissie's right now. she is on the phone with metrosexual. we just looked at a wonderful website of barclay fryery. a grand GAY designer. he is absolutely ridiculous and hilarious. oh dear, she's hanging up bahah. goodbye now i must go speak avec her now.

ode to meganeth

MNC132 (5:05:40 PM): haha he didnt know who she was. and we couldnt even like PHRASE what a fool she looked like . cuz like, i think its hilarious when people are SOO ugly but you cant think of what actually like makes them THAT terrible
MNC132 (5:05:46 PM): like shes not fat...
MNC132 (5:05:50 PM): her eyes are like normal shaped
MNC132 (5:05:56 PM): like i cant explain it
MNC132 (5:06:03 PM): shes just hideously a monsterous beast
MNC132 (5:06:11 PM): like i cant discover WHAT makes her ugly
MNC132 (5:06:17 PM): its just like...her life


SUCKAS!!! meganeth, i love thou forever and lex/luther too. he shall never frighten us again, not even his reflection. that's what i thoughteth. mwaeth.

why are there so many songs about rainbows?

and what's on the other side????? bahh the rainbow connection rules

MY NEW BATHING SUITS CAME TODAY!! hooorah....well 1.5 of 2 came. so i'll have to wait awhile for the other one. anyway, i'm excited to wear them, but i'm not sure if they fit right or not, so i'm going to christina brennan for outside opinions. talk to ya'lls lata.

errm

i'm really fond of this word. words i am also fond of:
gahhh
bahhh
mehhh
orgasmic
incestual
leper
let me go look in the back of my french notebook and find my list of favorite words that i wrote when i was never ever listening or learning in french and then i can continue the list....
costas vlahakis (this is actually someone's name...but it is sooo stinkin fun to say...admit it)
womanizer
muzzle
morgl (not an actual word, but found in kendall's phone)
muggle (wump may be added at the end if needed)
lamb
womb
mitten (s is optional)
fuzzy lumpkins (i wish i could have a pet fuzzy lumpkin...what it would be i'm not so sure)
frolic
fool (i use this one a little too often though and certain fools have put a ban on it)
SUCKAS!!! (love that one)

well that's about it that i can think of. cheerio.

peace out

oh kip, why are you such a hottie?

tina, come get some ham

although it may not seem like it, it's still saturday night. today was pretty grand. i awoke. went to the bank and stuff. came home. had a fight with someone. made up. went to walmart and the westchester with sarah. at the westchester i got some wondrous things. i got pajamas that say what's shakin' bacon on them, another ariel shirt from the disney store, lip venom from sephora and CANDY. and oh my lordy, at sephora they have jessica simpson's new line of makeup which is edible!!!!!!! it's amazing. so me and sarah kept like spraying ourselves with this stuff and then licking our arms, oh my gosh it was soo deeelish. and we wanted to buy it so badly just so we could be like hey, lick me. so i gots to get back there when i'm richer and buy some. then i came home and went to brewster with my fam to have dinner with my aunt, uncle and grandpa for my aunt's birthday and we heard a cool jazz band and it was fun. but then it got boring and so finally we left and then we sang oldies the whole way home and then i explained all about napoleon dynamite and why it rules to my brother and then i let him hear all the sounds and video clips online and now he's dying to see it and i want to see it again because there is a new scene added at the end and i must see it!! so anyway that's all for now. toodles folks.

naughty me

i got in trouble today for being a bad counselor. they were like if you don't like this job you can leave, we are overstaffed. bah i felt so horrible and bad. but i don't care that much cause i got paid and it's lovely. and there is only one session left. but i do have to go back to the doctor now to see if i got a rash or anything from my shot the other day. and that is all me loves.

duffle trying to be hardcore...

hey boys are you ready for the shock, i'm living proof, the girl can rock. spread the news around every single block, hey boys, the girl can rock.

crack me up. well i'm already cracked. i actually laughed a lot at camp today, it was fun. but then we had a big staff meeting about everything we do wrong and i think everything they mentioned i have done atleast once, so i suck but it's funny. peace.

gag

can i please just be like 4 or 26. either age will do, cause 18 sure isn't doing.

or 12. maybe. 12 might even be good...nah probably younger. like 8. that's my favorite number so it would be nice. 8 is such a pretty number i love it. it's so roundy and perfect and pretty.

yeah. boot. ing all over. i forgot how much fun it is to write short sentences with lots of periods. well. tha† was a long one. but from now on. they will be short. cause it's cooler that way. dude. wheres my car? ashton is so frickin hott. bang me. nah. don't. that movie reminds me of fun. which is not now. i have to go to the doctor. i have to get a shot for college. sometimes i like the doctor. sometimes i don't. paper dresses are funny. yeah about that. if i had paper clothes...i'd be a paper doll. my clothes would stay on with little tabs. that would be kinda cool maybe. maybe not cause they fall off easy. then i'd be nakie. funny stuff. i can only breathe out of one nostril. save me from this. torture. more ways then one. i've said that phrase recently. stop. ok. enough. au. revoir. mwa.

gosh

if i ever wanted to puke and cry and scream and kill people all at one time, it would be right now. no details please but atleast i know SOMEONE feels my pain. atleats some of it.

i have things, sort of. barely at all, i have things. people take them. i don't have them anymore. now i have nothing. i got them back, some of them. a little bit. more people took them and now i don't have them anymore, again. again, i have nothing. sort of. well anyway. i give up, everyone just take everything and i will go to austria. the von trapps have so much more to offer me then any of you fools. I WILL GLADLY WEAR CLOTHES MADE FROM HIDEOUS CURTAINS. and if i have to run from nazis, so be it. but if someone takes one more thing frome me, i don't know if i can control what might happen next or what i might do. I HAVE BEEN KNOWN TO BEAT PEOPLE UP. haha ok. this may be slightly humourous, but i am being serious. this is no game.

i have gone to eat my gummy worms. maybe i'll choke on one, it would be much appreciated. oh i do believe this is called deja vu.

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"well, if it isn't little betty crocker from the hood" - a cinderella story

"she's not very smart...at all" - suz on "yarm" or is yarn? yarn is cool.

rain falls angry on the tin roof as we lay awake in my bed

oh i have refallen in love with that song and the rest of my edwin mcain cd thanks to duffle and a cinderella story. grrrrand movie, by the way. brought tears to my eyes, i'm not gonna lie. speaking of tears to my eyes, that stinkin "i'll be" song made me cry on the way home and i need to get it out, so i'm gonna go watch my pre-set to the crying part armageddon. i need a good cry. a lot of things and people are bothering me and i feel like no one at all wants to hear me complain, except maybe suz and she did already today so...i wish edwin would sing to me and say "i'll be your cryin' shoulder" cause damn, i need one. and i can't reach my own. ok, i can, but who wants to cry on their own shoulder? not i. anyway, my parents are still in nyc which is even sadder cause they're at a wake of my mom's coworker's daughter who died who was like 2 years old. she drowned and it's so horrible i can't even comprehend. i barely knew her and i'm like wait she's not dead, but she is and it's so weird. i can't swallow it, it's just so messed up. man, i'm gonna start crying again before i even start watching armegeddon, but i better get downstairs cause i ordered dominos for willeh and me since the parentals are out late. goodbye losers. but who is the biggest loser of us all? MOI!!! mwa.

dang

back home to the boring, uncolorful blog, BUT. i have leftover sushi from last night which i am incredibly excited to eat and i'm going to see a cinderella story tonight with suz and sarah and i'm also very excited for that. my contact is being a biotch though and that's not exciting. hmm yeah. goodbye. oh yeah and i got in trouble today for sleeping too much during camp HAHAH. oh well, guess i'll have to cut down on my nap time while the kids are drowning in the pool. bah.

BAH I LOVE IT

titles rule yo.  holy crap, on this computer you can change the font.  so right now i am babysitting and it rules because the parents took zach and his friend to the movie and i am here with the baby and she's taking her nap and she doesn't wake up till like 5:30 and the parents get home at like 6, so i'm like doing nothing and it's so nice.  and they have satellite tv which means THE N!!!!!!  and i can do amazing blog stuff on here and it's really cool!!!  man, i love it.  anyway, i better get back to my cheerleading on espn2.  i get chills when i watch cheerleading it's so amazing.  i love it.  i just sit there with a wide open mouth and watch their insane stunts.  well i can't explain it but i wish i was that amazing.  ok i love you all goodbye.

IT WORKED!!!!

will this work?

not sure if the title thing on here will work or not, but it's worth a try. i'm sad and i'm not sure why. no one is home and i'm all by lonesome. and i just keep listening to "for good" over and over and over and over and it saddens me more even though it should make me happyish. well anyway, i also feel a little nauseous cause i ate too many rice crispies. and i have like 934594 thank you cards to write. and i feel pooish. well i guess i'm done now.

"like a ship blown from it's mooring by a wind off the sea, like a seed dropped by a skybird in a distant wood, who can say if i've been changed for the better, but because i knew you i have been changed for good. and just to clear the air i ask forgiveness for the things i've done you blame me for. but then i guess we know theres blame to share and none of it seems to matter anymore. like a comet pulled from orbit as it passes a sun, like a stream that meets a boulder halfway through the wood."

ok, napoleon dynamite...so random and retarded and pointless but soo hilarious. bahha, i loved it even though it was so dumb. now i'm tired. goodnight. hilary is so angry with me for breaking our agreement. but luckily i made it up to her because her sister haylie was in nap. dyna. and so i supported her sister instead.

AHH opening night of a cinderella story, i need to see it. me and hilary have this little agreement that i see all her movies on opening night. so....yeah. who's coming with me?

someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection, the lovers, the dreamers and me

i'm drinking my chocolate/pb milkshake from last night. it makes me happy sort of. but i'm listening to "for good" from wicked and it makes me kinda happy slash more sad i dont know why. i'm just always sad, i don't wanna go to college. i used to be excited, i'm not anymore. i want to cry. i probably will, like everyday i get there. I WANT MEXICOOOOO WAAAA RIGHT FRICKIN' NOW.

well it surprisingly didn't rain today, which was actually good for a change because there were no rooms inside the IC for us to use if it did rain. and it was pizza dayhahhdfjsahdjf I LOVE PIZZA DAY. even though a lot of fools were absent today for a funeral so i had to go to a different group and i kinda missed my group a little, but actually hah whatever. tonight there is a bbq at evan's for some youth businasss. man, i don't know what i'm gonna do without my booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. ahaha. urshur. well i have to go take a shower and pray that it doesn't decide to rain now, that would be annoying. g-bye.

i feel sick blah. in more ways then one. nobody mourns the wicked. i wish i was a witch so i could run off in hiding with my scarecrow man. i'm jealous of tom and shelli they got to see idina menzel and were in the THIRD ROW. boo hoo. maybe i'll go die now. or maybe i'll just clean my room before my mom gets home and beats me and then i'll die.

"i've heard it said that people come into our lives for a reason...well, i don't know if that's true but i know i'm who i am today because i knew you...i have been changed for good."

oh how i love rain days. i finally got my exciting megan dice bracelets at the mall yay i am so happy about that. and i got some pretty earrings too. but my phone is still mad messed up, i gotta fix that yo. hmm i believe i am babysitting today. how i will miss my kids when i go to college. waaa, let's not talk about that. damn, i love the usher song. that i learned about at amy's party ahha, suz. hey speaking of suz, she died last night and i'm really worried about her cause i haven't heard from her since then. AH suz where are you what happened to you??? well i don't actually have anything to say as you can see from my ramblings above so goodbye.

oh the d. chicks spice up this sad and depressing weather so well. today since it was about to rain we watched daddy day care inside and it was so nice and relaxing i took a nice nap. and i had sushi and potato cones and miso soup and salad for lunch and it was soo scrumptious. yeah a mixture of garden catering and kiku sushi how funny baha. anyway, i must depart and maybe watch the music man cause suz let me borrow that a long time ago and i never watched it. although i do wish i had something else to eat right about now. daaamn i never stop somebody help me, RICHARD SIMMONS you are being beckoned. HAH.

OH. i'm supposed to write about the events of the last few days because HOMELESSTERRYBERNARD wants me to. haha i didn't put any spaces between his name, how funny.

alright well it started on saturday which was my graduation party and it was mucho fun. karioke (spelling??), food, lots of fun fools. yes and prezzies oh yess. anyway, then the party came back to my house and that was fun too, just hanging out and eating more and more of my foolish friends showed up like abbie, nat, ken, britta (WEARING NO UNDERWEAR). me, suz and laur kept the party going. then sarah showed up later and we went for a walk and smoked cigars. then i felt really dizzy and couldn't sit up and then something weird happened and like all this crazy energy started flowing. and we had a jazz club in the basement with my psycho relatives whom i love to bits and pieces. then we went upstairs and did table slides and all sorts of crrrrazy weird things. evan tried my skirt on except he stretched it out and that angered me. oh but that did not anger me as much as when he got into my BED WITH HIS DIRTY HOMELESS CLOTHES ON AND TOUCHED MY POOR STUFFED PEPPER. that was horrid. then he got nailpolish in my bed. by that time everyone had left though, cept me, suz, sarah and him. then we hung out for a while and sarah left. then even willie went to bed and we started watching save the last dance, but we got bored and snuck out. at like 3 ish. we went to stop and shop and then to waveny to eat our lunchables except we got really freaked out and evan kept scaring me but not suz cause she is brave. except then she did get scared and so we all ran away quickly. and i ate mine on the benches outside baskin robbins. at like 6 in the morning it was hilarious. then we stopped at suz's and then back to my house and just chilled outside for a while and then everyone had to pee so we went inside again and then just sat around for like a million hours it seemed until it was church time. and suz fell asleep and me and evan looked at photo albums and he made fun of me and my brother. and then we went to church and then evan got deathly ill cause he hadn't eaten anything in like 12 hours. and had gotten no sleep. then he went home and suz went home and i went to thom's party and fell asleep a lot and then other boring stuff and now it's today. but ALL-NIGHTERS RULE HOOORAH. goodbye FOOOLS.

ello poppet. harry potter is so on fox family right now arrrghghhg. bargh. oogie boogie i am going to bed so freaking early tonight it's amazing. i shall get in bed at 10 at the latest. dang it, it's already 9:34. how that sucketh's. alright, harry potter is overtaking my concentration. i must go indulge in the wondrousness and laugh at their stupidity. maybe one day i will share the details of the last like 30 hours, but as of now i am too fatigued. oh snap ron just so got that troll. i need to see harry potter numero trois and shrek 2 and i forget what else. but there are so many more movies that i need to see gosh diggity darn it. byeyeyeeye.

i've been up for over 24 hours AHAHHAHAHAH beat that!

bah hah hah. i didn't get paid today it was very sad, i cried. just kidding i didn't cry, but i didn't get paid. i went to colony with laur for dinner then br then saw suz at the beach and said bye to jo and mark who are leaving for camp. partay tomorrow holla word. goodbye my dear FOOLS.

after work today i went to the mall with laura and saw soo many people there. we saw bryan, brian, anne franchina and her mom, megan kerrisk, melissa who i work with, some lady that laura knows, sarah baldwin and i think that's it. but it was tres crrrazy. anyway, now i am tired, well i am always tired. but now i'm kinda thirsty. think i will go drink something. peace.

um hello. i am not looking wher i'm typing so if i msee up sorry. cause i need to stare somewhere cause it feels good for m my eyes. yeah it happens someitmes so bite me. i hate wsork. di e die die di eid ie. well goodbye now.

today was depressing. they changed my group again and i don't like it one little bit and in general i just feel like i have a sad web hanging over me. or something. well bite me goodbye. tonight i'm going to pcp with betsy holla.

what a lady what a night, that song just shimmied it's way into my head. i got in trouble tonight but now things are better cause my mama is not hating on me no mizzle. today i thought i had work but i didn't as i said before. so i got my piccies developed and did stuff around the house mostly all day. then i picked up the suz and we went to the chen's for some kinda partayy. then we left there and went to evan's to give him some piccies and look at his and chizizzle. we played with sparklers and ate pizza and drank poor man's sprite. then we had group therapy with me and jo and it was grand followed by some other weird subjects with mommy hue and the gang. then we were gonna watch a movie but my mom had a breakdown and said no and mommy hue empathized with her and then i had to go home or else my daddy would "empathize my butt". so here i am. i am going to eat some ice cream i found now and then do some work like putting china back in the china cabinet in a regimented order. not really but i wanted to use the word regiment. nikita lives on my street now. how frickin' weird is that. maybe he can get BR to deliver to me. that would rule the world. i rule the world. bizzzle.

so remember what i said about going to work today, well i was so very wrong. yet, i didn't find out i was wrong until i got to work and learned there was no camp today. so i got up at freakin 8 in the morning for no freakin reason. and now i'm just annoyed. but i dropped my pix off at walmart and i'm soo excited for them and i'm helping my mama today. and i just got really hungry. i can't go into detail about mexico or i'll have an emotional breakdown. plus it's too hard to try and remember everything, all i can say is that i'm really glad i got to go, it was an amazing experience and as much as i wanted to come home, i miss it greatly. goodbye.

ahh i'm so home. but it's tomorrow already and i have to go to work...today. oh crap that sucks. goodbye my loves, i will chat bout mexico and tx latttta.