i'm drinking my chocolate/pb milkshake from last night. it makes me happy sort of. but i'm listening to "for good" from wicked and it makes me kinda happy slash more sad i dont know why. i'm just always sad, i don't wanna go to college. i used to be excited, i'm not anymore. i want to cry. i probably will, like everyday i get there. I WANT MEXICOOOOO WAAAA RIGHT FRICKIN' NOW.