i wish i was 90 miles outside chicago so i could sing that song mandy moore/that other guy sings. too bad. tomorrow is school, dammnnn. oh well soon it will be christmas. HOORAY JESUS. tonight was fun. well today was fun altogether, i like spending all day at church. it makes me happy and feel relaxed cause church is a lovely place. and coldstone creamery is a damn good ice cream place i'll admit. but it's too complicated and overwhelming for me. i like to be simple and stick with my BR peanut butter and chocolate. shout out to lizzie mac, sarah maddie, and suzie. i love them all a bunch and i love spending all church with them. HOORAH. well i am off to go to bed sorta early i guess. well early for me. hehe.


oh btw me and sarah (plus suz, even though she didn't know the importance of this trip). well we took a little ride to upper shad and let's just say we were successful this time. although it wasn't such a good success, but whatev. it made me feel a little better but a little sad and mad at the same time, but i'm gonna stop talking now since NO ONE except sarah knows what i'm talking about and i'm reall not making any sense. mwa mwa love you all. xoxoxoox.

in the wise words of lizzie....

"LET FREEDOM RING - FOR THE LAMBS!!!" yay i love lambs. me + lambs = 4eva. BAHAHHA.

today went by so fast and i did barely nothing. i was just happy for a while, but i stopped being now. i think i will call elizabeth mc'd. new tires hooray. i got pajamas from old navy for a $1.97. holla. that was a durn good deal i must say. xox. mwa.

today started out quite horribly to be exact but got better as the day progressed. i don't have to buy a new rim so that's good. and the foster's party was a grand amount of fun. we saw olivia's hott cousin patrick tonight. man, he got hotter all the time. foolish olivia lied to us though. whatev. freak. i don't feel much like typing now so i guess i'll be heading out. mwa.

santa baby.

hello chillins. today the turkey bowl was quite interesting. i saw some loverly grads, unfortunately not my old love casey. he was MIA. but i did see brian and then i puked. oh well he got tres ugly. laura didn't agree with me on this but whatev. then we met olivia's HOTT cousin named patrick. bah damn he was so hott. and then we "drove" oliva home so that we could go inside and see him again. bahah me and laur are such dorks. oh well. i love us. after the game which we tied and that sucked, but we were winning for awhile and then they caught up and then we were winning again and then they caught up and then the game was over and the offcials gave us a second overtime. that was so helpful...NOT. but tis ok atleast we didn't lose.

after the game and such my fam and i and my granny and my aunt, uncle and cousins from NC went to NYC for some dandy fun. we did such tourist things as see the stinkin tree and walk for miles and watch dumb people ice skate and look in the windows at stupid shops and etc. etc. but the real reason we went to NYC was because was to go to the bomb diggity restaurant called Churrascaria plataforma. and it's like brazilan or something and theres like a thousand waiters who run around with huge meats on swords and slice them off for you. and then there is a salad bar with sushi and other amazing foods. so i got quite full there. ooooo it was grand. and i got socks and a taxi shirt. hoorah.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING. MWA MWA MWA. I LOVE YOU MONSIOUR BLOG. you are my main man.

hey y'all. just came from the turkey bowl PD. it was so freakin amazing. they had like ham and pork and pasta and and it was soooooo good. and then they had the bestest desserts on the face of the earrrrth. soon we're going rolling as kendall likes to call it. (aka tp-ing)

oh man today i got a flat tire. i have no idea how, but i did. and mr. kendall's dad wuthrich came to fix it. it was badass bahahah, but then we went to ken's and got dressed and such and she straightened me and laura's hair. and laura's still looks good, but mine looks like shite. oh well. so i had to put it half up. anyway. i really don't feel like rolling anymore but whatev. i also feel sick from eating too much, but also whatev. well i guess i have to go find these tapes now that laur wants to watch. oh the things i do for my laur. bah. mwa mwa.

There is no good reason, I should have to be so alone.
I'm smothered by this emptiness, Lord I wish I was made of stone.
Like a fool I lent my soul to love and it paid me back in change.
God, help me, am I the only one who's ever felt this way?

There is a wound inside me and it's bleeding like a flood.
There's times when I see a light ahead, hope is not enough.
And another night surrounds me and it pounds me like a wave,
God, help me, am i the only one who's ever felt this way?


that's all i have to say. goodbye.

thank god for you. the wind beneath my wings. what a wondrous song. i am so sad. natalie left for paris today and i might go insane without her, no kidding. i didn't know she was leaving so quick and i didn't get to say bye. and plus she left mad at me, cause i didn't give her her shirt, because i thought i was seeing her later so it was in my car. I'M SORRY NAT. i'm tres excited cause i have almost NO homework tonight and i don't have to babysit and tomorrow is half day. holla. MEG GLEASON CAME TO SCHOOL TODAY. meg gleason, oh meg. i wish to marry her. or have her adopt me. how i love that girl. i might cry. ahh. to see hilariously funny t-shirts, sometimes offensive, go to www.tshirthell.com. tis quite a grand site. anywhooooooo. michael jackson is one freakin' scary man. i wouldn't touch him with a 39 and half foot pole. hehe mr. grinch. ooo christmas time. what fun. mwa.

"a moment becomes a memory. turning moments into memories. korbel." yes that's right. that was a champagne commercial, but it was so stinkin touching. oh well.

HI GUYS. "haven't slept since 10 am on sunday morning" sarah here. i don't know if i stated in my blog entry last "night" or was it this morning? well anyway, ya me and amelia NEVER went to bed. that's right. we worked on the project from 9pm to 6:15 in the morning. then we went to the post road diner for breakfast and i had grilled cheese. damn it was good. then we went to school. i am very surprised i even made it through the day. i think it may have been because i skipped french to sleep in the nurse's office. hehe twas so nice. i love those nurse beds. and it was so warm and cozy in there. and earlier this morn i went in at the end of my free and tansu and melida were there. and tansu gave me a wondrous back rub, how i love her. and melida well good ol' melida just cracked me up. anyway. i am going to bed so early tonight. and...and i am going to do my homework and take a shower. YAY. mwa.

HEYYYY. long time no blog. so right now i'm at amelia's and we're "working" on our project for law and gov that we didn't start until 9:15 tonight and it's due tomorrow. wow we suck at life. i just drove home (in 2 minutes might i add) and got my sleeping over stuff since we're not even half way done and what time is it? yes, that's what i thought. anyway, we have to get back to work now, but i have missed you mr. blog. so i had to say hello!!!! ohhhh, stress has taken over my life. ahh amelia kill me now. "ok sarah" boom boom. dead. peace out mwa.

i wish that life was a highway and that i could ride it all night long. or drive it all night long. whichever verb you choose to use is up to you. hmm. today we had no practice. that was grand amounts of fun. i found the bestest coolest shoes everrrrrrr at athlete's foot where joe works. i am getting them, no doubt. peace out. that rhymed coooool. time for pizza. mwa.

cowboy, take me away

damn i'm bored. i was thinking about leaving school but i'm too lazy and tired to walk to my car. plus it's too much of a hassle and it's raining. and i feel sick and suddenly got this wave of tiredness on me. i think it's because we did our botany projects the last 2 periods and i just ate so many weird combinations of food way too early in the morning. i had mozzarella, tomatos and basil, pumpkin pie, pickles, spiced apple cider, cinnamon cookies, tarragon salad, coffee with cardamom, chips and salsa (homemade by the way), ginger snaps that were really really bad, cupcakes with mace haha, quiche type things with fillo dough and spinach inside and man i am gonna really barf now.

anyway, i'm bored, sick, and tired so i think i'll go now. mwa mwa.

alright so. today in law and gov, frank and jon were being tres stupide. let me start from the beginning. this will probably be a boring story to everyone, but i thought it was funny so bite me. well it all started with someone's feet smelling. so everyone was like "who took their shoes off, who smells?" and jamie had his shoes off but it wasn't him cause it was coming from the other side of the room. sooooo all of a sudden everyone is looking at chase and they're like hmm yah you smell chase, put ur shoes back on. except i think that his shoes were actually on and he just smelled in general cause when he was near me later there was def. a stench. but what do i know? i was on the other side of the room. so then we think it's over cause we opened doors and windows and mr. balazs was like ok bequiet now. but no. so frank and jon take off their shoes now and start being dumb and then frank starts throwing his shoes around and i swear this story has a point. the point is a funny quote from mr. balazs. i'm getting there. so everyone is making noise and kim is like eww i'm not picking up ur shoe and giving it back, my hand will smell forever. so mr. balazs started getting really mad and he was like ok guys come on, i'm gonna kick you out. so someone...i forget who...i think it was graham. yes, it was. graham somehow picks up the shoe with his foot and throws it with his foot back to frank who catchs it without hands. it just like landed in his lap. and everyone was like wow that was so good. and then good old mr. balazs said "that WAS impressive" and...ahahahahahahahh it was just sooo hilarious. cause even our teacher was like wow good throw. alright i'll stop now. i'm so happy i have very little homework today, hoooray.

CLAY AIKEN SHOULD BE STONED.
WHO IS HE?
WHERE DID HE COME FROM?
WHY DOES HE LOOK LIKE HE'S 10 YEARS OLD?
WHY IS HE SO GAY?
AND WHY THE HELL DOES HE WANT TO BE A FLY ON SOMEONE'S WALL AND WATCH THEM IN THEIR ROOM. I MEAN HELLOOOOO THAT IS JUST WEIRD. CAN WE ALL SAY STALKERR. i can. peace. and i really wish he was invisible.

mwa mwa

"That WAS impressive..." - Mr. Balazs. AHAHA. xoxo.

CHASE SMELLS SOOOOO BADLY. don't anyone ever go near chase pizziona. he smelled up my law and gov class soo much the brother of my darling lover natalie had to spray some axe which he happened to have in his backpack... oh matt. HOW I LOVE AXE. i would die for anyone who wears it. spread it on. super troopers BAHAHHA. see but no one remembers that line, because no one has seen that movie as many times as me. well peace out. i have a great quote from mr. balaz but the bell is about to ring and i think i spelled his name wrong. hah. LOVE YA. mwam mwa mwa mklsdjfashd. xoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxox.

It makes me so happy that today feels like monday for me but it's really tuesday. that means tomorrow is hump day...and we all know what that means...cough natalie cough. cough. coughity cough cough. as usual work is needed to be done, but as oh crap. i have to go i just remembered i have to do my botany uh what's it called. bibliography. ya that's it. PEACE OUT. mwa mwa mwa. xoxox

"don't put a heart around the name of whom you love, put a circle, because hearts get broken and circles never end." HOORAY.

i have a serious problem. i have to stop getting and being so sad all the time. it even annoys me. i'm happy for like 1/4 of a second and then it's done. it's freakin annoying gosh darn it. i just thought i would say that and get it out. and take a break from laying on the floor. listening to dixie chicks and crying. whhhaaattt ttthhee heellleellee. peeeace.

hello. my name is mister nice. BAHHAH. i have finished botany, world lit., botany and not really actually have i finished botany but i will get to it. and i still have to read the frickin french story. and elizabeth mcguire is on so DUH i have to watch it. oh ethan. whoa, ethan totally totally just dissed gordo just like really badly. oo ouch. anyway, peace out foos. i have no more to say except to add this wonderful quote(s) oh wait: parker. remember that.

Texasbabe0917: thats cuz its more expensive so its nicer so its thicker so its not as watered down

EVERYONE IF YOU EVER NEED TO UNDERSTAND ANYTHING JUST ASK KENDALL....AS YOU CAN SEE SHE IS THE BEST AT EXPLAINING THINGS.........................................................................................................NOTTTT!! AHAHAHH. just kidding i love you kendall leigh wuthrich so very much.

today is a strange day. i stayed home from school and i am working on my paper, which i believe is coming along quite nicely if you ask me. i just have a bit more to do. i am happy because of happy things and happy things that happened last night which was also a happy night if you minus the fact that i was depressed and not writing my exploratory essay that was due today and i was sad. but then i got happy and then ma mere et mon pere let me stay home today and i got to sleep in until 10:30 and then i worked on my paper and then i had breakfast and watched some crazy european awards show on MTV with christina aguwhateva as one of the hosts and DAMN she looked so ugly. she was wearing some like lace suit, i was like girl put on some clothes and dye ur freakin hair back blonde cause black is soooooooo not ur color. but anyway, she won an award which i was happy for cause even though i don't like her, i'm glad she one the award cause i like her music. after that i procrastinated a bit and now i'm back to writing my paper!! hooray i think i've almost got my four pages done. now that doesn't seem like a lot, but if you were writing this "exploratory essay" 4 pages seems like 10, so bite me. except since i'm blogging now...i'm not actually working on my paper. so i'd better get on that. MWA MWA MWA MWA. xoxxxooxxoxoxooxox.

well the cooking show is done. thank god. gee whiz as suzanna would say. good grief. bah ha. now i have to write my stinkin paper. let's just say....i might be going in late to school tomorrow. or just not at all. well. i'd better get to work, or atleast try to. oh poo. this is so depressing. mwa mwa.

I'M HOME!!!! and depressed. gosh darn, i can't stand coming home. i just can't deal. well i need to go do my cooking show and write my exploratory essay. oh what joy. mwa.

"She needs to get laid so bad. i guarantee if she got laid by something without batteries she'd be a much better person." - narc Mike Steeger on Mrs. Russo. what an amazing and so true observation. as the disney show once said..."that's so weird."

off to litchfield. peace. mwa mwa. see u in a few days. xoxo.

ya i def. typed something and it deleted it. damn i hate this blog sometimes. well i as usual am not going to retype cause i don't feel like it. but i wont' be blogging for a while cause we're leaving for retreat tomorrow. i'll miss you blog. p.s. cheerleaders who don't dress ghetto are pussys and deserve to be off the team.

"i really have the biggest urge to give you a wedgie right now with those on (boxers)" - Tash hahaha. off to peace out.

p.s. as i said before, when it was deleted. but i'm using a laptop from this amazing new mobile computer lab we have and it's like the bomb. laptops make me jump around with joy. time to eat food. hoorah. mwa.

i need wide open spaces. room to make my big mistakes. cause let me tell you, i am just like one big mistake. quite humorous actually. today we had a TD (for you dummies that's a taco dinner) at laura's for the game tomorrow that i can't go to because i am going away for the weekend. YOUTH GROUP RETREAT HOLLA. aka yoot groop retreat. but i like to be normal.

SO TOMORROW we're dressing ghetto for the game (that i'm missing) but i'm still dressing ghetto, because who can resist dressing ghetto? specially when ur me or laura. or specially when ur a gangsta....like me. anyway i don't have too much homework today which is always very very good. i feel a bit on the sick side. but i will recover. too many tacos. mwa mwa.

TECH LAB. holla.

lizmcd87 (11:34:39 PM): it told me i was marrying henry
lizmcd87 (11:34:53 PM): so maybe it will tell you you are marrying shitbucket or whatever his name is

I LOVE YOU ELIZABETH MARGARET MCDONALD.

i was just trying to slick except i was holding a book and i dropped it and got all flustered like. so much for being SUAVEEE.

hahah. kai just told me about how he made his own drink.

"you take one 25 ounce bottle of snapple water and pour the entire contents of a blue pixie stick into the water. shake vigourously for two minutes or until pixie dust is completely dissolved." THANK YOU KAI. everyone go home and make that today. yay.

laura just tasted the drink and said
"wow, that tasted exactly like blue pixie stuff in water" 1 minute later. "ok, i don't like it..." "get out of my house", says kai.

"sarah is stinky" kai snickers. sarah punches him in the head. "you suck" he says. he's holding eye drops. "it's for contacts" he says. sure kai, contacts my butt. then he hit me on the head with the bottle. that was unexpected and it hurt. get away from me fool. he just did it again and again. man, that's a hard bottle. now he and laura are fighting and he just tried to hit me again. man, this kid is violent.

"i love cheer sex" kai just informed us.

alright, i got up early to come see my devil teacher about my paper but she's freakin not here. what the hell. i got my poor sleepless body out of bed at 6freakin55 this morning and look for what? to come here and walk around because damn ms. nelson isn't here. DIE. me and katie bennett are aimlessly searching the halls for her. until now and i even skipped breakfast, i think i may go get some of that now.

so i'm sitting next to someone on the hit list. i was originally a computer away from her, and that was close enough, but there weren't any other computers. then the girl next to me switched computers with her. what the hello, operator? so now i'm sitting next to her and i just want to punch her or atleast stare her down like nat does and have her get all nervous and not know what to do.

i think i'm gonna go get some breakfast. p.s. a rainy morning = a sucky, sad, depressing day. damn.

what the freak. can't i just stay happy for like more then an hour. well this post isn't to talk about how i'm sad cause that's boring and depressing. it is to talk about CAROLINE DONOVAN also known as BRU BRU 2. i would first like to mention how she is such a wonderfully amazing person. and i love her insanely much. i would also like to mention how sad i am that she moved to some damn town called wellsford or wellstown or wellsville or something with a well right before my senior year which is the last year i will get to see her before college. so that's sad. but to ease my pain she makes me comics. i recieved my first one today since last year before she even moved. i have a huge stash of them and just reading them puts a smile on my face. caroline is one of the few people who understand my rage. she was with me, when i ran a stuffed animal over, shut it's head in a window, burned it and cut it up into little pieces. yes, i know that sounds insane, but under the circumstances, i would say it was a rather normal reaction. well anyway, i would just like to publically thank caroline for all the joy she brings my life and to tell her i miss her greatly and i do not know what to do wihout her when i stalk froshies like little j-bock and nebbie. i mean seriously. well anyway. gotta go frickers. peace.
I LOVE CAROLINE DONOVAN.

"maybe him will be there." - Laura

"hey i'm from darien. wanna fight, *****" - me. "what?" - laura "hey i'm from darien. wanna fight, *****" - nat.

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHHAHAAHAA.

if there was ever a more fateish night then tonight, it's not possible. let's just say i've lost my voice from screaming. and some kid who was maybe no more then 10 years old called us, well me specifically, a f*ckin' dumba**. excuse me mr. smarty pants i'm from new canaan but i'm trying to be ghetto. but anyway, i got so cheered up tonight it's not even funny. nat and laur i love you. you guys always always are there for me. no really, i'm not joking. well i have to go finish my homework since i took like a 2 hour get out all my energy go insane get happy break. peace.

laura to bryan: "hi bryan, it's laura. i just wanted to know if maybe tonight you wanted to go f*ck...............YOURSELF!!"
haha go laura, you show him whos boss. that stupid DICCKK. mwa.

ohhh phewie. i am finally back from these crazy loooooong college visits and car rides. i am tres tired and i have a tres large amount of work to do. but oh well. i am also feeling tres lazy so i don't really wanna do anything. i also miss people. oh well. back to school tomorrow, but it's hump day already, hollla. and this weekend is RETREAT. holla gain. i was trying to say "again" but i forgot the "a" but then i realized it was way cooler without the "a". so anyway, i gotta go get the rest of my traveling things out of the car. I LOVE YOU ALL. hoooray mwa.

UPDATE!!!!!! THE PHOTOGRAPHER CAME BACK AND TOOK A PICTURE OF ME. WAAAAA. I AM A POSER, I LIKE TO POSE. I DO NOT LIKE CANDID SHOTS. darn that man. i thought i was off the hook.

let them eat cake she said. just like marie antoinette. how i love that song. last period laura and i ditched school as usual and went to dunkin' donuts. we laughed a lot about stuff. like if my name was sarah suburban and she was laura mercedes and funny things like that. i remember that time i was driving like evan, ali, abby and sarah home from youth group and we were talking about that. "do you know who i am? I am sarah starbucks." ahahh i could get out of anything. anyway.

i feel sick now though, too much hot chocolate. damn. hah, my love for that word. tonight i am leaving for boston till tomorrow. i wish it wasn't so far. but hopefully i will be seeing meghan. i love my meg and i miss her greatly. i just saw kai and it reminded me of a time he said something funny.

"IT'S THE SIZE OF YOUR DONG!!" - Kai bahah. katy, christine hehe. middle fingers. ok that's enough.

this random photographer man is walking around the library. i'm kinda scared of random photographers. at a track meet there was one once and he was damn scary. he like took all these pictures, and we were almost certain we'd find our heads on some naked people on the internet. fortunately that didn't happen.

i could write so much in this blog. i really could. i feel bad though cause i know i get boring. but you know what? this is my blog, and i don't care if anyone thinks it's too long because it's mine and i can do whatever i want with it. so damn. the photo guy is def. invading some people's personal space from what i am seeing. kinda scary.

in world lit. we finished field of dreams. oh no photo guy is heading over to me, please no no no no no. crap. he's taking pictures of everyone around me, but not me yet. dear God make him go away. i'm so freaked out. he just took a picture of katy jacobson and she was like please don't put that in anywhere. i am not even kidding. if he takes a picture of me, he will die. DIE. oh good he walked away. man, that freaked the hell out of me. so anyway, field of dreams. ended good, kinda predictable, but i'll admit i had to hold back tears a few times.

well i do think that i have def. gotten my use outta this blog entry. so i guess i'll peace out because, carly keeps bugging me to use this computer. haha funniness. she just said this and it made me laugh.

"where are you going?" carly asks. the person doesn't answer. "hell? ok peace." -Carly. baha.

damn it feels good to be a gangsta. ok so it happens to be 9 on sunday night and i have done none of my stinkin exploratory paper. first of all, i'm not the exploratory paper type and second i have no time...no wait, i have a lot of time actually, i choose to do other things with that time. things that have nothing to do with anything, things that are known as procrastination. what can i say? i am just dumb. office space is on tv. that movie is not nearly as funny as everyone told me. oh well i say. i say a lot of stuff. i miss doogie howser. he was just on tv for like some VH1 flashback thing, damn he's hott. and the newsies kid was on too. damn i love newsies. damn is a bad word, but it's so damn fun to say it. like when chris bayly told us the damn story. that was damn funny. let me tell you. babe is such a good movie, i mean seriously it is. and pig in the city is almost as good. jurassic park 2 is on too. wow so many movies are on tv tonight. damn. if anyone is wondering what....holy crap. i just went to my most favorite site ever babynames.com. and IT WAS BROKEN. all that came up on the screen was this: I R 4 D E X . what the hell does that mean? oh my gosh, what am i gonna do now? how will i look up all my favorite names and such. i think i might go cry now. i was gonna tell everyone what the name keanu means, but i guess i am no longer capable of finding out. man, that sucks. tears are pouring down my damn face. damn.

today i have to do a botany project. i dont really feel like it. i don't mind doing projects. especially video ones, but i just don't feel like it today. i don't wanna leave the house. OO, i just remembered i'm gonna eat some ice cream. how i love ice cream. maybe i'll be an ice cream girl for a living. i'll start a store called "THE BIG FAT HOUSE OF ICE CREAM THAT ONLY SELLS PEANUT BUTTER AND CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM." all PB and C ice cream lovers will come to my big fat house and they will take baths in ice cream and make face masks of it and things like that. it will be great fun. i can see it now. well, i guess i'd better go now and get my ice cream. tragdoorrrr. holla. mwa.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY, EVAN PATRICK DONOHUE.

HAPPY 46TH BIRTHDAY, JAMES VINCENT BRUNO (DAD).

HAPPY 70TH BIRTHDAY PARTY, VINCENT (CRAP I FORGET HIS MIDDLE NAME) TORTORELLO (POPPY).

well i'm at my grandpa's party right now. it's pretty boring. i just visited two of my friends. one who lives near by, one who is babysitting near by. just to get away from the boringnes here. atleast my cousins got off this computer so i could sneak on it. i'm just glad the food wasn't that bad. although i do feel a bit sick now. but i think i just ate too much. tomorrow is sunday already, how insane is that. atleast we have tuesday off. but i'm going to visit northeastern. so it'll just be like moooore school. oh well. well i'll be going now. toodles. mwa.

i just returned home from the 4-H reunion/alumni dinner. interesting fun. then we picked up darling brother william at church and i am here now. tomorrow i am partcipating in the powder puff football game. we're gonna beat those junior buffys down. haha word. duh, seniors rule. then we have the normal football game and etc. etc. and btw if we don't win tomorrow's f-ball game, like the actual boys one, matt bluher told us he was (and i quote) "going to take a bubble bath with my toaster." that's right, if they don't win matt bluher will kill himself through electrocution. we advised him not to, but he didn't see to care. oh well, not my loss. ahah j/k. no one should kill themselves.

i'm kinda in a good mood. so....I LOVE YOU ALL. MWA MWA MWA. xoxoxoxoxxoxo.
foursome.

yo yo yo waz up waz up, it's time to get bizzay. so let's kick this sh*t and rock the CK off your panties.

anyway, brendan's play was sooo hilarious last night. it was the fantasticks and maybe one of the funniest plays i have ever seen. i laughed soooo hard haha. great fun. and there were such cute people in it awww. moon...dom. hahah.

brianna wallace (mulligan) broke her ankle in 2 places yesterday, holla. so ya....she's out of cheerleading for 6 weeks. hello week before christmas. that's sweet. i feel so bad for her, my little mullie. I LOVE YOU BRIANNA.

other then that i have not much to say. today is friday and my 4-H reunion dinner. hahahaha hellz ya. maybe i'll make a dress while i'm there. but fo real i think that's gonna be fun, or atleast interesting to see all those people i haven't seen in about 4 years.

tomorrow is a tres exciting day.
1. Daddy's 45th (i think) birthday
2. Evan's 15th birthday
3. My 17.5th birthday
4. My grandpa's 70th birthday party
5. a stupid football game against harding
6. i think that's it.

precalc test next period...hmm. let's not talk about that. driving to FU with laura. bahahahha. oh dear GOD....someone just walked in the library who's name i will mention. but heebie jeebies, i just say that. and now i go.

"I like to taste my tears"
"I like to touch my eyelids"
"It's not good for you to be here out in the cold........ness"

BAHAH some fabulous fantasticks quotes. dam.

just spent my entire botany period looking for allspice. fascinating, really. now i think i need to go see mr. caro. tonight i am going to see brendan's play with laura and her youth group. how i love brendan and his plays. oo speaking of which. i need to make him a good job card. i'd better go do that. i feel as though i may puke, everywhere. hopfully i will be able to hold this in. i have no more to say. goodbye.

if that life doesn't work out then i'll go with this one:
You will live in a Shack.
You will drive a red tahoe.
You will marry ***k and have 4 kids.
You will be a model in colorado.
 

You will live in a Shack.
You will drive a pink navigator.
You will marry **** and have 4 kids.
You will be a model in kansas.

playmash.com

tres fun. do it.

well. i don't like this rain for starters, very depressing. plus the other parts of life which are depressing don't help much. and the fact that it's only aroudn 5:30 and it's freakin dark out is also depressing. well. i just used the word depressing three times in a row...make that four. so i think i'll stop now. cause the word depressing, is just....depressing...(5, 6). by the way, if john li happens to read this, we have some chatting to do mr. your restaurant is going down...or atleast that waiter. he can peace himself out. which is what i'm doing right now. peace.

well today....the exciting, eventful day i've been looking forward to for atleast 2 monthes...sucked. it was depressing and sad and basically i'm sadder then i was before so peace out world. i guess i'll just go listen to sad music for another night in a row. i would go watch newsies cause i was just listening to that with sarah and it made me happy, cause newsies and christian bale always make me happy, but my bro is playing some crazy ps2 game with some fool friend of his. so i guess i'll just go now. bye.

i wish i could tell funny stories on here and people would actually understand them and stuff, but like after they're typed...people just don't get them. so i guess i just won't even try anymore. g-unit. what a wondrous phrase. i wish i was a thug. life would be soo much cooler. i mean seriously. i could have a gun, wear clothes that didn't fit me, wear a doo-rag year round, have corn rows, use cool ghetto language (like g-unit), wear baby phat and phat farm, and kill people with my gun (or maybe just injure them), drive a cool pumped up car and here are some quotes about my car:
"I'm super-charged with the hide-away licence plate "
"I got suede on my roof, wood grain on the dash. Sheep skin on the rug, golden grain on the stash. Hydraulics all around so I shake the ride. We go front, back and side to side"
"And the people just stare so I love to park it. And I just put a computer in the glove compartment. With the petal to the floor, radar in the grill. TV in the middle of my steering wheel. It's my car's birthday o we blowin' them candles. More speakers in my trunk than my ride can handle. Got my name in the headrest, read it and weep. NOS tank in the back, camel hair on the seat."
"I even got a trailer hitch with the barbeque pit"
and my favorite line: "Because my side mirrors flap like a f*ckin' bird" BAHAHAHAHAHAHAH laura.

"I'M ABOUT TO BLOW THIS WHOLE SH*T UP TO SMITHEREENS" ahah

oh how i love luda.









peeace.

if you're looking for the nice girl from the day before...don't bother she don't live here anymore. today is a sad, pensive day. i just want to sit outside in the sun all day. i hate this stupid sad feeling i have all the time. tres annoying. time to find some quoi de neuf.

HOORAY. i am free of all french chains. glory glory. bloopers are some of my most favoritest things in the world. i think my life is one big blooper. ha no i'm kidding, but i just wanted to say that cause i think it was very clever. well tomorrow is once again monday, but tuesday we have off...well we did, but now we have a half day, but i'm skipping and was supposed to go visit evan's school but i don't think that's working out anymore so i think i'll go cry. peace. mwa.

BLOGGIE MY LOVE. what a busy weekend this has been. yesterday i went to a UCONN footbal game all day, we won by the way and it was soooo much fun. and we saw DOM!!!!!! i almost cried my little heart out. see, first we saw Idries cheerleading and got all insane excited and he was like dommm's here. and we like totally freaked out and ran around the whole frickin 4000000000000 person stadium and never found him. then we chatted with the not only hott but extremely nice coach of cheerleaders named "D" and he told us what section Dom was sitting, which happened to be the section we were supposed to be sitting in but instead we snuck up front for better seats. so eventually we found him and it was all very fateish and weird but sooooo cool. and he was with this girl and a kid and we like cough cough dom, we're supposed to be getting married, what's up with a kid and a lady. so that was kinda sad, but I'M SOO HAPPY CAUSE I SMELLED HIM AND IT WAS SOOO GOOD. and then we realized that one of the cheerleaders was also a guy from westhill and a girl from danbury so we freaked out some more. it was sooooo coooooooooool. so in total we saw 4 people we knew at a random UCONN game where there were (whoa all those words ended in ere) 400000000 people. and then after that we did the long drive home nad then me and the fam and the extended fam went to see savion glover this crazy insane amazing best tap dancer in the whole world. and holy crap he was sooooooo good, but after watching him tap for like 10 minutes straight i had spazms and started twitching cause like his legs just wouldn't stop moving. it freaked me out.

today i have to do a french project with courtney lom. i don't like french and i really don't wanna do it at all ever ever. IT'S SOOO ANNOYING, I HATE FRANCE. no seriously.

friday night we lost our game against fairfield and we didn't even get to go trick or treating. but my day as posh spice worked out wonderfully except 5 out of my 10 toes have blisters on them from those freakin stilettos. then after the game that night me, nat, laura and kendall hung out with bryan and brian. and let's just say laura had a very good birthday and i had a little bit of fun, not that much though. i was kinda in a bad mood. and ken and nat, well....they i guess. nevermind. but i guess i'd better go now, cause this is a very long entry and i have to eat food and wait for courtie lom to call me. MWA.