ok, first of all everyone needs to boycott baskin robbins, cause they suck. me, sarah and caroline were trying to see how many we could fit in to go to in an hour for free scoops. and gosh. i'm just so mad. first stop was darien where i got one, caroline had already been there 2 times and she still got another one, totally unfair. then to norwalk, the line was way to long so we skipped it and went to new canaan, and surprisingly they remembered me from when i had gone when i was babysitting, and they showed no sympathy and gave me nothing. although sarah and caroline got some. then off to stamford, we got there at exactly 10 o'clock and the time is 6-10 not 6-9:59, and the stupid man was like no sorry, it's past 10, when it soooo wasn't. so we were soo angry and the whole way home i screamed out the window to people not to go to br cause it sucks and to boycott it. ok and here's my 2nd story. when i was babysitting, me and the kids were walking around nc eating our free scoops, and this man comes along. he's maybe like early 20's or so and he's smoking, not that that matters. and he's wearing a polo shirt and khaki pants. he says to me "do you have any spare change, cause i'm homeless and..." i look at him and think to myself "wow, u look pretty homeless in ur polo shirt and khaki pants." but i don't say that, instead i say "no sorry, i just put all i have in the parking meter, but you can get a free scoop of ice cream." he then swears and i'm like whoa, kids lets go and he's like man i already got a free scoop. so we leave, but i know that he's def. not homeless and my three reasons are 1. polo shirt 2. khaki pants 3. he's in freakin' new canaan HELLOO, there are no homeless people in new canaan. then our second time to nc we see our friend kate brown and i asked her about the guy cause he was hangin around everyone still. and she was like oh ya i know him, he's not homeless. and i was sooo angry but we had to go. and i wanted to beat him up soooo bad. but we left. then later after we were denied ice cream in stamford we went back and he wasn't there and i was so mad cause i shoulda jumped on his back, wrestled him to the ground and been like "my dear homeless man, i'll give you some change, if you give me ur polo shirt." or "here's some spare change...oh wait, i forgot, i'm homeless too, darn. guess i can't spare it anymore. toodles." arghghgh, i hope i see that lying jerk again, u bet he'll be on the ground with a black eye in -.5 seconds. i'm so bitter right now. peace.

today my allergy attack is getting worst. did that make sense? somehow i don't think it did. oh here comes a sneeze. eww. well today it was so bad i slept through my entire track practice, except for when i got lost trying to find the bathroom. cause we were at Mcmahon and i don't know my way around that ghetto school. gosh darn, why can't i just breath, that's all i ask. well anyway i have to go babysitting tonight and it's free scoop night at baskin robbins, which sucks, cause everyone knows i'm gonna get a free scoop and ice cream is just gonna make my allergies worse. here comes the mucus. there's a relient k song and it's called k car and it starts like this "oh what a lousy excuse for a car..." except i'm gonna change the words and make it be oh what lousy excuse for a brain and then the song will be about me. lizzie my favorite, from church, told me she reads my blog. and then i felt so incredibly loved that i almost cried. i thought no one cared about what went on in my close to dead boring life. ha. well because she loves me and i love her. i'll have to put some of her quotes on here to honor her. last night was hilarious. here are some:

LizMcD87 (11:42 PM): today i was at the train station
LizMcD87 (11:42 PM): and i saw a lady with no hair or eyebrows
LizMcD87 (11:42 PM): and then i realized she was my great aunt
LizMcD87 (11:42 PM): who bakes poptarts while her husband watched the news on mute
LizMcD87 (11:43 PM): or when it snows he makes snowballs and puts them in the freezer because he thinks they are going to be worth something in the summer
LizMcD87 (11:43 PM): they live in south dakota
LizMcD87 (11:43 PM): who lives there?
LizMcD87 (11:44 PM): and they live like on this pet cemetary and one time my sister and we were playing and she fell into this horse grave thing
LizMcD87 (11:45 PM): and they couldnt get her out because they are too fat because the only resturant they have there is burger king and thats where everyone works

there is soo much more. but it has to be saved for my profile. well i love you all specially lizzie mwa mwa. peace out mofos.

"Someone who I thought was my friend. But sometimes people just pretend. And I would never be the same again. I was only trying to keep the walls from closing in. I was only waiting 'round for something to begin. I was only seventeen. I told you that it didn't mean a thing. Why can't you just love me. Please don't push too hard. The truth you think you're after might just break your heart." - The Beu Sisters

what is up my homie blog. today we had a track meet at n.c. it was good, i sucked at first and then got a little better, but it's not like i really care. then i came home...and i'm having this weird allergy attack...and i made some quick soup and ate it on the way to ben and jerry's in westport with sarah for free scoop night. and tomorrow is free scoop night at baskin robbins. holla. sleeping in has been great so far. i'm just loving it. excpet this allergy attack is so not fun. and the tag in my shirt keeps itching me, darn it. here's another good quote from relient k, my drug.

"Never underestimate my Jesus, your tellin me that there's no hope, I’m tellin you your wrong. Never underestimate my Jesus, when the world around you crumbles. He will be strong, he will be strong" - Relient K

i'm sooo fatt, we just had the best pasta dinner ever. it was like the bomb, they had my fave dressing, the best salad, fabulous noodles (bowties to be exact), and all the ingredients for sundaes. WORD TO THE JOHNSTON FAMILY. not to mention nerd ropes, those are the bomb. sorry we took them all, katie. i'm lion-o. i love relient k. sleeping in today was so much nice fun. haha, i slept till 10, ohh fabulous. thunder cats, WHOAAAA. sorry more relient k outburts. even though today is monday, this is just such a great week i don't really mind. ohhh. sigh. i love it. i love you. i love jose and patrick and little j-bock. bye freaks.

"What have you been doing lately? Your life could use improving greatly. I just wanted to know what's going on, but everything that goes is going wrong... pardon me while I throw up. I guess some people never grow up. What happened to the salvation you claimed? It breaks my heart to see how much you've changed." - Relient K (my drug)

last night was the best experience ever. me, sarah and caroline went to the roxy club in norwalk for foam night, it was sooo fun, but got old fast. but in the beginning it was quite possibly the coolest thing ever. it was just about to my waist, but slowly kinda died down. but it was soo hard to dance in i kept slipping around. when i first got in i was soo excited that i ran in and fell down the stair and everyone laughed at me and i think i broke my elbow but it was soo cool ahhaha. i'm such a dork. we saw ciara and her friends there and it was a lot of fun, but then we got bored. so we covered ourselves head to toe in foam and went to the car to take a pic. and then defoamed, went home, changed and went to see hannibal for a midnight snack. today church was fun, and i think i am having murdurous thoughts about josiah, but it's only cause he did something stupid. but i still love him, i forgive you josiah. now i'm doing homework and tonight is a special holy ground, whooo at uhh where's that place oh ya wilton. peace.

today has been a lazy, ugly rainy day. i woke up at like noon and went tanning. then i did some laundry, took a shower and went out with bru bru 2 aka caroline donovan. we drove around, got some dunkin' donuts, good times. then i dropped her home and i went to GIGA, which was a great deal of fun as always. then we did some p.s. testimonies with the little conformation kids and then i came home to get ready for foam night at the roxy. yeaaah, word. i'm excited. who wouldn't be for 5 feet of foam though...haha. well wow, i almost did some aol jargon, that was a close one. mwa.

ohhhh, i'm sooo tired. i just watched Soroity Boys with youthgroup...uhh it was a little inappropriate for church haha, but it was pretty funny. yesterday at nyc, well it was lotsa fun although another long 10 hours walking around, oh yes and walking across the freakin' brooklyn bridge, but that was kinda cool actually. today was a lovely friday. but it made me a little sad. i don't know, but whatev. i need to sleep. peace out, fools.

today was our very first, suck at life, track meet. ya it was about 30 below. couldn't feel my hands, hmm, IT SUCKED. so anyway, the good thing was i beat my time of 15 flat in the 100, i got 14.9 WOW. never seen the number 14 even near me. the 4 x 1 and 200 sucked ass, but i didn't give a crap. Nat's dad, the nicest man in the world, went out and bought us 10 grande hott chocolates from starbucks, yes starbucks, the expensive place. and we all had some. it was sooo great, i love that mr. rogers. then me, jen and laura went inside and did floor dances. sexual healing. bahha. random song outburst. so now it's a partay over here, cause i have my field trip tomorrow WORD. anyway. i have to go do something now. love you mwa mwa. p.s. i have crushes on like 3 people now ah. bhahah peace.

i am going to eat soup today. i am so excited. tomorrow is tuesday, one day closer to friday. i don't have a lot of homework, i am very happy. i must go now. but just in case you were wondering. my mission to find a certain someone's screen name has been completed. way to go me!! woooord mwa mwa

maybe it is them or maybe it is me or maybe it's maybelline. ohhhhhhhh rock on relient k.

HAPPY EASTER!!! JESUS IS RISEN!!! rock on!! today was the first time we've ever gone to our church and not been in new jersey. it was pretty fun i guess. then we went to brunch at the trumbull marriot with mimi and dayday bahah and the girls and the rest of that family sorta kinda whateva. and it was fun cause me and my two little girl cousins ran around the hotel like spies. we were so good. so anyway now i'm going to go to sanctuary with amy at her church. so i will see u later. mwa mwa peace to the middle east please.

yesterday after the Good Friday service, i picked up Laura and we got some ice cream. She wanted cookies and cream, but there were like 2 scoops left, so i asked if we could just have the whole tub, and they gave it to us. hahah. it was funny. we saw like everyone in the world at dunkin' donuts. then i dropped her off and realized i had no friends. and then i went to suzie's for a visit, even though it was like 11 at night. then she was like, well it's late enough u should sleep over. so i rushed home, got stuff and rushed back. because her parents weren't home and if i was already there when they got there, they couldn't like send me home. haha. so u know. so i made it back in time. but when they got home they were mad, cause the front door was left open, and it was prob me cause i forgot to close it. so i hid upstairs while suzie and jo got in trouble. then she never told her mom i was there. i slept over and no one found out. then this morning, i didn't know what to do. because her mom was already up so i couldn't sneak all my stuff out. so when her mom when in the bathroom, i rushed all my stuff in the car and then sat at the kitchen table. when here mom came out she was like oh hi. and i was like hi, me and suzie are going out for breakfast. and we did and no one ever found out i had been there the whole night. it was soo riskay. i'm tres proud, i must say. then i went tanning again. it's starting to show now, hooray. and now i think i really have to do homework. willie is coming home today, darn. it was so nice and quiet without him.

helloo just came back from tanning. i hope it's doing something, cause i would like to get tan for prom but whatev. last night i slept over amy's, it was fun. we watched dirty dancing with shelby and all cried. what a great movie. no guy, young or old can beat patrick swayze. he's just so damn hott. ashton is very hott i admit, but who knows what he'll look like when's he's 50. ol' pattie is just about fifty and lord, he's fine. so anyway. today is Good Friday, yay. i love jesus. oh. i am kinda tired, cause we went to bed late last night and i had to get up early and drive all the way home from Easton to go to the dentist. i just hope tonight will be a good night (hint hint) mwa mwa. peace out fools.

heidi heidi heidi you ho. i'm back from vermont vacay and college visits. but i don't have time to tell about that. cause right now i'm going tanning and then i'm going to get my prom dress altered and then i'm off to work from 2-7. lylas, mwa.

hiya i'm babysitting right now. the little boy is soo cute, and i put him to bed and stuff, and he was fine for like 15 minutes, then he just started randomly crying. i went in and like rubbed his back and tried to make him go back to sleep but he wouldn't, so i left. then he started like screaming. so i went back in and put out my hands to see if he wanted me to hold him, but he just like hid his face, so i was like oh i guess he doesn't want me so i just left again. and now he stopped crying, phew. i hate when babies cry and i don't know what they want. it makes me so sad, i'm like ahh i don't know how to help you. so anyway, OH CRAP. he just started screaming again. just like a random outcry. i don't know what to do. poor kid. well anyway, i should get back to my lifetime movie and at 9 "the man with three wives" is on, swweeet. that looks like a good one. mwa mwa. peace.

YEEEHAWW. today is the first real day of vacay. sweet yo, i slept till 11:30, it was sooo fine. bahah. yesterday was quite possibly the hardest most unfun, but not actually that bad track practice ever. we went running by they resevoir in stamford and we had to cross a river, so we all had to take off our shoes and walk through the below zero water, it sucked soo bad. Adeela even fell in, like totally. she was completely soaked. helloo, lawsuit. so anyway, we ran more and then on the way back we had to cross it again, and i soo was not feeling like putting my soaking, frostbite feet back into my socks and shoes, so i ran back barefoot through like wooded trails....do u know what's that's like? i didn't get any cuts, but my feet still hurt. but i felt so like an indian bhaha it was cool. and whenever i came to mud patches i walked through and it felt sooo good, i was like oh baby mud massage. so then norrie took us out for ice cream and i went in with my black feet from the mud, with no shoes on haha, it was funny. but no one cared, or noticed. soo then we went back and i went home and showered and felt soo good. then went to youth group and saw Anger Management. another quite possibly the stupidest movie i've ever seen. i sat with suzie and we were having trouble managing our anger with the stupididy and the frustation of the characters in the movie. then me, caro and sarah went out to Friendly's and had such gooooood food and then went to caro's to watch jackass and eat mondo pots of cookie dough, until her mom found out and took it away. so today my bro left for colorado. and i'm here all by myself with my parents of course bahh. i have to go eat some breakfast. peace.

today was weird. at track i had to run 3 freakin' 200s and 3 freakin' 150's well just me and emilie but it sucked. but it was weird cause i wasn't tired at all, and i finished before other people who had to do less then me. see ya mwa. well actually there's more. me and emilie went running around the water towers and then we found some interesting things. and we made up a cheer. but i can't tell about it, cause it's dirty. soooo anyway now i have to go eat and tonight is CLUB, whooooooo. mwa mwa. pppeeeaacccceeee.

finally today i don't have to do anything. today's practice was semi-hard but it was over reallly fast which was good, except no one was around to pick me up so i had to wait for like an hour, bah. our prom limo is growing, i'm excited, i have friends haha. well anyway, oh crap, i have to bring money to buy prom tickets. mwa mwa. peace out.

we just had a p.d. and it was damn good, even though our meet tomorrow is postponed till after break, sweeeet. so now i have to go babysit, poopoo. and i have a lot of work to do, i think i have spoken of how much work to do or that i haven't done any work or something about work in every single blog i've ever written haha. i'm such a doofus. mrs. hardinge is so nice, she whipped up a pasta dinner in a half hour. what the freak, that's amazing. and it was good too. and while we were all there eating, a lady came to the door asking mrs. hardinge if she wanted to buy frozen dinners out of the back of her trunk. yes, she was selling frozen dinners door to door. who does that? so now i kinda want to try on my prom dress, but i just got really fat, so i think i won't. mwa mwa.

wow, i don't think i've ever been soo bored and had soo many things to do at one time before. i have to read like 20 chapters in the great gatsby, do french work, college crap, draw a political cartoon for history and study for my humanities test tomorrow. screw this. i need a delay tomorrow, that would make me so incredibly happy i might cry. i keep checking online to talk to peeps, but no "special" people are on, darn it. haha. gimme that that that nut. i need like 20 extra hours in a day, i'd get so much done, it would be great. i wonder if anyone actually reads my blog, i really doubt it, i mean who would? it's just a rambling bunch of crap that i don't even understand. i need some chocolate. crap. i don't think we even have any nutella, that's bad, very bad. it's cause i freakin' ate it all, oh gosh, i'm such a pig. i need to stop myself from writing here cause i'm def. not making any sense. so bye mwa.

boom ba da da da da, boom ba da da da da, boom ba da da da da, baby work it. i'm home now, after spending like 15 min waiting for the bus to leave cause it's soo freakin' packed full. but i'm so glad i finally made it home, cause i had to pee so badly haha. anyway, i have much work to do and food to eat so mwa.

hiya, i'm at school. we have a half day praise the lord. i'm sooooo excited cause that means no track and i hate track, but we'll pretend that i love it, OH TRACK, OH IT'S SOOO MUCH FUN. ok not. so today i'm gonna party like it's 1999. i'm gonna do all my homework and laundry and even go to bed early. of course i have to put away a special time to watch the new lifetime movie tonight called "Homeless to Harvard" with Thora Birch, it looks like a classic. anyway, i really wanna eat, but since we have half-day we have no lunch, but i think i'm gonna eat mine anyway. but now i just spent a really long time talking to the little Heidi next to me, and i'm running out of lunch time so seeee ya. mwa mwa peace fools.

crap, i just ate soo much food i might freakin' burst. I started with a personal pan pizza with pepperonis and mushrooms, then had some of Chrissie's stuffed crust crap, wasn't too fond of that. Followed by some california rolls from the lovely kiku sushiiiii. and then some fabulous baskin robbins double scoops peanut butter chocolate my love. oh i feel soo fatt i can barely walk. oh gosh. i still have crap work to do, gosh darn it. but it's ok, cause one week until spring break. anyway, i need to take a rest and digest, cool i can rhyme. well i'm outie and in love with kidz who are 2 yrs younger then me. why the hell did i just spell kidz with a z. ahh i just did it again. i need to be stopped before i start spelling please like pleaze and boys like boyz. haha meggie. mwa peace.

word up, fools. today was church, sadly something was missing hint hint. last night was fun, me and sarah went to Amy's for her little "party" and we watched the Glass House and 10 things (always a classic). we met some new people and i for one enjoyed it so...the night before last me and Sarah slept over suzie's which was also a great deal of fun. I practically memorized Suzie's yrbks cause they're soo dang small. and me and Sarah found this adorable kid who's a freshman at their school, awww we want him, but not as much as we want Seamus. so now i have to go do ALL my work, and i love y'all. mwa mwa.

weird. today when i got home and checked my messages on aim, it was closed. but that's ok, cause someone usually messes it up and quits me. so i sign on and go to put on one of my saved away messages, and they're all in that crazy alien font. AHHH. so i couldn't use any of them. cause they were all like baklngkldhgi h;ifhh bdjf, but not like that u know. like those weird symbols and stuff. i had to remember all my old, really catchy ones. DARN IT. but i think i remembered most of them so u know. today is the best. although school and track were VERY tiring, they're over now thank god and i'm waiting for hip hip hooray youth group. where i will have lots of fun hint hint and then go to pick up suzie and meet jose, word. then sleep over suzie's house. i'm tres excited, but i just realized i might die of starvation before i make it there, so i'd better go eat something mwa mwa. peace out.

hi guys. tonight was my cheer banquet and i can't say that i have ever cried that much before. it might even beat when i watch Armegeddon. anyway, i am soo sad all the seniors are leaving. it really makes me terribly sad, cause i love them all sooo much and i'm gonna miss them like i can't even imagine. anyway, meghan bought me God shirts cause she likes to make fun of me for my cheer god shirt haha. well anyway. if any cheerleaders ever read this, you all should know, how much i love you and that my life would be so freakin' incomplete without you guys. (boom ba da da da da da d ad a d da dd safkffjkldsjf kfakdlsfskhf crying) anyway. i have to go do homework. i love you guys with a burning passion haha. mwa maw mwa mwa mwa maw wamflksdj ghklj. peace mofo.

today, even though it was SNOWING, we had retard track practice outside. gosh darn that man named norrie. anyway, then i never heard bout babysitting, so i just came home, took shower, ate soup, watched cheerleading, cried at how damn good we were and now here i am eating a 10 cent chocolate bar my granny gave me. i kind of like not babysitting, but then i always get mad, cause i know i need money. well anyway, i gotta get back to work at the roost. mwa.