ditching school once again. i had a free before this one and me and nat went to starbucks and drank fraps and ate cinnamin buns. then we drove around for a bit and i returned her to school. but as usual i had another free after so i came home to do nothing. ditching school is totally insane cause it's so hard for me to go back. i really just wanted to jump on the highway and drive to a cruise kid destination cause i miss them so much. but i forced myself to bring nat back and then come home and see my little otis. i'm watching this show about overeating haha. yeah, i overeat. oh well. it's fun. just like yesterday, otis is basking in the sun. here are my plans for this afternoon, hopefully.
-track practice
-tanning, if time allows for it, to keep up my cruise tan
-shower and unpacking and putting away of clothing
-picking up megan
-getting my clothing from kendall and christina brennani
-young life
-duchess
-going home and pretending to do homework and then pretending to go to bed and then after a while finally going to bed and waking up on FRIDAY morning and going to school and hanging out with mike and joe and going bowling and to uno's and then going to bed and waking up on SATURDAY and having a huge reunion at night and road tripping it. peace mofos.

ok diglefaces. tonight's OC....actually i forget how it ended. my bad, i have such horrible short term memory. anyway...."housekeeping" bahah seth bang me.

digle, i snuck out of school and came home. cause i couldn't do math homework cause i didn't get it and i did some stuff for french and then i was bored. i think i'm going to get some sushi for lunch, i'm excited for that cause i love sushi. and i was just thinking about how i broke pepe's maraca and i feel really bad right now. gosh, that was a horrible thing to do. I'M SORRY PEPE. anywayssss. otis is basking in the sun right now. i hopeth i do noteth geteth in troubleth for leavingeth schooleth. oh miniscule megan and elizabethan language. peace foolios. mwazzzilles.

DIGLE. i'm so bored and depressed and bored. at the track meet today which we won me, laur and nat like obsessed over my pictures and cried forrrrever. and then the INASANEST craziest thing happen and WE SAW DAN. cause he just happened to be playing lax against fairfield and we were track meeting against them. it was like ahhh, i've never seen you off a boat before, it like freaked us out majorly. and then we went through insane withdrawl and called everyone's number i had and cried to them. and now i have to go and die. bye.

i am very depressed and crying and sad.

i miss you ashley, talia, chelsea, johnny, pat, joe, mike, joe, mike, john, dan, katie, eric, lincoln haha i still remember you, tirone, chanelle, susie, teddie and anyone else i forget you know i love and miss you but this was off the top of my head.

i must go back to sobbing now.

I'M BAAAAAAACCCCKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!

HI KIDS. i'm down in that old place called florida at the palace of my aunt dolly. it's not really a palace but when i was little i thought it was cause it had really shiny floors that were kinda palace-like i suppose, even though it's actually quite small. we had such a random dinner. bah. i am excited for tomorrow and right now i'm bored, thank God they have some technology here. well gotta bounce, see you in about nine days!!!

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ohhhhhhhh what a funneth YL night. i drove kevin, megan, suz and myself to duchess but then we ditched it and went to burger king cause it's better and brought our foood back to duchess lata. hung there for a while, had a good chatty with danny boy. then drove george, tyler, suz and megan home. and came to my abode where we have a glorious new floor. my dad is watching cruise ship secrets on tv AHAHAHHA. as i walked up my driveway i noticed my darling brother and small pup otis running about on the new floor. was quite a humorous sight to see, if i might say so myself. VAVOOOM.

yo fools. track meet was cancelled today, stupidly since the weather is absolutely wondrous. luckily, that gets me out of the meet tomorrow since i'm leaving for vacation...cough cough. tonight is young life night, hip hip hooray. hmm what can i eat right now. our floor is being put in downstairs, oh word. i cannot wait to frolic about on our new floors. that's all for now.

andy mac is a strange funny kid. i am bored, i have to do my math homework. only ONE DAY until i leave for florida oh my freakin goodness, i'm going crazy insane i cannnnnot wait. AHHHH.

oh the weight is lifted. why are church songs soooooooo freakin good? maybe it's cause i have a coool church that sings cool songs psshhh, rock on st. paul's!!! holla episcopal peeps who have been shunned from the episcopal church. word to the bishop. gahhh. i must PACK today, freak out mode.

hey fools. some boring shite going on right now. math homework not being done. just sitting here doing nothing, yo. my throat kinda hurts. i wish i had some tea. i hear a baby crying in the background. i can't wait until i get my baby. it will be tres exciting. i wonder who will be my "husband" or my lesbian lover. maybe i will name it lamb. 2 days until i leave for paradise...i hope. there is a tickle in my nose, it's no fun. i think i am too sick to go to track today. i will have to stay home and PACK. ahh packing makes me go crazy with stress. peace.

"I was only trying to keep the walls from closing in, I was only waiting 'round for something to begin, I was only seventeen. I told you that it didn't mean a thing, Why can't you just love me?
Please don't push too hard, the truth you think you're after might just break my heart"

today i didn't go to practice because i am getting sick and i need to be well for vacation or i will cry. but i won't have fun anyway if someone doesn't start talking to me. bah, i hate having sore throats and crap. atleast some other stuff has kinda blown over. well not really, but parts of it.

the beu sisters are such good girly music singers. this rain sucks. i neeeeeed to get out of here. i guess i will go have some soup. ramen noodles rock my world. mwa.

I can’t wait to get out of here. I can’t fake through this pain I feel. It’s been too long, that I’ve been gone. Now I’m coming back, I’m coming back. So long, it’s gone, this burden that I carry. I’ll give it all to You, to You. I wade out and the waves are bigger. I can’t sort through all this junk so I surrender. I’ve gone on, way too long. Now I’ve had enough, I’ll give it up to you. This storm is great, but You are so much greater. I can’t wait to see you standing there so bright and special. And all the waves that crashed around my head fall silent at the whisper of your voice.

Am I at the point of no improvement? What are the deaths I still dwell in? I try to excel but I feel no movement. Can I be free of this unreleasable sin? Never underestimate my Jesus, you're tellin me that there's no hope, I’m tellin you your wrong. Never underestimate my Jesus, when the world around you crumbles He will be strong He will be strong. I throw up my hands, oh the impossibilities. Frustrated and tired, Where do I go from here? Now I’m searchin' for the confidence I lost so willingly. Overcoming these obstacles is overcoming my fears. I think I can't, I think I can't, but I think you can, I think you can gather my insufficiencies and place them in your hands.

Dear Father, I need You, your strength my heart to mend. I want to fly higher, every new day again...Through distant deeps and skies, behind infinity, below the face of Heaven, He stoops to create me. Healing hands of God have mercy on our unclean souls once again. Jesus Christ, light of the world, burning bright within our hearts forever. Freedom means love without condition, without a beginning or an end. Here's my heart, let it be forever Yours, only You can make every new day seem so new!

You are God in heaven, and here am I on earth, so I'll let my words be few, Jesus I am so in love with You. And I'll stand in awe of You, yes I'll stand in awe of You, and I'll let my words be few, Jesus I am so in love with You. The simplest of all love songs I want to bring to You, so I'll let my words be few, Jesus I am so in love with You.

Open up the skies of mercy and rain down the cleansing flood. Healing waters rise around us. Hear our cries lord, let 'em rise. It's Your kindness, Lord, that leads us to repentance. Your favor, Lord, is our desire. It's your beauty, Lord, that makes us stand in silence. Your love, Your love is better than life!

how can i explain how much i LOVE christina bowen brennan? i don't know, but i do. she is such a good and amazing friend and she makes me so happy and laughy. she also kills me by saying absolutely hilarious things, so funny that sometimes i cannot control my bladder and i just have to urinate myself.

"i am crazy, but i'm not the devil..." - her, tonight...making me laugh as usual.

here is a song to conclude my entry:

"booty all out, tongue out her mouth, cleavage from here to Mexico. she walks with a twist, one hand on her hip, when she gets wit'cha she lets it go...her pants hangin' low, she never says no, everyone knows she's easy. nasty put some clothes on, you lookin' stink, nasty where's your pride? you should be ashamed...you make it hard for women like me who try to have some integrity. you make it hard for girls like myself who respect themselves and have dignity. you nasty girl, you nasty, you trashy, you classless girl, you sleazy, you freaky. N-A-S-T-Y you're nasty, F-R-E-A-K you're freaky, girl where's your P-R-I-D-E, put some clothes on!" - destiny's child

I LOVE CHRISSIE BRENNAN TO THE DEATH. mwa mwa xoxox.

what was happening on easter sunday last year:

HAPPY EASTER!!! JESUS IS RISEN!!! rock on!! today was the first time we've ever gone to our church and not been in new jersey. it was pretty fun i guess. then we went to brunch at the trumbull marriot with mimi and dayday bahah and the girls and the rest of that family sorta kinda whateva. and it was fun cause me and my two little girl cousins ran around the hotel like spies. we were so good. so anyway now i'm going to go to sanctuary with amy at her church. so i will see u later. mwa mwa peace to the middle east please.
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i revowed my love for wicked and am now singing it daily again. specially since i found tickets to see it on wednesday the 28, frickin crazy yo. today i believe we are seeing lou lou and jefferson and having some easter foodish stuff. suzanna made me EIGHTEEN coookies and they have to be the best ones yet. they are soooo freakin good it scares me. i'm ready for some regular food though. eastgate is tonight and i have to write my stinkin feature article oh dear that could be a problemooo. well that's about it for now MWA.

dang i'm tired. i ate sooooo much food at churrascaria and bought sooooo much chocolate at the hershey store. i think i don't know cause i don't really think all that often. i have homework to do and that sucks. atleast Jesus rises tomorrow YAY. i love JESUS. uuummm kayyy. pizounce.

hey fools. today i accidentally slept till 1 and i felt very bad about it. cause when i sleep that late it's like i wasted the whole day away and it depresses me. so when i finally woke up, i took a shower and finally got out of the house by 2:30. i had breakfast at PRD with kendall and nat at 3 haah. yes, breakfast at 3. then we went to see the prince and me and it was soo bad. not to mention i had a horrrrible splitting head ache that just came out of nowhere. the movie was dumb, predictable and just plain stupid. i would choose win a date with freakin' tad hamilton any day over that stupid ugly prince and me. after that i was supposed to go out to dinner with my family, but they ditched me so i visited suzanna. we ate some pizza hut and they actually weren't out of pizza tonight, unlike last night. then laura, brendan, cristina and matthew visited us in the PH parking lot and it was fun. then me and suz went to PRD for milkshakes, then stop and shop, then home. and we sang accapella wicked in the car. we're so good at that.

tomorrow we're going to the city with some hillbillies and going to churrascaria. i'm excited cause i love churrascaria, it is the best restaurant ever.

i'm so stinkin bored right now. i actually for real have nothing to do during this free. maybe i will go post on every blog everrrr. stupid mcfad just walked by. hah i love lambs and lamby laura.

so i'm outside of the clubbbbbb and you think i'm a punk. today was like so:
-came in early to finish francais project.
-school.
-stayed after to continue finishing frangay project. (oh, what a good joke....frangay!)
-DROVE to track practice at nc instead of taking the faggity bus. oh laur the best word ever.
-snuck laura with me cause she had to stay after for her baby.
-didn't do SQUAT at practice. i stood there the whole time with lily and nat and laur and uh yeah.
-left practice illegally with nat and laur in my car.
-went to nc BR.
-went to suzie, jo and mark's but no one was home.
-went to d BR.
-went back to the hs.
-went to the Y. saw my cousins and ma mere. got a check for kenny's daddy.
-went to chrissie's to drop off a shirt.
-went to kendall's to drop off the check. visited for a moment. left.
-went back to suzie, jo and mark's and rescused suz from insaneness, but not before i had to witness a huge fight between her and her mother. me and jo tried to escape though by stepping outside.
-came home finally for the first time all day.
-sat around.
-stopped for .5 sec at nc yl.
-went to chinese food with my fam, crazy foos and suz.
-met up with nc yl fools at wendy's.
-drove suz and jo home.
-CAME HOME FOR GOOD TO DO SOME DANG JOURNALISM CRAP.

WHY ARE LAMBS SUCH WONDROUS ANIMALS. I CAN'T UNDERSTAND IT I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. ok and go to me and megans board and post. www.xlambsownx.proboards30.com

and that's it.

hello. today i went to church and then to my dead great granny's reunion brunch. it was sooo good. there was a huge buffet and i stuffed myself to the brim. SOO. yes yummy. then we came back in time for some eastgate. and that's it. i'm done. goodbye.

yo what up foos. tonight was a grand old time. i promised the night to nat. so mostly what we did was her choice, oh the dear. she likes to torture me, i'm sure of it. the night consisted of the following activites.
1. a visit to darien BR to see carlos and kelly.
2. a long and very humorous visit to nc BR to see nikita, where we also saw danny and some retarded children who ran into the door numerous times. it was tres hilar. then laura got kidnapped or so i thought, but no.
3. then we went or tried to go to st. luke's for a really long time for a show and it was really scary and we got lost and nat tried to scare me and made me go down this road that she claimed was the school and i wanted to hurt her afterwards, but we finally made it there and God was like "i love you" and made bryan appear out of nowhere and so we were able to save 8 bucks and sneak in the back door of the show. there we had fun for a while and i saw JOHN JOYCE AND J.F. WINKLES AHHH. the two coolest people ever. and caroline and wes and some other tight homies yo. that was grand.
4. then we headed on down to the second show of the night at the depot. that was grand as well. hung out there for a tad then laur left with stupid face joe and me and nat talked to carmona for a while. then nat remembered she hadn't tortured me yet for the night so she was like ok i command you to take me to selleck's woods. now as you foolios may know, i am not a fan of this being scared business. so i really didn't want to go. i needed a man to come with us to keep me safe so i asked johnny schoen but he was being silliness, so finally i gave up and got carmona to come. halfway there i realized i wasn't going to will myself to freakin go around the dumb circle 3 times and turn off my headlights and etc. etc. so i was like ok carm's driving. so he did and i was soooo scared and i hid in the backseat and nat had to be annoying and open the windows. and i just sang jesus loves me really loud and closed my eyes. finally she allowed us to leave.
5. shaw's was next cause ol' fattie me was hungry again and i got a lunchable and swooops. hoorah.
6. then back to the depot to eat them and chat with my sister, dana clark.
7. then natalieee wanted to leave, so i gave in to her. and we started driving towards town when she pointed to the highway and stated (exact quote) "OH MY GOSH, that car is flipped over on the highway and a person just popped up from it" then i decided it would be a good time to look over and when i did there indeed was a flipped over car except now people were pulling other people out of it. this was quite a sight to see. because there were no cops or anything there yet it was even more interesting because it must've just happened.
8. next we decided to take a ride on the highway to get a better look at the tragic disaster, however i don' think it was that tragic cause everyone seemed ok. but of course there was huge traffic by now, but it was fun and we listened to loud music and screamed and waited to drive by the scene which we finally did.
9. then i dropped nat home after sitting in traffic for like a fun half hour. and then headed on my way home where i am now. although it is still early and i have nothing to do for a bit, but that's ok. i like hanging with my otis and the computer.
10. and that is it for this day. PEACE OUT FOOOOOOOOOOOOOLIOSSSSSSSSSSSS. (hah so there)

hallo. i am so rushed feeling right now. today we ran in selleck's woods AHH. we saw crazy blue orbs and ghosts or maybe we just pretended we did to scare ourselves....but that wasn't bad at all. then we "lifted" and then me and nat met kendall to tan and then ate some dumplings. now i am heading out to the life of young with megan and suz because jo is already there. tomorrow is a happy friday. word holla. peace out my little foolios. mwa.