ok so i had like mini breakdown after practice today and it was dumb and certain people acted dumb about it. and it kinda annoyed me/didn't. hah. tis ok. now i should be doing my hw, but i just got home from babysitting and i don't feel like it, so screw u. peace.

I am sitting next to Alexandra Kathleen Lay. otherwise known as A.Lay. bah. i love to call her that. we are working on our world lit. project. it sucks. my teacher is the devil in woman form. oh well. so right now everyone is working on a part of our project but me cause there is nothin left for me to do cause alex took over the powerpoint that i was working on and i was like ok i'll go play solitaire. right on. holla ain't no stopping me. is that ur chick? people you know. i'm sooo excited for our ghetto cheerleading dance. bringing down the house.

i'm talking to ali on the phone right now. i love people. we're talking about nicknames and code names for people. tres fun. i'm trying to go on a secret spy hunt and find out this hott guy's sn who's named michael and who is dylan's older brother and dylan is luke's friend and luke is scott's brother and scott is ali's love and ali is my love and i am me!!! i really wanna buckle down and learn how to play the guitar i'm getting sick of putting it off. and oh dear me. i have a botany quiz tomorrow. oh dear, my phone just ran out of batteries and i hung up on her. my bad. i can't call back though cause it's like 11 at night. i hope she calls me back cause now i feel bad. oh well. ring ring please. i'll just have to write her an email about it. i was just gonna write something about my 3 men, but then i took it back. winkles....j.f. winkles and john joyce...holla.

this is crap. my precalc teacher is giving us a test today and look at the circumstances. we dropped on friday. i had no frees to see him on friday. then it was the weekend. now it's today and he's in california visiting people and we're still having the test. not only that but i got a 51% on the last test. WHAT THE FREAK? ya that's what i thought. i think i'll go to the nurse. mofo. bye mwa.

so right now i'm enjoying the rest of my tub of peanut butter n' chocolate that i stole from BR last night. and i'm reflecting on my fun day. after church i came home, did a little bit of nothing and then i started off an journey to see ali. just as i was pulling out my road, britta calls me being a whiney baby. and since i was nice and in a mood, i went to dunkin' donuts to pick her up and bring her mike juterbock's as she begged me to sooo much on the phone. when i got there i found i also had to give tansu a ride home, but i didn't mind at all. so after dropping britta off i finally was going to start to ali's house, but lisa called me from church and made me come to give evan's hat back. and i realized since i was passing right by it, i would stop. so i did. i was attacked and it was no fun. but in the end evan let me keep the hat till tonight when i came back to church to drop it off. this i was very happy about and felt loved. so i finally finally got on the highway to ali's house, but then i realized i was on the merritt and i needed to be on 95, and i was scared and felt very dumb and wanted to slap myself. until i remembered i could take the connector and prove that i could do it alone to myself, so i did and i found it all really good and i was sooooo proud and i finally made it to ali's. then i met her mom and we embarked on a journey to go visit people. in total today we visited 7 people's houses and i met 9 new people. it was quite fun. i met scott, his sister, dylan, luke, this kid i forget his name, ali's bro andy, ali's mom, tyler and steve. and i also saw ali's stepmom, her little siblings, annie and kelsey. and at dylan's house, who by the way is soo cute, his i think it was his older brothe upstairs was really hott and i was like ya uhh we're coming to visit soon. and his mom was like the nicest lady i ever met in my whole life. luke is scott's brother and he's like maybe 10 or younger and he's at dylan's house. so ali wanted me to meet luke cause he's soo cute so we went there and the mom is like kinda thinks we're weird since we're soo much older, but she was insanely nice. she brought us inside and like was like you guys are so cool and stuff and i was like wow, i love you. so i wanna play jailbreak with them. bahah. then i finally got ali home by 6:30 for dinner and i headed home. then i remembered i had to bring evan his stupid hat back at stupid church, so i stopped there and they were singing for the night service and i wanted to personally give it to him. but i couldn't. so i talked with lisa in the back and we did some fun stuff and then i went to the bathroom and was drawn by that iming sound from dan's office and i found that evan had left himself online. and i had so much fun talking to his friends without him there and it was so evil. and then all everyone came down, evan, jo, lisa, suzie and mark and we hung in dan's office for like 10 hours straight. and i talked to all evan's friends. and then i got on my name and he talked to all my friends. and then we got free ice cream at BR. and it was a really really fun night. but i think i should go to bed now and contemplate how i start going to bed early again. and doing my homework before midnight. and stuff like that. alright i love you guys. MWA.

i am happy. i like to be happy. except i don't wanna go to school. ever. i just wanna be in this happy mood forever.

yo wat up ho, get ur assss on the dance floor. bahah, what a great song. i was supposed to hang with ligor tonight, but she was tired soooo she went home and i hung with the foursome. tres fun. i love those kids and i love the BR kids, they are great fun to hang with. i also love greg dadazio from NYC, he is the bomb. shout out to him, cause he's soooo adorably cute i want to take him home with me. cept he lives in NYC 212. bahah. anyway, i met him tonight and he's in this famous skating video ha. holla. aww muffin. then i saw greg shaw who is also ADORABLE. muffins. aw shucks. i saw the ladie's man made this morn and he said shucks all the time. he was kinda dumb, but oh well. my shirt smells so bad, but i just took it out of the drawer like freshly washed...what's up with that? KISSES. mwa. xoxox.

hello. so far today has consisted of sleep, made, shower, newlyweds, and the diner. it has been good. soon i will be off to GIGA. my darling chrissie never called back. maybe i will ring her again. so many peeps owe me money it's craziness. lindsay owes me 10 bucks, olivia owes me 10 bucks, laura owes me 25 bucks and my rents owe me 25 bucks too. on wednesday i had 100 bucks, today i have 4. do you know how much that sucks? oh well. the doorbell just rang...bahaha i don't have a doorbell. peace out my weenie faces. mwa.

tonight we had our own cheer pasta dinner. screw those stupid pasta hungry football boys. they can have all their stinkin food, ours is better anyway. ok ok, i admit nobody makes food better then the f-ball mommies, but i can't say that outloud. tonight was math SAT class, roar. boring, but actually not too bad.

so tomorrow we get out of school at 1:30 for the f-ball game and the freakin players get out at freakin 11:30 in the freakin am. WHAT? so we've decided to tell people that the time was a mistake and OOOOPS, we have to get out earlier then that. but i'm not sure that they'll let us. and i don't wanna get in trouble...but. hmm.

I wish we could leave campus. that would make my school life SOOOOOOOOO much better, i can't even express. like i could leave for lunch. just go drive around when i have a free. my senior life would be a major PARTAY. but...it's not.

ok everyone who reads this blog...maybe one person...come to our football game tomorrow. the BLUE WAVE versus the CADETS (we think) at St. Joe's. game starts at 3. some jewish thing i think, so peeps have to be home before sundown.

i still really have a desire to make out with fate. but i doubt that would ever happen. there was a time when there was a small belief in me that it said it might just be possible to happen, but these days...i kinda don't think even if I was the last girl and he was the last boy...wait no. if that was the case, i acutally do think he would make out with me. but at this moment and for probably the rest of the moments of my life because i doubt there will be a time when i'm the only girl and he's the only boy so it's impossible. anyway, it's nice to think about though.

is that ur chick? i've been needing to hear that missy elliot song recently. it's always in my head, cept i don't remember the words so it's annoying. open ur mouth, give me a taste? haah i think those are some words. holla, ain't no stopping me. those too. oh well i think i will head off to the bed now.

MWA MWA MWA. peace out petey pab mother f*cker. xoxoxooxoxoxo s.bru. I LOVE YOU ALL (hint hint foursome)

p.s. if my name was ever duane, bruce or ronald, i'd change my name the day i came out of the womb. just needed to express those feelings.

i left the house today at 7:25 am and returned at 10 pm. what does that say to you guys? that's 14.5 hours before i came home again. how crazy is that? the day was like so: school, practice, Fugi's, Baskin Robbins, SAT class (at the hs AGAIN for 2 more hours of my freakin life), Nat's house, Baskin Robbins, drop Laura off and then finally home. where i offcially pass out on the bed, but oh wait. that was i wanted to do. but i had to work. AHHH frickin' A. and i haven't even finished it yet, cause i got distracted with the fact that a good boy meets world episode was on and i could barely move unless it was into the fetal position because of my cramps. wellllll anyway. atleast today was hump day and tomorrow is thursday and i paid 72 dollars for dinner tonight. ya....we won't get into that BAH, just kidding i love you guys. MWA MWA. peace out my homie fools. see y'all when the sun is bright and shiny.

hit me with your best shot. go on and hit me with your best shot. hit me with your best shot...

FIRE AWAY!!!!!!

HOLLA TO MY FOURSOME POSSE.

LR, NR, KW, and moi SB.

i love you guys soo much and i had soo much fun with you on Friday. please don't ever leave me and we need to hang out like everynight. I LOVE YOU. mwa

I GOT A LETTER, I GOT A LETTER, I GOT A LETTER FROM TREVIE HEY HEY HEY HEY!

"i hope it's not black...that would make my dad pretty mad..." - Trevor.

in botany we watched a movie where they showed rhinos and elephants pooping...close up. it was icky grossness. my teacher thought it was the bomb...he rewound it twice. but he's a freak so it's understandable.

i'm sitting next to Sarah. and she yelled out really loud, in the library no less, that ashley saxe doesn't wear underwear. except she said "....blahblah blah and SHE DOESN'T WEAR UNDERWEAR..." then everyone looked and pointed. Poor Sarah also just found out her boyfriend has been lying to her for 2.5 monthes....oh well. she's doing ok. even though she is looking at PORN. what? just kidding i made that up, to make her mad. it worked. j.lo and carmen electra posters make sarah uncomfortable. if i was in a room with them though, i bet i would be too. well i'm off to write trevie back mwa mwa.

crazy little thing called love. today i did my math homework at baskin robbins, BAHAAH. i love that place. precalc sucks, i have no idea what the hell is going on and neither does anyone else so they can't explain it and i don't feel like asking my teacher....this could get bad when tests and quizzes roll around. tomorow is tuesday. hoorah. friday we have another night game and we get to leave school early for it. yay. school kinda sorta sucks. we got our new computer for upstairs so i don't have to use my dad's anymore, even though i am right now, cause i don't know how to use the upstairs one. "you think you're all this and all that..." my dad to my brother. fools. in the big rock candy mountains. rock candy is good, i haven't had none of that in a loong time. now they're wrestling. my dad's like mom's home and my bro looks out the window and my dad says made you look. how juvenile my famigila counterparts are. oh well. can't wait for it to be the weekend again. hugs and kisses to all my fans...that i wish i had....but i will have....someday. when i say "this is Sarah Bruno reporting live at the scene..."

and ever

and ever

and ever

and everrrrrr.

foreverrr.

all 4 one song: she's got skillz. too much to say, too little time and energy. tomorrow is monday, why does that suck so much? it's just another manic monday...PEACE. fate: you + me = us...bahahah.

FATE, will you please marry me? i am desperately in love with you. you are my favoritest thing in the world, fate. and i want to profess my love for you. ok, that was for fate, as in the actual concept of fate. now this is for the person whom i call fate...let's makeout...forever.

i have not yet gone to bed yet, so it is still friday night to me. i have lots to say, but no time or energy to do it. in a few hours i will be on my way to the big e. i'll talk to y'all later when i get back from that and college visiting. mwa mwa.

tonight was a very eventful night. it was craziness. after practice, me, laura, nat and kendall went home to change and freshen up. then we went to E.J.'s for the PD. we were the first ones there, even before the boys. so we ate and stuff and then they started to arrive and every single one of them forgot to bring their jerseys, except for chris. so chris is like ya i remembered, then we finish eating and go to leave and he's like no i forgot. so, we're all like waaaa and annoyed and disappointed. so then we began to leave and everyone started yelling out rude stuff at a certain person. so me and laura started sticking up and stuff and then this huge fight started and the f-ball players were so mean to us and it was really scary. so we ran out and were like we'll get you, no more cheering or supporting for you freaks. so i opened chris's car and took out all this stuff and put it in my car, but then some people started going insane and took like everything out of the car and put it in mine and then we drove away and they got all mad, cause they were walking out when we drove away. and andrew roberto came chasing after us in his jetta no less and like blocked us in the road, and made us give back all the stuff and swore at us and were really really mean. so we gave it back and then left and laura still kept chris...oh wait. i won't say that in public. so then it turns out that chris really did bring his jersey, he was just tricking me. so then we all felt so bad, and i was like holding back tears and we apologized and crap. and then blah blah. so then we go to BR and sit in the car for like an hour just talking and stuff and then Laura still doesn't have a jersey. so we called timmy and he said we could go to the hs and get it out of his locker and he would give us the combo. so we went there, into the boy's locker room and waited and waited and waited. and laura talked to timmy's bro for like 5 hours, cause timmy was in the freakin' shower for like 10000 hours. so finally coach B came in, and we all sat on this bed thing and were like oh hey coach b, we're just hanging out in the boys locker room at 8 at night, you know... so he was like riiiiight, but he actually didn't care that much and he opened timmy's locker with his key for us, which was reeeeeally nice. so then we were finnnnally done and we were leaving the hs parking lot and who drives by, but well i can't say his name....but he drove by. so nat's like oh my gosh you have to follow it's fate. and i'm like no i can't. and she's like no you have to. so i did a little bit and then i had to take laura home, so i couldn't follow him anymore and everyone was like ahh fate hates you now. so that made me sad, so now i'm kinda sad. but whatev, i'll get over it. alright. i love you guys. mwa mwa. p.s. f-ball game, prob at 7...i think. at brien mcmahon, COME!!!

alright, so...i suck at life. i think you all should know that. i rear ended a car today. fortunately i was going slow enough and the guy who i hit was very nice, but he did take down my info and was like ya i'll call the insurance company or something. so there goes me driving for like ever if the insurance goes up, which sucks butt cause tomorrow is the first day i can drive legally to school and now they're just gonna take it all away. WAAAA. "YOU HAVE NOTHING...NOOOOTHING....NOTTTTHHINGG....I INVENTED THE PIANO KEY NECKTIE..." holla to my g zoolander and mugatu. peace.

k so, i'm not in my good BSB mood anymore. wait a minute. i think that maybe i will go get my cd and listen to it again and then i wll feel better....ha why didn't i think of that before. everything sucks right now and part of me is like whatever and the other part is like GOSH DARN IT!!!!!! my mother is singing in the other room, like really loudly. it's hilarious. she's singin' it's just too good to be true, can't take my eyes off of you... anyway. i think i will go to bed now, cause it's early night for me. plus i have gym first period, OH HOW MUCH I LOVE GYM. BADMINTON RULES THE HOUSE. specially since there are people in my gym class who probably want me dead..oh darn it.

ok all you girls (and maybe guys) who still have ur first BSB cds, go listen to them right now. i guarantee it will make you happy. cause i listened to mine and it put me in such a good mood. and i would like to thank christine tormey for giving me the idea, cause i forgot how much i still love those backstreet boys and how much i miss my old school BSB days. if any of you have millenium i suppose that will do, but put that black and blue crap down the toilet. only first cds are the bessssssst. mwa mwa peace out yo.

well tonight basically sucked. i won't go into details cause i don't feel like explaining and no one really needs to know, but i just want this simple person to come online, so i can discuss something with this one simple person. but i doubt my wish will come true. anywho. everything mostly sucks plus tomorrow is monday which sucks the most. it's just another manic monday. oh ohohoh. i have to do laundry and read about some idiot greek kid. whatever. GOD HELP ME.

hi there. babysitting was alright. sometimes i just wanna slap the kid though, ah. i hold back. oh well. then i was supposed to meet up with some people, but they were all at people's houses who didn't want anymore people to come and my friends were like oh sorry, and i'm like oh sure you are. if they were sorry, they would find a way to see me, so they obviously do not care very much. so whatever to them and i just came home. and they suck. whoa. i don't know how i just made that square...coool. (wait, are you kidding. on this screen there is a little square shape, like something you would get by pressing control and some other button, but when i published this post it went away. so you guys can't see it...whatev) well my family just got home avec mes cousines, because for some unknown reason they are sleeping over. goodnight moon.

fala. today was our first football game against danbury. although we did lose and it was raining, it wasn't that bad. the cheerleaders didn't do anything like really really good that made us look bad, so that was a plus. and the rain was kinda fun actually. so it was pretty good. the final score was 15-7, unfortunately. in the beginning we were winning, but then...we just stopped being good. so anyway, tonight i'm going to maryellen and dave's for dinner and then back to babysit and ali and jewels are sleeping over tonight, i'm not sure why. tomorrow is my cheer carwash, everyone should come PLEASE....it's at the depot at like 10-2 or something. wee needd thhee suppporrt. alright y'all. i feel so nice right now, cause i was soaking wet at the game and now i'm wearing my track sweatpants and my fuzzy slippers and my raining cats and dogs socks and my football sweatshirt and i'm sooooo cozy. yay, i love being cozy with a passion.

last night was soo much fun, i hung with nat and laura and we had a night full of fate. it was like amazing. i'll tell about it later...maybe. MWA MWA.

today was the cheerleading bake sale. we wore our stupid uniforms alll day long for the bake sale just so dumb football players could be like (stupid surfer voice): "we don't have a game today, why are you dressed up....is there a game today? why are you wearing your uniform?" it was tres annoying. plus we only made 88 dollars. That doesn't even break a hundred, that's crazy. what can we get for 88 bucks...like 15 minutes of a clinic. pssh. anyway, but tomorrows another day. then things went well for a while, practice wasn't too bad and we got out early. and then i went to BR with laura and then to pcp to use their phonebook, and then i smelled the pizza and was like gosh darn i need pizza. but pcp is too expensive so i ordered from pizza hut and went to pick it up and when i got there i realized i had no wallet. so i had to count out 3.91 in change, luckily i had that much. and then i was real nervous i wouldn't be able to find my wallet, but i prayed and stuff and then went back to the gym, just as coach larusso was leaving and she opened it for me THANK GOD AND THANK YOU COACH LARUSSO. and then i found it PHEW. and here i am enjoying my pizza hut and orangina. botany project due tomorrow....riiiiight. we'll see about that.

ok so seriously, the rents of these kids need to come home like now. i have to bake like 10 batches of freakin' brownies. oh gosh, the kids just came to bother me again. anyway, johnny tsunami is on, woooord. i haven't seen that since what? 8th grade. anyway, speaking of which, i miss 8th grade. yo old 8th grade peeps, i saw mr. kensek at the oyster festival and he was smoking and he tried to hide it from me...how mature is that? he like totally flicked the cigarette and then went to hug me like oh what, nothing's going on...anyway. STEPHANIE IS ANNOYING ME!!! hehe i love her, but she is reading over my shoulder like nobody's business. alright i'm off. we're playing memory and watching pokemon, holla. kisses and hugs and some other fun stuff. mwa mwa

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that is all from me and my kids. toodles to y'all.

hiya. today practice wasn't too bad. it's just the jumps part that kills me. after that i came home and ate soup cause i love soup. and then i came to babysit. where i am right now. it's not too bad. i don't mind babysitting these kids, they're good. sister sister is a hilarious show, all should watch it.

so i have like ten thousand things to do tonight, and when i list them i know it won't sound like a lot, but it sooo is, if you were me. so ya i was home for like 20 minutes today and that's it. now after i babysit i have to go to the store and buy brownies, but of course by that time it will be like what? 9 o'clock so, i won't have time to make my specialty brownies and i'll have to go with those crappy break and bakes which make me look bad cause i am the master brownie maker and break and bakes are not my best brownies. anyway, so then after i make the brownies i need to do my law and gov essay due tomorrow which sucks balls and then after that my precalc homework which also sucks balls. so anway, i am not sure about this whole day and how i feel about it, but i guess its ok. well the kids im babysitting for are now reading what i'm writing over my shoulder, so i think i'm gonna stop now. peace out fools.

p.s. I LOVE EDMFMSCSRMNS!!! HOORAY, cause no one knows what that means, except...ME!!

ok so. i am going a little crazy. cheer practice was death today, actually it wasn't that bad. and then i had chinese with my granny which was yum yum. but now my mouth is kinda burnt and i'm really full and stuff so you know how it is. me and laura are in love with a freshman. BAH. but i'm also in love with everyone in the world. so ya...i want 6 people right now. well no let me think. i only really want 4.5 of them. the other 1.5 of them, i like actually in love with...if that's possible. well anyway, i feel like i'm gonna boot. and theres a law and gove essay due uhh wednesday...i'm hoping that will pop out of my butthole or something tomorrow night. cause it sure as hell ain't coming from my head. we built this city on rock and roll, that's about the only good song i've ever heard played in the senior caf before. cause the senior caf is CRAP. and all the seniors are CRAP. and everything is CRAP. and that is my moral of the day. mwa. peace yo s.bru.

hello all tis sarah and sarah. we have become joined at the hip. OH MY! i am so disturbed because i just watched lord of the flies in law and gov and they killed this kid by throwing a boulder on his head. and it was all bloody and gross. sarah just informed me that christian bale might play the next batman. DO YOU KNOW HOW AMAZINGLY WONDERFULLY GOOD THAT WOULD BE? it would make me happy forever!!! yayayayyayay. i love christian. mwa.

so last night was my bros crazy boy sleepover. it's fun to say it was 13 13 year olds, but it wasn't exactly. more like 10 13 year olds, 2 14 year olds and 1 12 year old. haha it was lotsa fun though. some of his friends are so cute and some i just wanted to kill. anyway, so today officially sucks and is very depressing. it's raining, the fun is over, back to school tomorrow and i have to do alllllll my homework. so i have to get on that. and if anyone cares, i will have to start posting now again about how i never do work cause that's all i say during the school year mwa mwa.