HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO CHRISSIE BRENNANI!!!!!! YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!! word holla. this morning i went to the mall and this SCARY man was there and the story is too much to type but he couldn't talk or see and he kept asking me questions but he was like i dajcj a kdtjs eee sidfha. and i was like sorry sir, i can't understand you and i wanted to run away and hide but he kept talking to me and i have no energy to finish the story.

i ran barefooted for track today. it was so fun. barefoot is the bomb. i am going to pursue a future career as an indian or some sort of wild child. AHAH the wild child. my brother and father are wrestling....they're insane. and annoying. but funny to watch. "you're done, you're done" that's all my brother keeps repeating as my dad like kills him. haah oh what loser heads. oh they are done now. or so i though now they are standing up fighting. FREAKS.

oh dear fricker. i have to go babysit soon. poo. MONEYYY. makes the world go round. i'm po
mwa peace out.

wallowing in self pity with my bag of chocolate and propel.

i'm annoyed, people are being stupid. tonight was not fun. except for when me, britta, kelly and nat all got together at nat's and took pictures for journalism. except we didn't have enough people cause i'm dumb and can't count so i got matt and angie, the dog to come in the picture too haha. they weren't too happy about that. oh well. the only thing that makes me happy is that i get to sleep late every day and EXTRA late tomorrow. everything else makes me sad pretty much.

i went to nc yl with suz and jo tonight and it was dumb and annoying. we did a silly scavenger hunt and probably lost by far. and it was just pointless and it annoyed me. and suzanna was annoyed too. and then we got in a little tiff. and it was sad, but i love her and she loves me so it's ok. but that just bothered my night. and now my silly mother decides to go to bed earllly and so since this stinking computer is in her room i have to leave. and my silly fathery is at a CONCERT with my like uh cousin guy. well let's see if we do this technically, he would be my 2nd cousin's husband. anyway he's cool yo. but so my dad and him went to see dream theatre or some wacked out band that should be for teenagers but they listen to it, weirdos. so i will have to resort to using my dad's computer since i'm assuming he will be home late.

well atleast i get to sleep till 11:45 tomorrow or something cool like that. but we don't have journalism tomorrow and that's a fun class, i shall miss it and the laughs. oh and we have my favorite class precalc tomorrow. YAY. NOTTTTTTTT. well atleast nothing. there is no atleast anymore. NOTHING. I NEED A PROM DATEEEEEEEE.

ahadfasjdfj, flusteration. i am confused, i have many things to do and not enough time to do them and i can't ahold of freakin' britta and i need her help before it is too late and ahhh. anyway, i must go figure this crazy shite out. i'm actually just big dealizing everything, cause i only have to do like 2 things no wait now more things are coming into my mind AHH. alright fools goodbye.

AHHH ASDFJS. sandlot guy is soo hott. i believe his name is benny. so i have too much time and nothing to do. i can't go to bed early cause i'll just roll around and talk to myself and not actually sleep. that would be stupid. i can continue watching the sandlot, but it's almost over. i wish little giants was on. bang me bang me bang me. that is my song to the guy from the sandlot. and devon sawa. and ashton kutcher and adam brody and a few other need not be named people.

so first day of track practice. big fat joke. me and laur did two things. the rest of the time we walked back and forth to the school three times and talked on the phone and sat on the floor and drank water. thanks to my best love nat, who covered for us, we were safe from nordstrom norrister norrie. i'm frickin bored yo. too bad i'm homeless now too, or maybe i would go downstairs and watch a movie. guess i'll just have to join homeless terry ass bernard in his refrigerator box. www.homelessterry.blogspot.com bored bored shmord. schmorgus board. aaaa i love capt tests with a burning passion in my heart. as julie said "sophmore appreciation TWO weeks"

freshman hoorah best song out of many. but very good song. oh my brother is kicking me off the comp now, like he has any right, but oh well. so whatever i was going to say, i'll have to say lata. PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEACE.

AHHH HOT FLASH. i am bored. i should do my math homework cause i have math next, but i really really don't want to. i cannot contain my excitment for school starting at 10:30 FOR TWO WEEKSSSSSSS. oh my lord. after that it's like uno weeko till the cruiso. oh happy day. bahh, don't make me work plleeaasseee. i wish i had interesting things to talk about. last night the weirdest small worldish thing happened at church. twas insane. mr. duncan is like a crazy nazi sometimes. ahh mr. hanau save me from his wrath. hail hitler. not me, but mr. hanau does. otis escaped from the tent this morning and tried to bite people. baad baad dog. NOBODY MOURNS THE WICKED.

heloooo. tonight i went to rachel's party with kendall and abbie for a little. we watched some EXTREMELY CONFUSING moulin rouge. i've never understood that movie. ever. when i saw it in the theatre, after i had finished my whole box of smuggled popsicles, i fell asleep. then we drove kendall home cause she had to be home early because of her cystual problems hah. but i let her drive my car a little in the hs pl. and then i was just like OH WHAT THE HAY and i let her drive home. and before that i let abbie drive too. and then abbie drove like the whole night practically cause she just kept begging and begging. and the both of them weren't bad at all. so it was a tres fun night. even though betsy bootstrap hates me now and i didn't get to see nat. i love nat, do not be angry with me, ever!! my house scares me a little.

otis threw up in the kitchen this morning, it was gross. and tonight i found that he had also booted in his cage. it's probably cause my mama "flew the coop" (as abbie's mom once did) and is in NJ for the weekend. and poor otis misses her so and so pukes everywhere. the silly fool.

before GIGA today i spent about THREE hours folding chrissie's clothes and cleaning her room with her. what a good friend i am. then i took home a garbage bag of clothes to borrow and give to laur. stupid skinny laur. twas a good day all in all. now i just have to do alllllll my hw tomorrow.

my dog is a lamb. it makes me so happy.

tonight was silly and filled with poo. but then it got better. and we didn't fight anymore and it was happy times. dang this mad old school song called parents just don't understand by will smith rules. thanks to chadi i found my old love for will smith. this is a really intense song. all these bad things happen to will, it's so sad. tis tres late at night. i live in a tent. it's cool though. oh no. my dad is waking up. time to run away and hide in my non existent house. PEACE MOFOS. julia robertson is my favorite when she says that and in gym class. oh word.

this is my really good artistic picture. guess who this person is!!??

AH. i got a shot today. it was for meningitis or something for crazy college fools who get sick and their limbs fall off. now my limbs won't fall off. hoorrrayyy. after that my daddy and i went to the accountant, granny's house where i found a HUGE bowl of chocolate and i stuffed all my pockets and ran away. then we went to some other foolish places i forget now. and i got blood taken too, no fun. and i had to pee in a cup, DEF. no fun. and weird and gross. i hate that part. icky. now there are crazy working men in my house cause they knocked down the wall how sad. and otis is missing. and so is my brother. oh no, they're both dead. AH. i am so broke it's sad. oh well. maybe if i stopped eating i could be rich. oh wait, that's an actual fact. ok i'm not getting into it. LKDJLSKJDFA. i feel like laughing, but there is nothing funny. i shall have to wait and see what it says on liz's blog, that should make a difference for me. BIZ.

i'm sooooooo bored. i have snuck out of world lit. we are watching the boringest movie in the whole freakin' world. it's black and white and called some crazy shite like cry, my beloved country or something. ahhh and as usual i have no idea what's going on. HOORAY, it's friday. walter tonight word up. can't wait to see nat fall off her platform i mean, perform beautifully and hott on her platform with katie johnston in her unitard. haha ohh nat wants nikita, nikita wants nat. how cute. well i guess i'd better be getting back to class now foos. MITTENS RULE!!!

megan is sad, shoutout to megan. don't be sad. kisses. YL was fun and rather crowded, it made me happy. oh look a birdie. bah. what fun. lambies are more fun. laura lamby is the funnest though. even my dad calls her lamby, that rules. so do mittens. and fields. i don't really have anything to say except i haven't really had homework for the past 3 days and it makes me happy. OH MY. doctor's appointment tomor. freaky deaky. i know i wished death upon travis the other day. but i no longer do. i love him. ok that is enough. chrissie had an encounter with the monster tonight. AHHHHHHHHH. that's a bit too much info.

today was a day full of excitement. me, laur, trav and megan went to br after school. good times. then me and megan went to see what silly fools were still waiting around at the hs. and we almost got into a car accident and hit john lee's car, which is why MEGAN, you never grab the steering wheel. then we drove a child home from my intro to journ. class named kevin. oh wait, inbetween getting him and actually driving him home we went to see if travis was home but he wasn't. so then we drove kevin home and saw dana clark, my sister. then we finally found travis and we went and visited ox ridge and i saw the morgan children whom I LOVE. then we visited mms, and it was silly williness. thennnnn, we went to cvs so travie could buy starburst, except i ended up paying for them. now megan is home and i am taking a shower and then i am picking her up, getting sushi, getting natalie, dropping it at kendall's for the poor sickly, scarred, dead girl, then i'm picking up abbie and suz and jo and we're going to yl. i must peace out now foos. i loveth thou. HAHA. elizabeathean era talk....according to megan. mwa xoox.

oh dear me. i missed the first like whatever amount of minutes of the OC. so now i have no idea what's going on, but i never really know what's going on anyway. AHHHH. commercial for texas chainsaw massacre. i think i need to put on happy music now. i want myself to be in love with the OC and be like obsessed like everyone else, cause it is a good show i like it yes. but i'm just not getting obsessed. it could be because i'm like really dumb and have no idea what's happening, but yeah. that sentence was going no where. is nowhere one word? or two. no where. nowhere. i shall never know. my two favorite things right now are mittens and lambs. how can i put them together. i know. when i get my pet lamb later and take him for walks in the winter, i'll make him wear mittens so his feet don't get cold. snap. i think i only watch OC cause freakin' seth is the hottest person on the freakin' earth. ok this dumb guy with summer is like conceited and stupid. i'm glad, i don't like him. AHH SETH BANG ME NOW. i mean. ADAM BRODY OH SO HOTT SOO HOTT. OHHHHHHHHHH. ORGASMIC. ok that's enough.

SOOOOO. tonight my mom found this tin thing that had stuff in it from like 45098 years ago. and all these letters my dad wrote her and they were sooooo hilarious and gayyyyyyy. they were like "i love you so much blah blah blah i miss you like i can't even say oh i love you oh you're beautiful oh blah blah blah" it was hilar. and there was this one that was quite possibly the funniest thing i ever did see in my lifffeee. "i'm sorry i watched tv tonight, i won't do it again" BAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAH. does that even make sense??? no. OH DEAR ME. if i was summer my life would be complete. no wait. i don't have to be summer, i just want to bang seth. that's why my password at school is bang seth. with other letters and numbers you fools don't know about. AWWW marissa and ryan are so flirting and cute i want to cry and i didn't know they could say b*tch on tv. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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LUKE JUST MESSED BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG TIME. OH MAN THAT WAS HILARIOUSLY NOT GOOD. ok i have written enough about nothing. i must go pretend like i love the OC. actually i think i do sorta love it now. now that something big happened and i actually understand it. oh AHH SO EXCITING. i broke megan's earring. don't tell. i have to find a way to fix it quick. HOT GLUE GUN QUICK. ok peace out foos. i am a blogging machine tonight.

last night i had a container of TEN of suz's cookies. right now i have 1.5. crrrrazy. i was bombarded in school, and i had to use my very bad sharing skills a little bit and give some away. but i still a good share of them haha they are soo freakin' good. liz must be right, there has to be drugs in them or something.

i am soo happy my mom rescheduled my physical appointment for friday so now i'm only missing a week of track. i feel much better. and i told norrie today and he was very happy and smiled and tried to hide it but i know he loves me, the silly fool. meow. then i said goodbye to nat, laur and brianna as they got on the bus and cried. i think we're going to visit kendall in the hospital today. poor girl. she's dying. no just kidding. she's just getting surgery. i miss her.

so right now i have to go get more water cause the drugs in these cookes make me soooooooooo thirsty. and then i'll probably finish them off and get fatter YAY. and tonight i'm going insane. i think suzanna has to bake me a batch of these cookies every day. what the crap. it scares me how good they are. SOO FRIGHTENING.

OH. and i gave travis a ride home today and he was soooo destructive. he CHIPPED my REALLY EXPENSIVE prism star rear view mirror hanging thingy that Gina gave me for a present, he toook my smelly foot and threw it out the window, he threw my tip jar on his lawn and he threw rocks at my car. I AM GOING TO BEAT THAT CHILD. death be upon travis....DEATH.

SUZANNA'S COOKIES RULE THE WORLD. never have i had better cookies. now that i have been reminded of them. i am going to my locker to get my HUGE container of them that just happened to tag along to school with me. MOTHER OF GOD THEY ARE SOO GOOOD.

today is a stupid day. my hair looks stupid. it's bothering me a lot. but i guess i'm being stupid and too and shouldn't worry what my stupid hair looks like. so shutting up about that. but it's also only tuesday. and that's crap. and i'm bored and track sucks. even though i haven't done it yet bahhh. oh man no sense i maketh.

i miss the fun times. my dearest matthew rogers, brother of my future marriage partner natalie, is on this computer right now. but he was MIA and so i just went on it cause he's a silly boy. but i love him. campaigners was fun last night. tonight is club. oh yippiee. and then thursday night is our club. our club is so pathetic and dead these days. it makes me sad. i miss the boy scout cabin days. greatly. i just thought sketchball thomas nielson walked in but it wasn't him, plus he's graduated so bah, it was only baker woods. i must go post on other blogs now. pizounce.

yeah, you shook me all night long. i am downloading that song right now. today was the first kill me now just shoot me with a big fat shotgun or rip out my intestines track practice. but lucky me, i don't have a physical so i can't practice, which is why i am home at this time right now. but unlucky me, norrie was very mean to me about the fact the i don't have my physical appointment until april. but then i got down on my knee and asked him to marry me and he forgave me. so it was all good and then i peaced out and drove sarah fiore home. or is it sara? i don't know. the H is better so....she was very nice and we talked about hott boys and hott sports and ugly sports hahah.

tonight i think i am going to go to campaigners with suz and jo. oh jo. what a silly boy. i love him. if you read this, jo, i love you. but don't get too excited haha. i want to rock and roll all night and party every day, now i'm listening to that. i like that song, it is a good song. it makes me want to run around crazy and jump around and strip my clothes off and streak in the street. BAHHA. sweeeeeet. well i think i have to go to the jeep dealer now to fix my car. AND BTW. all you stupid people cough who think you are sad (one in particular) just remember i'm just as sad as you if not more, and even if you are sadder then me, guess what....i've been sad longer. SO I WIN. HAHA. no i'm not laughing. this is serious business. right-o.

christina got mad at me for not talking about what i did with her yesterday. well i met her at the eyebrow waxing place where she had already been waxed OUCH. not my cup of tea. then i sat in her car for like an hour and we chatted about such things. looked at her pictures from arizona, talked about "the monster" and how it almost attacked her AHAHA, talked about crazy people from my school and how i want to killlll them, what else? oh and i heard about how she walked by a car and scary sketchy man beeped at her 948 times and she jumped out of fright and he laughed and laughed at her and then she went in her car and locked the doors and waited for me to arrive. that's about it i think. cause once you're with the wizard no one thinks you're strange. PPPPEEEEAACCEEEEE.

i am a tad bit sad. and my mother is being sooo freaking annoying. but anyway, the sadness is the usual. and it's sunday so that sad cause tomorrow is monday. and i have been lazy today and done no work. but i'm listening to wicked right now and i can't sing and talk, so i must go. to see hott pictures:
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AHHHH STUPID PARENTS ARE SUCH MEANIES. anyway, retro night was mad fun. getting dressed up is the bomb. you should go look at my wondrous pix (community.webshots.com/user/sbru8)....quite humorous. after that we went to eat at PRD, my fave place and i had an omelette it was darn good. then i drove evan home and jo went too. and then came home to get yelled at yay. what fun that was. AHHHH. i just sneezed and it hurt my throat like a mother. oh lordy me oh my oh fee fi fo fum i smell an english MON. i need to go inannennenenen. ahh i have to wash my face cause i have makeup that could make 3498 people pretty. toodles fools.

AHHHH GO TO HELL YOU STUPID SNOW. AND YOU STUPID BOARD OF EDUCATION. all we needed was a delay today, do you need anymore proof or is the fact that all the snow is MELTED already good enough? i am so angered. frickin' fools. now that i'm graduating july and my beautiful, happy, little outfit i was gonna wear to school is ruined and today was gym and we havent' had gym for weeeeeeks cause we missed last week cause of dive day and now we won't have it for more weeeeeeeks cause of frickin' today. all the things i was looking forward to are cancelled. except youth group. that best not be cancelled, or ya'll best be dying. now that i have gotten this out i have to eat breakfast cause i didn't mean to wake up this late, but i did so suck it while i go eat my rice crispies.

NASTY PUT SOME CLOTHES ON DAHDHAHDH. everyone should go listen to that song, it i soo good. nasty girl by destiny's child. good luck, grasshoppers. katy jacobson just showed me everything in the world about cancun mexico. cause she has been there 3948 times and is going back again and she's obsessed. she's mad at me now for writing about her, even though i wrote nothing bad. she said, "no, don't do that. no. stop." yeah, right. like i'm gonna listen to her. anyone who runs around listening to titanic music and never looking back is a psycho. just kidding, i did that too. oh fifth grade. well fools. today is such a relaxant day. i just lurve it. lurve hahahaha, i've never used that word before. what about luff. that's another way to say love i guess. i luff you. i lurve you. i love you. I HATE YOU. aAHAHA. i had something so profound to say, but now i forget. oh well. LOVE YAAA.

i am sitting here with my dear friends courtney lombat and julia roberts(on). julia is complaining of her hurting head, but all i can think of is her immense talent i get to witness in gym class. luckily we have that on friday so i am really excited. courtney on the other hand DOES NOT have immense talent in gym class, sorry to break the truth. but she does on the other other hand have a huge temper and has threatened to physically hurt a number of people in my day. courtney is now talking about her favorite stuffed animal white bear, whom her mother washed. after the washing courtney was saddened to find he was a bit deformed and courtney had to "squish his stomach to make the fluff go back in his head" OH COURTNEY. YOU AND YOUR STUFFED ANIMALS...

this is what i was saying last march 16 (2003) (if you haven't noticed i find it very funny to look back on things...)

ugh today sucks. It's such beautiful weather out and it's like 70 degrees almost, but i have sooo much work to do. and i had to babysit after church today so it's already like 3 o'clock and i have to go to Holy Ground and to the Keen's house for some family mingling. bahh, i just want it to be summer. I can't deal with this stress. I need like a month off to rejuvanate. Well anyway, sucks to be me. I know I know. the only good part of church today was the fact that Mark's mom said it was ok for me to cut off his mullet. Although i only cut like two strands before Lisa took over, it was very satisfying i must say. goodbye to his mullet days. mwa
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YAY EVERYONE!!! amish (amy wolff) posted FINALLY on her blog where she hasn't posted for 5 monthes.....FIVE FREAKIN' MONTHESSSSS. i can't be without you for a day, blog. let alone 5 monthes, i don't know how anyone can go through that torture. but with the help of my coaxing she has finally posted some lovely gibberish. but of course it's extra lovely since i am mentioned TWICE!!! www.wavenychica.blogspot.com check it out fools. now i just have to get on suzanna's case about keeping her blog up to date and all will be well. because in my day of blogs i have started a cheer one, a homeless terry one, a natalie and me one, my own personal one of course. and i have helped various people to start them....amy, suzanna, lizzie, caroline (i'm hoping), kate (FREAK), that's all i can think of now, but i'd say that was a pretty impressive list.

**RIGHT NOW MY BROTHER IS SINGING "POPULAR" FROM WICKED WITH ME!!!!! that is so hilariously amazing. he even knows half the words. i wish other people could experience this**

MOTHER OF GOD!!! when does this wretched snow ever stop? it's only good if it can get me a delay or two. i will not tolerate anymore snow days, yes, i want them, but no, i do not want to graduate in july. today i was in the house for 3049823 hours filing crazy reciepts with suzanna for my dad. she got paid, i didn't. but that's cause it was part of my grounding from a long time ago that i got for getting a parking ticket. anywho. now i have to read 90398 pages in zenzele. i think one of the funnest things to do is instead of making up a reasonable, realistic number, juts type a bunch of numbers and make it humorous as i did for the amount of hours i was in the house and the amount of pages i have left to read in zenzele.

HAPPY IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE. (i just like that line, nothing happy happened...don't get excited) lalalal. peace out my foos. mwa.

oh holla. i believe i just made it before the midnight dot so now my post will go under the proper day. vacay village was da bomb. BAHH. ohhh me oh my. did meet some semi-hotties from new milford. ryan.... me and sarah fell in love...sort of. john was rather p.j. maglathlin like and i wasn't too keen on him but he was nice. and the other ones were kinda cuties. well anyway, i must be heading to bed because of the late hour. even though i was just at suzanna's house at like 11, and i snuck in. the joys of sneaking in people's houses. you'd think sneaking out would be natural, right?? oh no, i sneak in. i missed my otis. tomorrow i have to freakin go to school to freakin like do my french project. it's murder. mrs. mason needs a new brain. or she could just die. um, yeah. until tomorrow most likely mwa mwa.

13TH PLACE AT STATES HELL YEAHHHHH!!!!!! hahah we did extremely better then i had ever imagined, we even cried. oh man. it was a good day for getting up at 5:30 in the dawn. well i must go finish packing for vacay village AHAAHHA. mwa.

man oh man. this took like 29038 hours to load. i am quite bored right now. me and laur ate lunch out today at mama carm's haha. twas yummery. oh dang, the bell rang. i have big ol math test now. POO. jeffery zimmerman is going to walk by any minute. oh i love him. peace. MWA.

today i slept in first period cause i had a free then i headed to school for diversity day. WOOHOO. we started off in our assigned rooms where we played a RIDICULOUS simulation game which angered me to no end. i can't even explain how mad it made me. i just sat in the corner with my chair and my feet up eating pretzels that we were supposed to making a school out of and being rude to people. i couldn't help it. whatever foos. then we went to the auditorium and this guy name jeff evans i think told us about his career as a moutain climber guy and how he climbed mt. everest with this blind guy. it wasn't too bad, kinda boring, and i did fall asleep a little, but it was ok. then it was lunch time and we ate lunch. but after that we still had time left so me and laura couldn't handle it anymore and we ditched school and drove around for a bit and then decided to go visit trevie. which we did. and we talked with him for awhile and went for a walk cause today is soo beautiful. then we came back to school when it was over to drop something off and ate some pizza hut and then came home. so it was a pretty good day i must admit. and i got a shirt and chocolate out of the deal. word. i just really really don't want to go to practice today or ever again. but tonight is younglife hooray fun. peace.

i have to read a huge pysch. experiement from fairfield U, which is worth like half my grade. but i am slacking and procrastinating so much. i told myself to start working at 11. as you can see it's past 11. ahh i just don't want to do it soo badly. it's like one of those things that you just cannot make yourself do. impossible by christina just came on and it's making me kinda happy cause all the songs off her album kinda remind me of the summer, which is good in a way i think but also sad cause i miss it. fooey. when i don't want to get off the computer, there is no one good to talk to online and i have nothing better to do i just type here. i know i have nothing to say really, but i don't want to get off the comp cause that means really boring pysch. article. but i think i hear the mother ship approaching which means i have to get off anyway. "i am gonna wear a pink tux to the prom." i think relient k is my favorite like "boy" band if you can even call it that. well it's not like a typical boy band, but it is a band and there are boys in it, so its not a bad description. i want to marry one of them. oh i forgot i was writing this, i caught up in ims, since some interesting peeps finally showed up. anywho. i am bizouncing. peace.

today was kind of an exciting day in a way. but i am much too tired and not in the mood to type it all. tomorrow is Dive day and my mom said she won't lie for me so i can skip it. oh well. i don't mind too much, i'ts not like i have to do any work. and we get shirts. and muffins. oh muffins. my hands are for some reason shaky kinda. like i can barely type. i must go.

MOTHER OF GOD. I WISH SOMEONE ELSE BESIDES LAURA CAN FEEL WHAT I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW. ANYONE. GOD, PLEASE TAKE THIS ANGER AWAY FROM ME BEFORE I HURT SOMEONE. CAUSE I'M NOT SURE HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN GO ON WITHOUT HURTING SOMEONE.

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today after eating all those cookies, i met chrissie at school. there i looked at some nudie art pictures by her that were wondrous by far and her crazed art teacher who seemed nice until i heard otherwise from chrissie. then i learned about the other insanity filled people at her school. oh what fun. umm. oh yes and then we went to see her newly arrived prom dress which was just gorgeous. and then i saw the dress i wanted again and then i wanted it more again. and then chrissie and madame brennan left and i pretended to leave and then went to get coldstone, cause i didn't want them to see me getting fatter. bahah just kidding. but it was sure good ice cream. i really just love it to death. but i love BR more. anywho. time to go to torture land. peace out foos.

i never knew how good mrs. fields cookies were until now. well they're not actually good, actually. they're kinda weird to be honest. but they're addictive and soft, which makes them all the more wondrous to eat. i ate four of them. luckily there are no more for me to eat cause i wouldn't be able to stop myself.

this is what it says on the box:
"a moist, buttery cookie with the rich smooth taste of mrs. fields special gourmet milk chocolate chips in every mouthwatering bite." how can anyone resist that? moist and buttery? rich and smooth? nope, i sure can't

today i had so many frees and so little to do that i actually did stuff that's due like tomorrow, wow. what an accomplishment. adia is a gooood song. gosh dang it.

me and boo did our pysch. experiment today FINALLY. it turned out pretty good. i think the chillens enjoyed it. yup. well i did, even if they didn't so psssh. the only part of adia i don't like is this line: "there's no one left to finger..." yes, i know that it doesn't mean THAT, but it grosses me out still every time i sing that line. it's just wrong. she could've chosen another sentence structure. bahaha. oh well. these are the things i think about. toodles.

BANG ME SETH. (kidding) (NOT) (double not) (bite me)

why is it so early in the morn? "sarah, come do me" (somehow that didn't sound right) but that's my math homework callin'. toodleoo.

i think i am sad, but i'm not sure for what reason. maybe i'm just in a bad mood. i ate a wonka bar tonight, but i was disappointed to find there was no golden ticket inside. but there could have been. i could've won a concert or something like that. or maybe i could've won a transformation into charlie bucket, who could turn that down? not i. why is it only monday? whoever made up the name monday must feel pretty bad that is has become such a hated word. michelle branch songs make me happy. they make me think of running in fields with sunflowers and lambs. and singing annie at the top of my lungs with suzanna and lily in the middle of the street in another state holding icicles and freezing. i'm not sure that anyone realizes how much more complete my life would be if i had a pet lamb. my days would be sooo much happier, i'm not sure i can explain. i mean i love otis to death, but he's no lamb.

when i get enough money i am taking the next flight to austria and after i have heard the hills being alive with the sound of music and gone to the von trapps house and worn clothes made out of curtains then, and only then will i be able to return to my american home feeling complete. you spin me right round baby right round, like a record baby right round round round. pizounce out.

well it's back to that silly old place called school. and what the hell is with this snow? it is soo unwanted. go away snow, nobody likes you, you have no friends bahh. my nose is stuffy, it's no fun. in the far corner i have spotted a katie johnston and a travis deluca. oh look theres chloe. i have not seen my laura bug yet today. kim just walked up to me and said, "i have a spanish oral today, i don't want to do it" and then se walked away. what a silly wink. travis just gave me a dirty look, that butthead, what did i ever do to him?

i think i'm gonna go sit in my car with the heat on full blast and listen to wicked. maybe then i'll do my math homework. just maybe. peace.

NO GOOD DEED GOES UNPUNISHED!!! word. today was a fun day i believe. i am making my way into the shower now i hope. and i am addicted to wicked. me and suzanna sang it maybe 15 out of the 24 hours of the day. bah. what? ok i'm talking to myself. FIYERRROOOO. i paid for ice cream tonight, a first in about a year. oh what grandeur. never underestimate my jesus. my brother is listening to that, but i wish i was too cause i love that song with a passion. i learned the true meaning of the word passion today in the church bulletin. my addiction to rice crispies has caused me to be sick of them i think. i wish not though, cause they are good. i must go now. i loveth thee.

i gave in. i wasn't going to post until tomorrow since it's already sunday cause it's past 12 but to me it's not really sunday. but then i just gave in so i'm posting now. today competition was sooooooo boring and sooooo long and soooo sucky. we did bad. we got third........................out of three. bahahaha. oh well. when we finally got home at 8:45, i got some BR with nat, then visited chrissie and got some BR with her. then i hung with her for a tad and drank shirley temples and watched Moses Jones BAHAHAHAH, then zac came so i left. then lizzie called, so i visited her at PRD and met her crazy stoned friends, uh dave and uh alex? i believe. they were funny and nice though, so twas ok. except they were kinda scary. well dave was. alex was normal(ish). now tis late so i must peace out. g'night all.

what up foos. i actually have nothing to say. so why am i even here? peace.

WICKED RULES!!!!

hey word. it's friday. i would like to publically thank suzanna for lending me this wonderful cd of the the new musical "wicked", it is absolutely fantastic. now i just have to learn all the words so i can belt them out with her. shoutout to lizzie. vp of the eid club. i am the president, holla. and our newest member sarah maddie is the secretary. it's quite possibly the best club ever. yay, youth group tonight. we haven't had youth group in like 2 years, so it's exciting. toodles mwa.

mwa ELIZABETH MARGARET MCDONALD
mwa SUZANNA JOY MILLER
mwa SARAH ANN MADDOX
mwa CHRISTINA BOWEN BRENNAN

members to be:
chrissie and suz.

AHHHHHHH I AM SOOOOOOOO IN COLLEGE. KEEEEENEEE STTTAATTTEEE HEERRREEE IIII COOOMMMEEEE. even though i don't wanna go there, and it's like 3rd choice. actually no i love that place, but i would choose others over it so shh. AKLDJFKLSJD. too much overwhleming excitment. peace.

holla ain't no stopping me. hump day is over, sadly. but tomorrow is friday, happily. i feel like something exciting is supposed to happen today. i actually like journalism class. everyone say a big fat prayer for my natalie cause she went to the hospital last night after britta knocked her out. hah just kidding, she just got bonked in the head. my poor baby. mwa xox.

it is annoying when people involve little kids in fights they are having with people their own age. i actually watched the OC tonight. for the 2nd time. hooray. twas tres controversial. even though i like summer, i so want to beat her down so i can have seth. why can't there be real boys like that? someone please tell me. well ashton, don't fret. you still have my heart. toodles kids.

this post is dedicated to my dear husband of three years, trevie. we were officially wed on June 10, 2001. i love him so very much and it makes me quite sad because he always "on business" in Haiti, but right now he has come back to visit me, his beloved wife. you can look on his website which is: toby2sword.50megs.com/ and see more exciting pix of him but for now enjoy the ones here.

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trevie is ghetto, or atleast wants to be. look at his horrid shoes. they are on their way OUT though.

well i must go. BUT I LOVE TREVIE TO DEATH. yay trevor. he is the bestest husband every. mwa to him and to all mwa mwa mwa mwa oxoxoxoxo

i love making people at coldstone sing. if not being advised by my friends i would've spent all my money on giving them tips so they would sing. it's just so amusing. specially when david does it hah.

here is a list of the people i am currently in love with/want to bang (but not really)
(note: this is not a top ten list)
1. kyle
2. ben
3. charlie
4. nick
5. rad
6. chris
7. kevin
8. diego (bahah laur...gym class)
9. jon (not jon hill, just to clear up any confusion)
10. kurt (not really hah, he's nat's)
11. brendan (not really hah, he's laur's)

i hope no one read all that.