rain falls angry on the tin roof as we lay awake in my bed

oh i have refallen in love with that song and the rest of my edwin mcain cd thanks to duffle and a cinderella story. grrrrand movie, by the way. brought tears to my eyes, i'm not gonna lie. speaking of tears to my eyes, that stinkin "i'll be" song made me cry on the way home and i need to get it out, so i'm gonna go watch my pre-set to the crying part armageddon. i need a good cry. a lot of things and people are bothering me and i feel like no one at all wants to hear me complain, except maybe suz and she did already today so...i wish edwin would sing to me and say "i'll be your cryin' shoulder" cause damn, i need one. and i can't reach my own. ok, i can, but who wants to cry on their own shoulder? not i. anyway, my parents are still in nyc which is even sadder cause they're at a wake of my mom's coworker's daughter who died who was like 2 years old. she drowned and it's so horrible i can't even comprehend. i barely knew her and i'm like wait she's not dead, but she is and it's so weird. i can't swallow it, it's just so messed up. man, i'm gonna start crying again before i even start watching armegeddon, but i better get downstairs cause i ordered dominos for willeh and me since the parentals are out late. goodbye losers. but who is the biggest loser of us all? MOI!!! mwa.