hello. i am so depressed going back to school and not only that but this stupid little mosquito keeps biting me and like TORTURING ME so much i want to rip off my head. and that was a metaphor or something uhh, analogy, i don't know i meant it like the mosquito is a person who is torturing me, but he's like a mosquito becasue....you get it right? anyway, i feel like crying now and stuff, but i'm real excited cause lizzie showed me how to download songs and it is so freakin' amazing, i jumped off walls and stuff and made a cd and wow i think i might die seriously. i have never ever been able to download songs before. it's insane. well anyway, i'm really excited for the ski trip and i just need to get through this week and not kill myself. so peace out. and say a prayer for the world and me.

"You're as cold as ice, you're willing to sacrifice our love. you never take advice, someday you'll pay the price, i know."