i sit here. eating glazed doughnuts and water. natalie caressing my face. last night kendall, nat and i watched three movies. brokendown palace, holes and blow. i will have to say that i still like holes the best. i'm just that kinda person. natalie of course likes those weird end up bad movies. i like the happy endings. i also enjoy taking refuge in god's thumb.

last night we went to dinner at tequila mockingbird and then to the boy's b-ball game at new canaan. we lost sadly and badly. but it was fun to actually be a fan for once. the first time in 3 years i didn't go in uniform. kendall is watching over my shoulder now and it's making me uncomfortable. wouldn't it be funny if i said that to her and she said she couldn't read? hahah just like hector zarroni. who by the way is adorable. me and ken have decided to adopt him and make out with louis. i always call shia labouf louis cause that's what i've always known him as. oh the good old days of louis and ren. remember when that show first came out? it was so exciting, back in the day.

i think we're going tanning now. yay cancer. see you folks lata.