i miss highschool

i miss the times when i used to post everyday. when i used to ditch school and go to starbucks or to BR or home and hang out with otis. i miss the sunshine and warmth of a spring day. i need spring. but oh wait unfortunately with the nor'easter heading this way i don't believe i'll be seeing that spring sunshine anytime soon. i miss so much stuff. i could go on forever. i miss when i was like 5 and would climb up the backway to friendly's with my grandma. who is sadly no longer with us. i miss BR, i miss going there everyday, doing my homework there, hanging out there everynight. i miss town. i miss driving my car everywhere. i miss my house. i miss my otis. i miss driving to school in the morning and listening to music and having the traffic cop direct us in. i miss lunch and the senior caf and eating outside. i miss the narcs. i miss visiting joe. i miss coming back from vacation and being depressed. i miss weight training. i miss spicy chicken days. i miss peanut butter and nutella or bagel with cream cheese every other day of my life. actually i don't miss those that much, but still it's the thought. i miss old cheerleaading practice...sort of. without the sucky parts of it. i miss nat's guest house, and cheer sleepovers and foursome sleepovers. wait, i miss the foursome so much. i miss the cruise. i miss youth group and good ski trips and good road trips like see spot rock and bushy hill and pochet island. i miss meghan gleason. and laura suslavich and jess fields and kaitlin blanks and julia van loan and all those old people who i was never really that close with but close enough to miss them now. i miss track practice and doing half the work out and tanning the rest of the time. i miss new canaan's track. i miss new canaan and fate. i miss fate the person. i miss mr. otterspoor, a teeeny bit. no, i lied. i miss graduation day. i miss high school dances. i miss prom. i miss the summer. i miss the IC. i miss gina and joe and evelyn and rachel and jack and grace and sal and everyone. i miss the post-graduation party. I MISS PRD. i miss church. i miss evan's house. oddly, i don't miss evan or his family that much, just his house. i miss when times were different, when they were happier. when certain people were happier. as i said before i could go on forever, so i'm gonna stop myself here. oh wait. i miss FCIACS. i just thought of that one

bye everyone.