ah. don't u hate it when u supposedly do something, but u really didn't think u did and if u did it was just a huge mistake and it wasn't on purpose and u really thought what u were doing was just fine? and then ur parents are like blah blah u suck at life blah blah, ur banned from driving for the rest of the day? cause that's what just happened. i was backing out of church and i guess i did it kinda fast, i'll admit to that. but i did look and i saw no one, but supposedly my dad was backing up too and i almost hit him. "i was like an inch away from his bumper" says my mom. AHH. i didn't do it on purpose gosh. and so now i "don't deserve to have my liscense" and my dad is "sick and tired of this". but how can he be sick and tired of something that happened once like 5 minutes ago. u can only get sick and tired of something that keeps happening. i feel like crying and shouting haha i've never used the word shout before. i usually say yell, but whatev. i'm going to look in the thesaurus for another word for pissed. i am enraged, infuriated, and vexed. vexed doesn't really work i dont think, but it's a cool word. peace out.

"You’re an ocean, you’re an ocean, settle down, settle down, what’s the commotion? I’m an island, but you’re an ocean. It’s a stormy sea of love and emotion, you got me suspended motionless in time."