howdy doo, all. today was my grandpa's wake, it wasn't too bad actually, although we were there for 6 hours without any break. but i left for a little bit with my cousins to get some snacks. i met lotsa people i didn't know and stuff and it was even kinda fun at times. like seeing a lot of my relatives i hadn't seen for awhile. but it was also very sad. tomorrow is the funeral, or shall i say today since it's after midnight and then a lunch at the IC, haha where i should be at work. i have to read a poem at the funeral and i'm really scared, i believe i will begin bawling in front of everyone and not be able to say it, so i'm kinda scared. i hope that doesn't happen. tonight my rents didn't make me go out to dinner with them, so i stopped at Gina's to see how her little "get together" was going and it turned out to be sooooooooo much fun. a lot funner then the younger kids parties, it was an over 21 party, but Gina let me come cause she knows i'm responsible and i brought laura and we had such a blast, but i had to bring lamb home at 10:30 and then i came back for some more fun. i just love those guys, i'm really gonna miss them. so friday is the last day of camp, i'm a little scared and sad slash happy about it. sad, cause i really am gonna miss those guys sooo soo much. and happy cause i hate those dumb kids, but you know how it is. it's just starting to sink in that summer is just about OVER. i gots to go to bed, love you all. and say hi to the world. i miss ali benton mwa mwa. peace out.