homesick

although i'm not really that bad, no tears or anything, when i think about it i do really miss home and my friends a lot. but i try not to think about it too much. today we had some orientation shiznit in the morning and then me and my roomates and some friends ran to walmart in the rain and got completely soaked. but we bought loads of mad food and i am stocked up for atleast 2 weeks. which is good. but so many things remind me of home, it's sad. tonight i talked to laur so that was good, cause i miss that little muffin.

tomorrow classes start, i'm a little scurred to say the least. did that make sense? i'm not sure if i used that in the right context. well anyway i'm damn nervous and i'm having like anxiety attacks. freakin out man. i should depart now and go to bed though cause i am frickin' tired and stuff. although my first class doesn't start till 10 holla. but on tuesday and thursday i have biology at 8 which really sucks. i guess it's good to get up early once in a while though. peace out my fools.