sad again
once again i am sad. i feel very alone here. i was soooooo excited to go home and when i got there it wasn't as fun or as exciting as i expected it. it was nice to sleep in my bed, and see otis and my family but that was about it. so while i was home i was actually anxious to get back here and see everyone. but now that i am back here, i miss home again and my old friends. i feel like i don't have a real friend here. i have a lot of people i know and say hi to, but i don't feel like i have a best friend who i can always go to. it just sucks. i want to skip over this time till i'm married and settled in and have nothing to worry about. goodbye.
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Allow me to give my opinion. I can't even remember how I found your blog, but I read every now and then, and I find it quite hilarious. However, in recent weeks, it hasn't been quite so funny, it's been a little sad...mostly because you are sad. I'm not a lot older, but I've been in your shoes, and I'm in the spot where you say you want to be (married and settled in). Remember that you only live this life once, so you might as well be happy as much as you can. Whether you had the time of your life while you were home or not, your posts from home were a heck of a lot happier than any of the posts I've read while you've been away at school. Going away to school isn't for everyone. TONS of people end up transferring schools...if you don't cheer up soon, consider transferring closer to home. There's no point in being unhappy just because you made this decision to go to a school far from home. Best wishes!
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I love you sarah!!!!!!! dont be sad, just remember all the people who love you back home...true there is always the option of transferring, but i dont think transfering closer to home will help since you said being at home wasnt as good as you thought it would be. I think you just have to develop those "good" relationships into better ones, focus on them more, make them have meaning, go out there and find your Sarah..and Chrissie... and Laura
Love you lots!!!!!! kisses from Switzerland!!!
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