suck it up

i am sad. this has been a saddish week. carolyn is sad as well. i wish monkey boy would love me bahahahah. i wish i didn't lose friends. i wish i could fly and read people's minds and turn back time, you know, shizzle like that. oh dang. hah i almost forgot to put the g on that. it would've been oh dan. who's dan? bahahah. well anyway, my parentals might be coming to visit me this weekend, hoorah. i want them to bring otis. I MISS OTIS. witha burning passion in my heart. i could do my french homework right now, but i don't feel like it. and that leaves me with nothing to do. therefore i am bored. boy, do i love the dixie chicks. i just made up a word: thogu. atleast tomorrow is thursday, hoooooray. only one class! i think i'll go do something really unproductive now like play solitaire or snood or wallow in depression under my pillow.