wallowing

things just never seem to work out. i'm not sure why. everything starts out on the right track and it's exciting but usually it just self-erupts or i mess it up somehow. anyway, i guess i can't really say much more about that crap unless i go into great detail which i'd rather not. so yeah. school is almost over, it's pretty sad. but also exciting cause i love my house! and my otis. oh yeah and my family bhaha. and my car. oh yeah, my car. i wish i remembered what i named my car. it was a good name too. oh well. i guess i really have nothing else to do here but whine. and that's annoying so bye.